Person To Three

Small Debate

" Honey I have an important meeting today so I have to leave early in the morning." The gentle shaking given by Charlotte made the sleeping man open his eyes slowly.

" Dear you're tidy? Where are you going?" He confirmed his sitting position.

" Honey I told you, today I have an important meeting with some clients so I have to go, you take a break if you don't go to the office…" Charlotte slightly justified her make up styling a little of her hair.

Donzello now got off his bed walking closer to his lover holding her from behind leaning her chin against his shoulder. " Are you sure you're gonna leave me here alone?" 

" Don I have to go, I have some important meetings to see the contract being offered to me. It's not polite for me to reject it suddenly."

" I'll pay her fine if she sues you." he said casually. 

" Dear this isn't a matter of fine but I have to keep my professionals in the works."

" I know! but don't go. You will be long gone." He said with him who acted spoiled. 

Charlotte smiled faintly at her lover's child-like behavior at this time. " Just tell me if you want to come with me."

" Well, I'll take a quick shower if you want to take me to meet your client." - said he excitedly. 

" But you can only accompany me from afar. I don't want anyone to know I'm with you."

" You ashamed to walk with me?" Donzello raised one of his eyebrows. 

" It's not Honey's shame. But our condition cannot be for both ways in public. I modeled you a lot of media business people who easily recognize us. If a lot of the media knows it will be more difficult for us.." Charlotte explained by staring at her lover who also looked at her with annoyance. 

" I don't care if a lot of people who know about our relationship are good for us."

Charlotte again threw her breath out violently. " What about your wife? and how will people think of us. I don't want anyone talking about us, honey. "

" Fuck the words of the dear ones. They don't know anything about us, all they know is that we're happy and don't know about our grief. Don't think about what people say."

" Being a third party between you and your wife is not easy for me Don. Being the person you might not choose is not easy either. You think I wanna walk should hide like this? Nah! I'm tired of having to hide like this. But I can't possibly take you in a public place either."

Donzello was speechless hearing what his current lover said he was still understanding what he was saying. 

" What do I have to do now? I have to walk with you to introduce yourself to everyone that you are my lover? what about the name I keep? what about your wife? what about your name too?" Charlotte was crying she was shedding tears. 

Charlotte who was originally standing is now sitting with her covering her face with her own two hands. He felt that everything was not easy, he was tired if every day had to fight with his heart and mind about the love he was fighting for. 

Donzello now approached clutching his hands full of guilt when he seemed to demand his lover to be with him when in public. 

" I'm sorry."

" We'll never make it Don, it's too complicated for our relationship. We should show each other who our lovers are not like this.." Again the woman's cry broke. 

" I know! We haven't tried it yet so don't say we won't make it. We'll make it. We'll be together. I'm sorry maybe I was selfish not thinking about your feelings or our relationship."

" It's too hard. Why loving you should be this complicated. Hicks. hyx…" 

" I'm sorry. I'm not gonna be like this anymore. I won't sue us in public before my status is clear with my wife hem."

Charlotte was only speechless with the still-present sobbing sound. " I'm sorry!"

Donzello hugged her giving a swab on the woman's back gently giving her current lover some peace. 

" I promise I'll finish my business with her soon. Please be patient for a moment. After this it's just the two of us."

Charlotte could only nod even though she knew that this all took a long time to complete. 

Are they able to endure this kind of wound? or they choose to retreat by forgetting their love. Surviving only makes them hurt each other, and leaving will also make them equally injured. Everything went awry no one knew that surviving was a very painful choice like this. 

God of Destiny what did you write for the two of them? why does it feel this sick. Love that brings happiness now only carries wounds that are somewhere in the end. Give them a way to survive. 

Give them a clue to get out of this painful circle of love. The closer they got, the more they burned, but the further they got, the more they died. No one knows why you would meet them in such a situation. Nor do they know why you are uniting in this wrong way. Only you know. 

The love they maintain only makes them hurt, but to forget is something they don't want. They agreed to be together even though both of them were equally injured. They were willing to burn his heart just because of a love that was already lodged in his heart at this moment. 

The meeting as well as fate seemed to be currently speaking, they are met at the same time they need someone to complete themselves but they are also destined to be together even though later on they must separate because of a situation that does not allow them to unite. 

His later breakup will teach them to know what a painful and unnecessary love destiny should look like. Surviving only to hurt each other for what? it is better to go than die in a painful circle of love.