
I don't know, I don't know exactly what the cause of this anxiety is. Whether it's a miss or a wound. Which would make me even more helpless. In fact, I surrender only to God. As His Servant, I'm just
following the scenario of the Creator. But I still hope, I hope this is the beginning of my happiness
“I'm done..” Addry also immediately sauntered away to the living room
“Iya mas, Alhamdulillah. At least you have eaten my cooking mas.” lirih Fatimah, smiling to see the food they have finished eating
Fatimah immediately brought the dirty dishes to the dishwasher.He immediately washed them, after cleaning. Fatimah immediately arranged it, she saw it from the kitchen. Is Addry still in the living room what's gone back
her roominess
“This mas, coffee equals snack.” Fatimah put it on the front desk of Addry
“Hemm.” Addry just breathed rough, he was still confused how to say it. He did not hate Fatimah much. But because of the influence of Bianca, so he often applies rough with his wife “ Huhh.
“By the way, don't hesitate oruh.” Fatimah smiled sweetly at Addry. Addry is also directly in
make a mistake seeing his wife's sweet smile. He only saw this time a smile as sweet and sincere from people he often hurt
“I will marry again.” firmly and guiltlessly
Deg…
It was pain and pain that he felt now. I want it to feel Fatimah crying as it happens, but what power it is only he pendam in his heart only. Fatimah had already loved her husband after they married, Fatimah had decided for her whole life she would love and be devoted to her husband. But what he got, only the pain kept on accompanying him. He smiled wryly crying over the new household for a lifetime but was hit by a very strong storm
Addry looked at Fatimah, he wondered why Fatimah did not answer her words earlier. As he turned his head, he looked at Fatimah who was looking ahead with a blank look and was accompanied by a smile that was somehow the meaning of the smile. Addry did not take a headache, he did not want to add thoughts in his brain. Enough Bianca who constantly asks for answers from him
“Hei.. You heard the words, I don't really.?”
“Ahh yes mas, sorry Fati was daydreaming. What did you say. Oh yes want to marry again yes ?.” Fatimah smiled accompanied by teary eyes
Bismillah..“ I sincerely mas, if that is your wish.” even though his chest feels tight, the heart of a wife who would be willing to be in polygamy. No one is willing for them to share their husband
"It's good that you know yourself enough, too." he said cynically and immediately left his wife, alone in the living room. While he's back in the room. Shortly thereafter Addry was dressed casually. He walked through Fatimah who was still sitting in the living room in a state of silence and glare, how the fate of his household after this. During the household ark, Fatimah and Addry alone, unlike husband and wife in general. Plus with new problems
Addry only glanced at Fatimah, without saying goodbye. He went straight to his car and started the car. After that he immediately ran the car, heading to Bianca apartment
The time has entered Isha prayer, when Adhan reverberated clearly. Fatimah was aware of her daydream. He stood up, walking towards his room. Fatimah also immediately performed her prayer, after taking the best ablution first
‘Yes Allah, forgive this weak Servant and also complain to You often. Give to the Servant more fortitude and patience in undergoing the trials that You have given to the Servant, O Lord. The servant also asks You, O Lord, that someday the husband of the Servant may love the servant sincerely, O Lord. The Servant also believes that the plan that You give to the Servant is certainly the best for the Servant as well. Aamiin Yes Rabbal Alaminn.’
After the prayer, Fatimah decided to read the book of the Qur’an for a while. He had been reading for half an hour
the Book of the Qur’an and it ends it. Fatimah immediately gave her face and her alphabet. He decided to sleep, but it had been 1 hour back from his sleep. But he did not close his eyes at all. Finally Fatimah picked up her guitar and started picking the strings. He sang while sitting in the window of his room, looking at the crowded street passed by the crowd
When I first knew you
I think something different
I want to get close to you
But I'm afraid you're getting away
The longer this feeling is hidden
The more I want to get closer to you
From a distance I saw you
I wish you felt too
Your faith and fear are breaking
This feeling becomes love
The dream lover I expected
May this love be real
I love you because of God
If he's the best for me
Bring our hearts closer, God
The longer this feeling is hidden
The more I want to get closer to you
From a distance I saw you
I wish you felt too
Your faith and fear are breaking
This feeling becomes love
The dream lover I expected
May this love be real
I love you because of God
If he's the best for me
Bring our hearts closer, God
After singing the song, Fatimah shed tears. Given how the state of the household he built for the last 5 months.. If only their love story was like the one in the song. Surely Fatimah will be a very lucky woman to have a husband in the temple song that she sang earlier. Shortly thereafter his phone rang indicating that there was an incoming call
Kringgg….
Fatimah immediately took her cellphone on the nightstand of her dresser and lifted it
“Halo, Assalamualaikum ma.”
“Waallaikumsallam, you how are you nak?” said the woman across there
“Alhamdulillah healthy ma, if mama?”
“Ah thank God, Alhamdulillah mama is also healthy son.” mama-in-law Fatimah was silent for a moment before continuing her talk, Fatimah was confused why, her mother-in-law had not yet let out her voice. But shortly afterwards”Nak, sorry yes. Mom asks for whatever happens next. You have to stay on the Addry side huh nak?” he said with a plea
“Ah mom, yes ma. Addry is Fatimah's husband. Where Fatimah scavenged the field of reward ma.” Fatimah with a trembling tone while biting her lips
“Thank you son, you are indeed a dream daughter-in-law very deh.” the tone of her in-laws who praise her daughter-in-law this
“Yes mom, Fatimah is still a lot of shortage ma. Fatimah is not a perfect person.” humble herself
“Ah don't be sad dong son, oh yes Addry is no nak?” her mother-in-law immediately gave the conversation
“Oh mas Addry said he needed to go out to meet his old friend ma.” Fatimah had to lie, she did not want her mother-in-law to be angry with her husband. That's why she covered where her husband is now
“Ya already then son, mama end yes. Assalamallaikum.”
“Waallaikumsallam..” call ended, Fatimah went straight to the bathroom she washed her face and.
brushing your teeth before going to bed. After completion he then took ablution as well, so that he was always in a state of clean and insha Allah holy