Person To Three

Trying to Fix 2

Not all love is acceptable, though,

Not all trauma can be removed 

And,

Not all attention can be put in the heart,

If you are used to the storm

Why shiver just because of drizzling.

Author 

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“ Marriage is not just a matter of Grace's bed. Love and comfort are also sought. If you keep forcing me to come back but I'm not comfortable with you the same. The house I dreamed of is a comfortable home despite being small.”

I know that marriage is not about bed. But there is genuine love and comfort that exists. But right now I can't ask Donzello to come back for love because I know he doesn't love me. Comfort is also impossible because he also does not have love itself. Now no one can make it back if it's not the bed I've been under in this debate.

“ I beg you not to divorce me! I want us to fix everything. I'll change I promise..” I cry feeling the pain.

“ Never mind Grace don't make drama. This is our divorce papers. You sign immediately and tomorrow my lawyer will take her.”

“ Give me a chance...” I who do not want a divorce now immediately hug my husband with hysterical tears. 

I can't stop her with a cry but I'll try to keep her inside this house. I hugged her tightly unwillingly if we were to part at this time. I now realize that I love her. But maybe I'm too late to realize everything. I was too late to realize that I couldn't get away from her.

“ Grace let me go! I can't. I still want us to get divorced. I have to go..” I don't care if he keeps rejecting me for hugging me. She tried to forget it but I hugged her more and more.

There was no movement he just froze when he was still trying to let go. “ Leave it like this. If you don't want to go back, it's okay. I'll do what you want tomorrow. Just so you're here with me tonight. I just need a friend to talk to. After that we can't do anything.” I asked for things he might not be able to accept.

“ I beg Don just this one night just be my friend to tell a story. We haven't talked to each other from heart to heart.” I begged just this time. Maybe our domestic relationship was broken because of my selfishness that did not care about her and there was no communication that was so smooth for both of us.

Our communication is limited even in her own right. Our household may be the beginning because of my mistake of being forced to accept her proposal to marry, our family may be the beginning of her due to my mistake, but I'm too stupid not to open my heart just a little for him, maybe because I'm too afraid of the male figure even though I myself know that all men can not be the same.

“ Thank you...” I let go of that hug and instantly wiped away my tears quickly.

“ I will prepare a tent for us to spend the night in the back garden.”

“ Two! Make two.”

“ I know..” You should have known that he wouldn't be able to touch me again, Donzello I couldn't have reached this point. He who is too cold cannot touch me with love again.

It used to be that when we were close, Donzello was not this cold, but now he is so cold, that he has even set up distances and walls so thick for our household. 

“ Brother what are you doing?” I told some people to put up a tent in the back garden to amaze my sister when she saw me there.

“ Oliv I'm setting up a tent for me and Donzello.” I breathed heavily. “ Donzello doesn't want to go back he still wants a divorce so I asked him for tonight to chat as a friend. Maybe goodbye is the best way for us but I want to try to improve it. Hopefully tonight I can do it, melt his heart back.” I'm excited because maybe this is my last way to make our household whole again.

“ Brother sure this will work? I mean you guys are in a different tent how can you talk at length.” It may not make sense and look ridiculous.

I who want to improve my household by communicating well instead separated with a tent that there are two. “ My sister-in-law wants to be like this. It's okay it's okay. We can still sit there enjoying his warm fire.”

“ Brother you're aware right?” I looked at my sister in surprise. Actually what he was thinking of course I realized even though this looks impossible but I want to try.

“ What do you mean by I'm sober? Of course I'm aware..” I couldn't take it when I heard a question from my own sister. If I didn't realize I wouldn't be here, maybe I'd be lying in my room unconscious.

“ I didn't mean anything, brother. It's just like you're wrong with using this to re-attract sister-in-law.”

“ I know it's not going to be easy Liv but I have to work on my own to give that love back to me. We've been together a long time through all the exams with a lot, so it's impossible for Donzello to forget about me so easily. I think he's just been hurt because of my attitude all along. So I should try to get him back on my charms.”

“ By the way you remind your memories of the past?”

I was silent about not answering anything I could only see that person doing what I wanted. I'm not sure if this plan will work or not, but I have to try to do it. because of her great love for me, she couldn't easily forget me and just dump me.

“ Brother are you sure you don't need my help this time?”

“ No! I can do it myself. This is just regular camping anyway so you don't have to help. But if I may ask you to please tell everyone to get inside their room immediately. I just want to be alone with my husband spending my time with him for the last time.”