
Kai is alone while looking at his picture with Syifa. After one month ago Kai expressed his feelings for Syifa, making the closeness between them become tenuous, even every time he met Kai, Syifa always avoided. But today is Kai's last day in Korea, Kai is eager to meet Syifa and hug the girl very tightly for the last time, because Kai knows, if he has returned to Jakarta later, he said, his life and Syifa will return as before, where they are busy with their respective activities and do not know that they live in the same country.
Kai sends a short message to Syifa, hoping that the girl will read it.
The tring!
A short message from Kai appears on Syifa's phone screen. "Today, I'm going back to Jakarta. Thanks for everything, I never regretted seeing you." Kai wrote in the short message.
Syifa's heartbeat stopped. Slowly her tears fell. Syifa immediately got up and ran out of the classroom.
Syifa tried to contact Kai several times, but the man did not answer the call.
Syifa's cry broke out, she couldn't help but feel her sadness, nor could she lie to her own feelings if she also liked Kai.
"Gue thought you wouldn't be sad if I left" said Kai who stood behind Syifa.
Syifa turned her head, with tears that had washed her face. "Kai," hept.
Syifa almost gave up and was angry at herself for not being able to meet Kai before the man returned to Jakarta. But the universe still allows them to meet and make memories of separation.
Kai took a few steps forward and hugged Syifa very tightly. Although their separation is only temporary, Kai feels very heavy to leave Syifa.
Syifa continued to sob in Kai's arms. "Don't cry, Syif," said Kai, holding back his tears that wanted to fall because he saw Syifa's crying became more and more.
Kai released his embrace, then wiped away Syifa's tears. "Don't cry, yeah" he said.
Syifa grew saddened to see Kai pretending to be strong in front of her.
Kai regulated his breathing, his chest felt tight as he held back his cries. "Syif, I'm really happy to know you, I'm glad we're spending time together."
Syifa wiped away her tears that kept falling down profusely. "We can still spend time together again, right?"
Kai nodded while smiling. As hard as Kai endured his sadness, still, his tears still fell.
"Gue likes you, Syif," said Kai loudly.
"Gue can't lie about my feelings anymore, I also like you, sorry I'm funny and pretend not to like you."
Syifa nodded.
Kai let go of his embrace, wiping away Syifa tears. "No, don't cry" he said.
Syifa wiped her own tears, "Lo don't cry, either" she said stammering from sobbing in her tears.
"Gue left, Syif, yes" said Kai.
Syifa nodded. His chest was so painful from crying too hard.
Somehow Syifa felt that her separation from Kai was much more sad than her separation from Rizky.
Syifa waved her hand at Kai, as did Kai who waved his hand. Syifa could clearly see that Kai was trying to smile, but Kai's eyes showed that he was very sad.
"Kai, I love you" said Syifa.
"I love you too, Syifa," Kai replied loudly.
Syifa forced her lips to smile, so that Kai would not be sad anymore, even though Syifa actually wanted to cry loudly.
Kai stepped out of Syifa with the suitcase and bag he was carrying.
Seeing Kai who was far enough away, Syifa cried loudly, not caring about her eyes that would be puffy. Syifa remembered the many moments she had made with Kai. Now Syifa realizes her feelings, that her love for Kai is much greater than her feelings for Rizky.
Kai's tears didn't stop dripping, even Kai's tears made his chest feel extremely painful. It's a temporary farewell, but why does it feel this sick? What if Kai sees Syifa with someone else?
...Thank you for being a good listener...
...Thank you for making happy memories while we were together...
...It's true, every meeting must be a farewell, although this farewell is painful, but I have no regrets about meeting you....
...For the girl who has made me stop blaming myself, thank you once and I love you....
Kai looked at the bright blue sky with clumps of white clouds fused together. The wind tried to make it feel better, but it was not, it was the wind that led him to remember the moments he had done together with Syifa. Kai should understand that it feels like it's going to hurt, even this pain is not how much, because Kai hasn't seen Syifa with his girlfriend. Maybe Kai can already be a little relieved because Syifa also likes it, but that does not mean he can have Syifa completely, because in Syifa's heart there are still others who fill his heart much first.