Past Past Release

Past Past Release

Part - 6

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The presence of Kenzo was able to make the life of the only daughter of members of the Makassar DPRD even more meaningful.

Although their status is only a friend, but the relationship between the two is very close and familiar.

Several times Kenzo intends to express his feelings to Fey, but always undone.

The man with a height of 180 cm is now waiting for the right time, to 'shoot' the woman of his heart.

Since being close to Fey, Kenzo became more frequent return to Jakarta and feel at home for a long time in the city that jammed it is very extraordinary.

While in Jakarta, on standby he always picked up the teacher from his sister.

Almost every pick up home, young entrepreneurs who cultivate business in the culinary field always invite Fey to eat, even not infrequently they go shopping for the needs of the baby together.

Both are very compatible, many people who think they are a happy married couple, are waiting for the fruits of their love to be born into this world.

"Mas, today you're last to pick me up."

"Loh, why?"

"I'm on leave tomorrow."

"Hmm, but can I still come to the apartment or take you out?"

"Can."

"Thank you, yeah."

"Yes, you're welcome."

"Oh yes, how about this afternoon we eat seafood in Bandar Jakarta?"

"That is on the roadside aja yuk, too luxurious and far away if you go to Jakarta. The taste of seafood on the side of the road was delicious, not less the same at the restaurant."

"Manut. Hehe."

"Sip, where are we going?"

"Take the road, if by chance someone has opened, we stop by."

"OK."

Fifteen minutes later, they both arrived at their destination.

A simple food stall, which serves a menu of various fresh and delicious seafood.

Shrimp pasture sauce, sweet sour squid, shellfish and orange ice are able to satisfy the desire of both.

After eating, Kenzo asked the waiter to clean his desk.

Quickly, the waiter immediately lifted the dirty dishes and glasses from the table with plastic-based tea products in a famous orange bottle.

After the dinner table was neat and clean, Kenzo called Fey and said he wanted to say something very important.

"What's up, Mom? The power is important."

"Yes, Fey. It's important."

"Try what's the story?"

Kenzo took a deep breath, and suddenly both of his hands turned cold.

His heart was racing and irregular.

The words he had already strung together and had memorized outside his head, suddenly collapsed.

His tongue became stiff and stiff.

"Mas all right? His face was pale."

The thick black haired man shook his head, then he took another deep breath.

After feeling ready, his lips that had been trembling began to speak even though he was a bit stammered.

"Fey, I want to talk to you about something. But I ask you, don't be mad."

"About what?"

"Me" Kenzo wiped the sweat that soaked his forehead. "I ...."

Fey stared fixedly at the face of the man before him, then he gave a tissue to Kenzo.

The young man who was being hit by a terrible nervous feeling also grabbed a tissue from Fey's hand, unexpectedly, kenzo's hand gently grasped Fey's fingers, which looked surprised by the response of the man who had been quite close to him.

"Fey, I want to express my feelings to you. I hope you won't get angry and then stay away from me. This feeling I can't hold any longer, the more damned I am, the more tormented I am, Fey. Every time I look forward to this moment, the moment where I can speak from heart to heart with you.

This feeling grew the first time I saw you, without me noticing the more today it continues to grow and fill my heart.

Fey, I love you so much too. From the bottom of my heart I reveal it all.

I don't care about your past and your present situation. Whatever you are, I don't see it.

Our togetherness always makes me happy. Your face, always adorn my dreams. For that, I ventured northin everything is the same as you.

Feylin, will you accept my love?"

Hearing a lengthy statement from Kenzo, made Fey's heart both happy and sad.

The woman who was about to give birth soon bowed her head, her tears unstoppable.

Fey crying.

Kenzo changed his seat.

His right hand was embracing the shoulder of the woman sitting beside him as she stroked him slowly.

"Sstt, I'm sorry if my words made you sad."

Without saying a word, Fey embraced the waist and submerged his face in the chest of Kenzo's field.

Only a sobbing came out of the mouth of the female classy educational scholar.

Kenzo stroked Fey's long hair.

"I'm sorry, if I'm presumptuous."

Fey shook his head, "i'm very happy, but sad."

The man who became Arash's business partner let go of the embrace, his hands holding Fey's shoulders.

"Fey, I understand how you feel right now. You should know, your pregnancy is not a barrier for me to love you. If you're ready, I'll find your parents to ask you to be my wife after you give birth.

By Allah, my love is equally sincere. Very sincere. I want to be the husband and father of the child you're carrying."

"But, Mas .. I'm not ready to face all the possibilities that will happen later."

"Bismillah, as long as you are sure of the sincerity of my love, then all your doubts and fears will be lost."

"Let me have time to think things through."

"Well, I won't tell you to answer now. At least I'm relieved now, because I'm up here all the same to you."

"Yes, Mum."

"When you're ready to answer, let me know."

Fey nodded slowly, and Kenzo leaned back to embrace the now-fragile woman.

He could feel the anxiety and anxiety felt by Fey.

"Don't be afraid, Fey. I will always make you happy. I love you and your baby" whispered Kenzo softly.

Fey's heart was filled again as the sweet words were spoken.

He did not expect that there would be a man who would truly love him.

Deep down, Fey takes heart in Kenzo.

But it is circumstances that make him have to think thousands of times, in accepting the love of the man who is now embracing him warmly and lovingly.

***

"I think you'd better take Mas Kenzo, Fey. He's a nice guy and loves you for who you are."

"Gue doesn't feel right for him, Gin. Moreover, later on, I will intersect with his extended family, I am not ready to be sneered and insulted by both parents."

"Care very much the same assessment of others, if I were lo, I would not think about it. As long as Mas Kenzo is willing to devote his love and affection to me it is more than enough."

"You know how rich you are, because you don't feel what I feel."

"Come on, Fey. Act according to logic, do not always rely on feelings. Back off your life if you keep doing that. Your life is long, don't be whiny.

So girls must be tough and strong, if you are always pessimistic rich gini, how do you want to have a bright future? Want to until when the hell your life continues to be overshadowed by the past? Do not look back, look at the future that you have to fight from now.

Don't just lament the situation, Mas Kenzo loves you, not pity or pity. It's all God's arranged, Fey."

Fey cupped his hands together, he sobbed.

Seeing that, Sagina felt pity and started to soften.

The woman who is now a hobby of wearing the negligee also walked closer to her best friend who sat on the sofa in the middle room.

He slowly stroked Fey's back, and tried to calm him down.

"I'm sorry if you spoke so hard, I love you, Fey. I want the best for you. Honestly, now I'm always nervous and worried about you later after I get married. You know, planning my marriage with Mas Arash has become more serious.

If later I mate and marry Mas Arash, then I will live in a house that he wants to buy for us. Automatic lo will be alone, I'm afraid can not always accompany you every time, Fey.

For that, you have to think realistically. Everything is arranged with God, suddenly God sent a man who loves you there must be a reason. Please understand."

Fey digested every word of his best friend, his stuffing began to subside. He opened both hands that had been used to cover his face.

"If only I could be as loud and strong as you, Gin."

"Study! Could be because of usual. I love you, Fey. I don't want to be lonely and sad again."

The two embrace each other.

"Thank you, Gin. You've always been the best friend to me."

"Consider Mas Kenzo's good intentions huh, Fey. Trust me, he'll make you and the baby happy."

Fey nodded, "yes Gin."

"Well, I'm gonna take a shower and get ready for the hotel. Today's schedule bokap meet with Mas Arash, you want to come?"

"So, my tar's a mosquito repellent."

"Haha, not that time either. Come along, rather than stay home."

"You're cleaning up the house, Boss. Don't see this house already rich ship broke, have a partner slovenly for mercy."

"Hehehe, peace." Sagina brandished her index and middle fingers, grimacingly showing off her shuffled teeth.

...

Morning is up.

After breaking the bed, Fey immediately cleaned his body.

After bathing and wearing a beloved negligee, he sat lazing on the sofa while watching television.

Ting ...

Fey grabbed the phone lying on a glass table beside the sofa.

[Hi, have you had lunch?]

The contents of the message sent by the idol of the heart, making him smile happily.

[Hi too, Mas. No, hehe.]

[Eat outside, yuk!]

[Males is out, tired of cleaning up the house.]

[Pity, I brought food there, yes, we eat together.]

[Nerepotin, ah.]

[For you, whatever I'll do.]

[Hehe.].

[Cock laughing, will you?]

[By, deh.]

[What do I want to bring?]

[What a thing, deh.]

[Ok, wait a minute.]

[😊]

Still smiling to himself, Fey stared at the screen of his phone.

Last night he thought of trying to open his heart to another man.

He has decided, will try to obey the advice of his best friend.

His determination to move on from the shadow of his dark past is already unanimous.

Now, Andi Feylin Rahim, a woman of pure Bugus descent, is ready to welcome a beautiful future with the man she loves, Kenzo.

With hope, the man who recently expressed his love can protect and give him true happiness.

Fey's daydreams ran out, as the ringtone of his phone rang.

A call from the man he was thinking about, he immediately answered the call.

"Yes, Mas. I open the door now" he said as he walked towards the front door.

Sure enough, when the door was opened, the idol was standing with his hands full with a bag of food.

"Wait long?"

"Hehe, it's really fast. It hasn't been an hour."

"I order first, so when I come take it."

"Well in, Mom!"

"Yuk."

"There's so much food you've brought, my dear."

"Bumil usually eats a lot, hehe."

"Hehe, thank you so much."

"Yes, equally. Here I help you pour into the serving plate."

"Ok, I'll take the plate for a second."

Kenzo seemed very happy with the simple activities he did in the kitchen with Fey.

He smiled to himself when suddenly fantasized about being husband and wife.

Unceasingly, Kenzo stole a glance at the woman who was busy opening the food box from the plastic bag.

One by one the serving plates were filled with food, neatly arranged by Fey on the dining table.

Soto chicken, beef, fried calamari krispi flour, green chili soy sauce, fried lung, complete with shrimp crackers are very appetizing.

"Let's eat, Mas!"

Kenzo smiled and nodded.

No ceasing the narrow-eyed man, looked at the woman who was busy pouring rice into her plate.

"This is Mas, don't daydream."

"I don't daydream, I'll see you."

"Don't do it, I'm embarrassed."

"You're beautiful, you always manage to make me miss every time."

"Gombal."

"Seriously, the first time I saw you, I fell in love. The saying that falling in love at first sight is true, Fey."

"Have not wooed on, let's eat."

"Hehe, yes."

The atmosphere became silent then, only the sound of spoons and forks clashing against each other.

Kenzo is eager to show his love and attention to Fey further, but he is afraid that it can make the woman he is being judged to be afraid and uncomfortable with him.

As for Fey, he felt tremendous groggyness. If it could be on the loudspeaker, Kenzo might be able to hear his heart beat racing great and erratic.

Both of Fey's hands were trembling, so nervous.

"Eat a lot, Fey!" Kenzo makes small talk, breaks the silence.

"Mas too, dong!"

"I can't eat much, because later I try to make mini boxes in the stomach can fail, hehe."

"Hmm, be diligent with the gym apparently."

"Hehe, yes. To be healthier, just after becoming a hobby, I want to have a rich body of my coach."

"I support you."

"Thank you, oh yes Fey .. predictions give birth when?"

"According to the doctor, about two weeks away. One day before the delivery I have to control, check the quality and quantity of amniotic fluid, the position of the baby and my physical."

"I'll take you, yeah."

Fey was silent for a moment.

"I'll take you, yeah." Kenzo repeated his words. "You don't mind, do you?"

"No, Mas. But I'm not good, always bothering you."

"Don't think like that, I'm happy to be there when you need to. Don't hesitate and don't hesitate."

"Thank you very much, Mommy."

Kenzo stared fixedly at Fey, who began to misbehave made.

"How's Fey?"

"What's up, Mom?"

"Do you want to accept my love?"

"Come, Mas," replied Fey flatly. "Here's your plate, let me take it to the dishwasher."

"Eh, this."

Kenzo's facial sharpness implied a sense of disappointment that could not be hidden.

Fey left him in the kitchen with dirty dishes and glasses.

Kenzo took a deep breath, he got up from the dining chair and walked towards the sofa in the living room.

Not long after, Fey came with a tray containing two glasses of lychee syrup and one jar of atomic nuts.

"Wash your mouth, Mommy."

"Wow, eat again. Hehe, thank you."

"Huum."

Fey put the glasses and jars on the glass side table of the sofa.

Then he sat on the left side of the sofa, while Kenzo sat on the right side, the middle was filled by a chair cushion with a shabby motif.

Both of them were silent, only the sound from the television was heard.

The eyes of the two stared blankly at the 40-sized flat-screen television screen" in front of them.

"Fey, I'm going home."

Hearing that, Fey was disappointed.

He wants to prevent and still linger with Kenzo, but is confused how to express it.

"Diminum the syrup first," prevent Fey from being refined.

"I'm still full, afraid you're going to rest."

Kenzo got up, Fey wanted to hold him back but hesitated and embarrassed.

"I'm not sleepy, Mom," he replied again, hoping Kenzo would understand that he still wanted to be with her.

"But ...." Kenzo's words are stuck.

"Mas Kenzo's mad because I haven't given an answer?"

"Not at all, Fey. I'll be patient with you." A smile returned from Kenzo's lips.

Fey then stood up, the two of them facing each other.

"Mas ... Me," said Fey hesitantly.

"I'm what, Fey?"

"I, uh I ...."

"Say, Fey!"

Fey lowered his head, his mood clouded again. A clear thread re-wetted his white cheek.

"Hey, what's up?" kenzo asked, stepping forward toward Fey.

The batik lady shook her head.

"I'm sorry if any of my words hurt you, don't cry Fey."

"I'm sorry, Mom," said Fey, "I don't want you to go, stay here longer."

Kenzo was surprised by what he had heard just now, he ventured to grab onto the shoulders of the woman who was bowing before him.

"But, Fey ...."

"Hiks, don't go Mas. I'm-i'm ...." Fey is back. "I love you too, Mom."

Kenzo's bead turned happy, he looked up Fey's face.

"That bill, Fey?"

Fey nodded, "but, I'm afraid."

"There is nothing you need to fear, my parents and whoever it is, will not be able to overcome my intention to love you. I fully understand your concerns, trust Fey I will always protect and take care of you."

Fey's eyes glazed over, she thanked him in her heart because God had sent someone who was very sincere in love with her.

"Aren't you ashamed of my pregnancy?"

"Whatever and whatever your circumstances, I don't care. What matters to me is that you are happy with me. Let me do that."

Fey smiled in tears, a cry for the sincerity of the handsome young man before him.

Without hesitation, Fey hugged Kenzo's body.

"I'm willing to accept your love, Mom."

Kenzo smiled happily, he kissed the crown of the woman who has now become his lover.

"Thank you, baby."

Smiling, Fey nodded his head. His eyes closed, feeling an immeasurable calm.

***

"Maaaas, please call Mas Kenzo. Fey, already about to give birth," cried Sagina in panic.

"Yes, Honey. A moment." Arash called his best friend. "Hurry up, Bro. I'm still at the airport, haven't picked up a bag. Not gonna be in a rush."

"Yes, thanks for the info" Kenzo replied briefly.

Without delaying time, Kenzo immediately gas-fired into the apartment.

Once there, Kenzo immediately took Fey to the nearest maternity hospital.

"Why don't you call me?"

"Your phone was busy, so I called Gina, I thought she was on the way home, she said at the airport."

"I'm sorry, I just received a call from a friend who takes care of a new branch restaurant in Bekasi."

"Yes, it's okay. The mules came again," Fey grimaced with pain.

"Oh my God, the strong, dear. We'll be here soon."

Not twenty minutes later, they finally arrived.

Fey was immediately taken to the delivery room in a wheelchair.

Kenzo is busy with registration.

With an anxious and worried heart, he walked back and forth in front of the delivery room.

Time and time again he glanced at his watch, already thirty minutes Fey was inside there, with no news.

After getting tired of standing, Kenzo sat on the waiting chair, his head leaning against the wall.

The anxiety he felt was extraordinary, his mouth was talking to pray that Fey and the baby were safe and healthy.

"Broo," called Arash from a distance, running small with his lover, Sagina.

Kenzo stood up, his face looking happy with the presence of his two best friends.

"Have you heard, Mom?" ask Sagina.

"Yet, Gin."

"Oh my God, save Fey and the baby" Gina said as she pressed her face against the door.

"Quiet, Honey. God willing, Fey and the baby are healthy and safe."

Sagina and Kenzo say Arash.

"Eh, dude. I want to call Fey's mother first yes," said Sagina away from her future husband and best friend's lover.

Sagina talked to Fey's mother at length, after calling Sagina's face looked sad.

"What's wrong?" ask Arash.

"Fey's hair is still stubborn" Sagina said. "Mas, can we talk together?" arash's hand was taken.

"What's wrong?" ask Arash again.

Sagina whispers.

"Crazy! It was Opu and Fey."

"But there's no other choice, Mom. That's the only way Fey's ops can apologize and get Fey back."

"The stubborn old man, let it go, never beg again to come here. Fey's got us."

"Sstt, lower your voice Mas!"

"I'm emotional, it could be that Fey's opinion was so cruel, ckck!"

"Don't let Fey and Mas Kenzo know, Mas."

"Yes, Honey. Do loyal readers know?"

"Not now, not a surprise. Let this now be both of us' secrets."

Sagina cupped her hands together, sobbing.

What Fey's mother said on the phone really made her confused and upset.

From a distance, Kenzo was astonished by the sight before him.

Her best friend Arash was hugging her lover, who kept crying.

He was confused as to why Sagina suddenly cried, shortly after calling Fey's parents. Wanted to ask, but was sad.

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