
"What's the cause Tom..?"
*Flashback On
Every day, day and night. A woman was sitting curled up in the corner of the wall. Closing his ears with his palms. Shouting makes the nurses overwhelmed in handling it
One time, he was sitting in the park looking at one of the patients who was holding a doll with wide steps he also grabbed it. So make a fuss back. Since Bianca was treated, there was always a problem she would make with the decision of all the workforce there to move Bianca into a different room from the others. So that there is no more commotion
"My son." he said with tears, at night. She has now become a very fragile woman
It can be said that Bianca is not half crazy. Because every night. He must be like a normal human being
Maybe everything was created because of the deeds and guilt that always haunted him, as well as sins that were always the spice in his dark life first
Especially since his relationship with Addry was cut off. He was still ordinary, but what was more made him sick as he was now
Since his future son was born before the time he was born into this world. Especially not long ago in the child's residence. He was married to a man who loved him so much. Adding to the suffering in him for having wasted it
She felt so guilty that people's home lives were ruined because of it. Until the peak, Bianca is not strong because it is always attended by baby cries
Especially at night, to make it reckless to take razor blades that had been stored under the mattress
After the razor was perfectly perched on his wrist. Instantly he sliced his veins without any accompanying tears
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"Astaghfirullah.."
How many times Addry beristighfar. After hearing all the words spoken by Tomi
Indeed, since Fatimah said she wanted to separate, at once Addry never visited Bianca's place in care
Actually, Bianca used to be such an innocent and innocent girl. He lives in an orphanage, his parents don't know if he's dead or not. Addry met her when Bianca applied to be a model at one of the agencies. Incidentally, the head of the agency who wanted to overshadow Bianca was his business companion
It was there that their starting point was close, so the change in Bianca's attitude changed. Since the woman had become a model who was quite famous made her go to and fro and from there she met the man named Pram who made her have the heart to play with fire behind Addry
Maybe because of their courtship style, they only hold hands. So that makes Bianca even choose the outlet there. Especially with her status a famous model made her easily get to know the world like that
It's unfortunate that your fate Bi, must die this way. I pray that you will be received by His side and laid out in the tomb. All your faults are with me, I forgive you and I'm willing. May the worship you have done on earth be received by His side. Goodbye Bi, you are the first woman who taught me to love you and filled my days with your love. His mind was saddened by the path he had chosen, but it had all been determined from the one above
"Are you going home..?" tomi reminded Addry if he wanted to go home to serve Bianca's body, considering that Bianca was a woman who once filled her days with sincere love before Bianca lived in a distorted world
"No Tom, I'll be home after twelve more days as promised to Fatimah." he said