Past Past Release

Past Past Release

Part - 2

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Fey walked quickly while lowering his head.

The greeting of Ali, a security guard at his lover's house was not touched.

"Nl ... Non Fey, why isn't the bike Non?" shouted Ali.

Fey hastened his pace.

From behind the window on the second floor of the magnificent house, it looks like Kevin is watching his ex-girlfriend who came home without riding a matic motorcycle that he presented to Fey on his 23rd birthday, a few months ago.

"I'm sorry Fey, I don't want to lose all the facilities just because of your stupidity that can't keep you from getting pregnant."

It's easy for Kevin to dump women who have always accompanied and obeyed all his will.

Their relationship, for the past year, has been like a husband and wife.

Rarely are Kevin's parents at home, making both men free to commit adultery whenever they want.

Without hesitation and embarrassment, Fey often stayed at the magnificent house.

Even for days, what an irony.

Kevin's carelessness in giving money and branded goods, makes Fey lulled in love and sin.

He did not think about the consequences of his actions.

All that occurred to Fey's mind at that time, was the beauty of life showered with love and treasure.

After she was declared pregnant and then Kevin easily refused to take responsibility, then he realized and regretted all his actions.

However, the rice had already become porridge, the charcoal had already become ashes.

There is not much that can be done by the prospective Bachelor of Education, other than resigned and continue to live life with the fetus that is being conceived now.

After fifteen minutes of walking, Fey finally arrived at the edge of a large highway.

He sits on an iron bench in a small garden in front of the elite Kevin residence complex.

His hand reached into the cell phone in his little bag.

He immediately ordered a taxi online.

While waiting for the taxi he had booked to arrive, he immediately wiped his face with a wet tissue.

And ten minutes later, a white Suzuki Ertiga stopped in front of him.

"Mister Feylin?"

"Yes, Mum."

Fey got up from his seat, then walked up and boarded the car.

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"Bego .. I told you, don't ML!" caci Sagina, Fey's best friend.

Fey could not answer the words of his best friend, he continued to cry bitterly.

"Gini-rich, you also lose. Really hope that Kevin, sleep with you at will and now you are pregnant, he mgebuanglo at will too. Ckk!"

"Well, what's the gue, Gin?"

"Yes continue your life, what do you want? Dead silly suicide?"

"But,gue can I?"

"Lo dares to do, must dare to take responsibility. When Lo ML is the same as Kevin, you already know what the risks are like?"

Fey nodded.

"Yes, want to be flanked again. Life is rich usually."

"My parents?"

"Whatever, please tell me what not. That's your right."

"It can kill me if Bonyok (bokap-nyokap) to know, Gin."

"Yes, silence means."

"How'd it go?"

"Stay in Jakarta! Never go back to Makassar until you give birth later. After giving birth, quickly you find a soul mate who wants to accept your condition. After marriage, you're honest with Bonyok."

"It's impossible I can keep all this a secret from my Bonyok, Gin."

"If not, you are honest with them! And prepare your physical and mental, for all the risks that will happen later."

Fey's tears broke again.

"All it's up to you, I as a friend can only give input and embrace lo. Free also me for one year nasihatin lo, you assume I only rich radio butut. Lo lupain me, every time you spend the same time Kevin. It's so bad you are the same me, and now when you are rich gini, you just remember that there is me. Hicks."

"I'm sorry, Gin." Fey pulled the petite body of his best friend, and then hugged her tightly.

"I've been carrying and judes, not that I envy you Fey who already have a guy, while I'm still single. I do it all because I love you, I don't want to do anything. I'm telling you, right? Try to recite, you're not going to be like Fey now."

"I'm sorry, Gin. I'm nyesel. You still want to be my best friend?"

Sagina let go of the hug, she slapped the cheek of the beautiful girl in front of her.

"Once again you're so rich, the slap I'm doing will be harder than this."

Fey laughed while crying again, he hugged Sagina's body again.

"Gue love you, Fey. Living with me in this apartment, we both take care of the baby later if it is born. I won't let you be alone."

"Hiks, thank you."

The two friends who had established closeness since the beginning in college were also crying bitterly.

Fey is very happy and feels lucky, because his best friend did not throw it away like Kevin did to him.

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"Accoland ...."

"Vaalaikumsalam, the Lord of Araassh. How come you didn't tell Mama?"

"Try checking your phone, Ma'am! I called many times asking to pick up, but not pick up."

"Ah, time?"

The long-hooded woman picked up the phone on the table, after seeing it for a while she chuckled.

"Haha, I'm sorry it's Rash. The phone's not silent, so no wonder."

"It's normal, Miss Evelyn is forgetful, hehe."

"Here my youngest brother, hug your mother first. I miss this heart, I haven't seen you in a long time."

The sapodilla-skinned youth with a high posture and athleticism was embracing Evelyn, his older sister.

Arash also felt the same longing, because for the last three years he was transferred to Malaysia.

"Mr and family how are you?"

"As you can see, you're getting more fertile, hehe."

"Mas Fillah and Uwais?"

"Thank God, they are healthy too. Uwais is bobo in the room. You yourself how are you?"

"Well, Ma'am," replied Arash looking lethargic.

The handsome young man with plump eyelashes harbored a disappointment that he was trying to hide.

"You why? Any issues?"

"There's nothing, Ma'am."

"Don't lie! You can't lie mbak, after mom and dad are gone, mbak takes care of you. Speak up, what's up Rash?"

"Prince, Ma'am. He broke off a relationship a week ago, he was betrothed to a Doctor."

Evelyn looked at the sad face of her sister.

"Hmm, not yet my sister's soul mate. Plastered and willing she married her parents' choice of candidates. I'm sure God will bring you together with a better woman than Prita."

"Amiin, Ma'am. Thanks to ya."

"Yes, equally. Want to find cariin?"

"Hehe, clothes are wanted."

"Seriously, will you?"

"Haha, don't ma'am. I want to enjoy my retirement."

"Don't be long, you're getting older, getting older."

"Hehe, yes my dear Mbaku," Arash sulked as he sank spoiled on his brother's shoulder.

"You are yes, the age already wants a head of three is also still shameless ngelendot same nbak."

"Hehe." Arash grinned, Evelyn stroked the head of her sister's plontos.

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"Are you sure?"

Fey nodded.

"I'm coming along."

"But ...."

"Not many cingcongs, plane tickets are for me too!"

"OK."

Fey according.

He immediately booked a plane ticket through an app on his phone.

The intention of the Bugis girl has been round, to tell all to her parents in Makassar.

"Already, Gin. Tomorrow afternoon we leave."

"Sip. How total? let me transfer all of you I want to go out for a second check the store."

"Two million four hundred, Beib."

"Lo's aware?"

"Why aware?"

"Lo call me 'Beib'. You think I'm a shucks Kevin!"

"Shut Up, don't call him anymore!"

"Haha, sorry. It's just a cram."

"Not funny."

Fey threw away his face.

Seeing that, Sagina laughed to herself while wearing her sneakers.

"Screeshoot that I have to transfer, atm near the store I transfer it."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Gue go first, Beib."

"Damn, Ginaaaaaaa. Argh!"

"Maha."

Sagina closed the door of her apartment while laughing out loud.

Fey's best friend is a tomboy girl, the style is very 'boy.

Although his words are always slippery and also his appearance is sad, Sagina is very kind.

He is a reliable friend, he is a friend who is very comfortable as a place to complain.

Behind his somewhat temperament attitude, Sagina is a good listener.

Hence Fey felt at home friendly with the Minang girl.

After Sagina's death, the room was quiet again.

Fey sat on the couch watching television.

His sight was empty, his body was like without life.

Since the incident at Kevin's house, the daughter of a member of the regional representative council has turned quiet and very sensitive.

The days he spent now felt empty.

He always cried when he remembered the sins he had committed.

"Opu, Mama .. I'm sorry. I let you guys down, hiks."

Fey drowned his face on a sofa cushion that was covered with soft fur.

Her beautiful eyes were wet again.

"Kevin .. so mean to you, I love you so much."

Her crying sounds heartbreaking.

Fey's tears were unstoppable, his cries getting louder.

He hit the sofa cushion many times, occasionally squeezing and punching it.

The string of romance that is predicted will always make his life happy, it turns out to lead to a terrible catastrophe.

Now, Fey did not dare to imagine his future.

What was in his mind now was the moral burden as well as the social sanctions that he would receive.

He floated imagining bad things that would happen to him later.

About how to live life with her condition pregnant without a husband.

About how her parents reacted when she honestly told me everything.

And about what other bad possibilities are.

"O Allah, forgive the servant" he said.

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"Ma, make chalk for Fey!"

"Yes Opu, the afternoon he got here. Because the plane's noon."

"Have you called your son again?"

"Iye, it's Opu."

"Thank God. Yes already then, I want to continue the work first Ma. Assalamualaikum"

"Getishalight."

Khadijah put his cell phone on the dining table, his face beaming because his beloved daughter was coming.

He was busy bringing out the ingredients he would prepare to welcome Fey.

With the spirit of 45 middle-aged women were shopping for vegetables, fruit and fish at the market.

He will present the princess's only favorite menu, namely chalk and grilled fish.

There was a humming sound coming from his lips.

In her fifties, Fey's mother still looks very healthy.

This is because of his regular lifestyle and healthy diet.

All the work he did alone with Fey's father, Andi the husband is not unable to pay a housekeeper to help his wife do homework.

However, they both apply the attitude of mutual cooperation in doing everything.

Although only done together, their house always looks clean well maintained.

Ornamental plants neatly lined up in the spacious yard of his house, did not escape the attention of a married couple who had been married for almost thirty years.

Flower pots neatly arranged and flourishing decorate the yard with colors that can spoil the eyes of everyone who visits his house.

Time went fast, adzan ashar has reverberated.

Khadijah hastened the call to carry out his duties.

The mother of one daughter who will soon be at graduation offers the best prayer for her son and husband.

In his prayer strands, he always asked God for protection for the salvation of the princess who drew knowledge away from him.

He is very proud of the achievements achieved by Fey, so he can get a scholarship to study at a public university in Jakarta.

Gts ... Gts ... Geck!

"Assalamualaik."

Hearing the soft voice that had been longed for, Khadijah immediately opened the face he was wearing, then moved from the top of the peace.

His face was bright, when the anticipated figure had arrived and was waiting to be opened the door.

He grabbed a hairpin, then rolled his long hair that had begun to mix with gray to make it look neater.

In a frenzy, the middle-aged, wacky woman walked towards the door and opened it.

"Waalaikumsalam, Fey."

Khadijah hugged his beloved daughter, repeatedly kissing the cheek of the crying girl.

"How are you doing, son? Fatten now."

"Good, Mama."

"Who is this?"

"Oh yes, Ma. This is Sagina, who Fey used to tell me on the phone."

Sagina smiled, then immediately kissed the back of the hand of the mother of her best friend.

"Greetings, aunt. I'm Sagina."

"Fey, a lot of stories about the kindness of Nak Sagina. Please enter!"

"Hehe, Fey Lebai Aunt. Yes, thank you."

Khadijah walked while embracing his daughter.

Treated like that, making Fey more cornered and feel heavy to express the reality that was at that time.

"You want to eat right away, son?"

Fey shakes.

"Fey wants to pray first, all change Ma's clothes."

"Yes, let Mama heat the vegetables and side dishes first."

"No, Ma. Let's leave, later if Fey wants to eat the heat himself."

"Here you pray and ask Sagina. Kitchen business, that's Mama's business, yeah Well."

Fey smiled briefly and then nodded.

"Come, Gin!"

Without answering, Gina walked tailing behind the girl in a blue jeans dongker jacket.

Arriving in the room ...

"Where is this Gin?"

"Where's what?"

"Gue was confused and could not bear to."

"Stay on, better be honest. Even if the risk is big and dangerous."

"Lo see not my face just now?"

"What do you want now?"

Fey shakes.

"Pull a deep breath, and catch your guts Fey!"

Sagina patted his best friend's shoulder gently.

Fey looked up and nodded weakly.

"Now hunt deh lo salat! Ask God to give you strength and courage."

"OK."

Sagina looked at Fey's missing back behind the bathroom door.

His head shook, he was very nervous and afraid of the reaction of the two Fey parents later.

Half an hour later, the two friends came out of the room and walked towards the kitchen.

Seen there, Khadijah was rearranging dishes containing food on the dining table.

"Want to eat now, son?"

"Then be with Opu, Ma."

"Ba'da maghrib Opumu back home, son. Eat it first now! Later dinner, new together with Opu."

"All right."

Fey pulls the dining chair, as does Sagina.

Excitedly, Khadijah accompanied them to an afternoon meal.

"Fey, why don't you use rice or sokko (stomach rice), son?"

"Again diet, Ma. Hehe."

Fey lied from the fact that since she was pregnant, she could not consume rice at all.

"No dieting, son. Fear of pain."

"It's okay, Ma. Fey's full enough to eat only vegetables and fish."

"But if you're hungry, eat again soon, son!"

"Yes, Ma."

Sagina looked pityfully at Khadijah who was sitting in front of her.

It was very unbearable to see the cool face and gentle demeanor of the woman who had given birth to her friend.

The short-haired girl like that man, felt bland while devouring the food served by Khadijah.

It was not because it tasted bad, but he also felt a great tension and fear as felt by Fey.

The atmosphere of the afternoon meal was getting longer, feeling warmer.

Khadijah is a person who likes to tell stories.

He told me a lot of funny things about his daughter's childhood.

Sagina laughed freely, while Fey could only smile bitterly.

Without notice, it was getting dark.

Fey and Sagina say goodbye to performing magrib prayers, Khadijah immediately perform his mandatory worship in a small mosque located near the middle of his house.

Fifteen minutes after they performed the Maghrib prayer, a car entered the yard.

"That's my bokap, Gin."

"Pull a deep breath!"

Fey according.

Sagina grabbed both hands of her best friend.

"Bismillah, and gather your courage!"

"Yes, Gin."

Sagina as much as possible calmed Fey's heart that was being hit by a great fear.

Half an hour later, the two of them came out of the room and walked towards the living room.

Seeing Fey, Andi stood up and hugged his daughter.

"God, Son. Opu misses you very much. Are you healthy, son? Your face is pale, your hands are cold."

"Health, Opu. Is it healthy too?"

"Alhamdulillah, Son. Healthy."

Fey introduces Sagina to his father.

Andi welcomed the friendly arrival of friends from his daughter.

After having a light conversation, Fey also began to talk to the subject.

"Open, Mom ... Fey wants to talk something."

"What's up, son?"

"Yes, talk son!"

Fey was silent for a moment.

His face dropped, his eyes began to glaze over.

"Bismillah .. Strong, Fey!" whisky Sagina.

Sagina actually wanted to stay in the room, but Fey forced her to stay to sit with him.

Fey took a deep breath.

Andi looked at his wife, Khadijah shook his head slowly if he did not know what his daughter was going to talk about.

"Opu, Mama .. who Fey will say this is not good news."

"Say, Son!"

"Yes, don't make us curious."

"Fey ... Fey .. hicks."

Andi and Khadijah looked at each other again, they were confused.

"What's up, son?"

"Fey's pregnant ...."

Instantly Andi's eyes widened and perfectly rounded.

Khadijah's cry broke, his heart breaking.

The middle-aged man turned blue and walked over to his daughter who was sitting down.

Roughly he pulls the negligent collar worn by Fey.

A plaaaaakkk!

A loud slap landed on the cheek of the young girl who was now pregnant.

Without pity, Andi dragged his daughter's body.

"Opuuu .. no!" hardik Khadija's.

"Oommm, please don't treat Fey like it's Oom."

Andi did not speak to both.

With quick steps, Andi walked.

Arriving at the front door of his house, trembling a father who was feeling angry and disappointed even threw the body of the princess just wayangnya to the floor.

"Go from this house! Don't ever come back, you're disappointed with Fey. Day and night opu and your Mama strive and pray to be able to make you a successful person. Opu and your Mama had high hopes for you, and now you're smearing both of us.

Let alone making us proud, you threw dirt on our faces.

Before you get any more angry, quickly leave this house!"

Fey was crying hysterically.

He kissed his father's feet.

"Ampuni Fey, Opu." he whined.

Andi flinching, she turned her body about to enter the house.

Both of Fey's hands tightly hugged the father's feet.

With all his might he restrained his father's body from leaving.

Khadijah and Sagina hugged each other while crying watching the scene.

"Pack your clothes, then leave the house tonight!" andi told Sagina.

Fey's weak body was strongly pushed by the father, after which Andi rushed into his house.

After his father died, Fey cried.

He did not dare to look at the face of the mother, who was now crouching before him.

"Who's that guy, son?"

Fey shook his head, without answering he immediately hugged his mother.

"Sorry Fey, Ma."

The crying of the two broke, Khadijah's hand stroked her daughter's hair.

Deep down, he felt a great disappointment for Fey.

But it cannot be denied, if his love and affection for his daughter can defeat his disappointment.

"The man did not want to be responsible for Ma, and Fey had also made up his mind not to demand him marry Fey. Because it is also useless to get married if you have to, it will be destroyed in the middle of the road later. Let Fey take care of and raise this baby. Gina, she's gonna hold and help Fey."

"Yes Allah .. hyss."

Sagina knelt down, crying and hugging both of them.

"We're going home tonight, too, Fey?"

"Hiks, yes Gin."

"Tomorrow, son."

"Sir Ma, we're going home tonight. You know what Opu looks like, Fey is afraid Opu will get more angry."

"Alright, Son. But don't break up with Mama, son."

"Yes, Ma."

"Son Gina, Auntie Fey ya. All the needs so that later Aunt who transfers without the knowledge of her Opinion.

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"Don't mind Auntie, I don't care about the cost of living. I helped Fey sincerely."

"God, how kind your friend is Fey. Thank you very much, son. May Allah reward him thousands of times."

"Together, Aunt."

"Fey, take care of yourself! Prayers for forgiveness from Allah, correct your worship and never let us down again."

"Yes, Ma. Again, sorry Fey ya Ma."

"Mom forgave you, son. Opu problem, don't think about it. Slowly Mama will try to talk to him."

"Yes, Ma. Mama accompany Fey pack up!"

"Yes, Son. Aye." Yeah."

And then, the three of them walked towards Fey's room to immediately pack clothes.

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