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---------- POV Warti ---------------------- POV

ngiiiiik...

god, take my breath...

I can't breathe, ma please Warti ma

huft.

I immediately sat down and tried to breathe as much air as I could, but the more I breathed it felt more and more crowded, more stuffy, until I coughed.

I hit my chest many times so that this tightness can be reduced, it feels very engulfed.

I don't know if Irwan is talking about whether I can't respond, I'm confused by my breath.

I saw Irwan running into his house, I don't know what to do. But once, did Irwan go away just like that let me have trouble breathing alone here.

Oh god, ma pa, please Warti. it's so tight. uhukk uhukk uhukk.. when I was about to hit this chest again but I gasped because my hand was held by someone.

Irwan? I also frowned at the sign of dislike if my hand was held, not because of anything but he prevented me from hitting my chest again to expel this engap.

"Don't hit again, calm down first, pull the nafaaaas hold down slowly. Warti can do it"

I also followed the instructions from Irwan mas, although it was difficult but he was very patient to distract me so that I follow his instructions.

After these breaths start to be a little regular, Irwan mas give white and warm water? Again I scrunched my forehead because I do not like water especially if it is warm, prefer not. I wanted to refuse, but I was afraid to disappoint him.

I drank a little of that warm water, for me there was no effect at all. Because when this shortness of breath relapsed, I could never drink or eat one bit. Because inside it feels crowded, like drowning in water.

Thank God Irwan did not force me to drink anymore, but he gave me another cue to regulate my breathing.

After a few minutes finally this breath began to feel light, I began to calm down, although there was still a ngik ngik sound in my breath.

Mas Irwan asked but I could only disturb and sniff my shoulders to answer him.

God thank you it turns out that Irwan did not leave me and instead drove me home.

I don't know what Irwan said to mama, I'm not so focused on hearing, my body feels weak.

As usual, my mother immediately gave me medicine and warm tea. After taking the medicine, I lay down my body on the sova, which is what special mama papa bought for me when I relapse like this. Little by little I began to fall asleep and sleep.

These eyes sleep, but these ears are still able to hear. It turned out that Irwan asked permission to invite me to exercise in the morning after dawn prayers, there was the sound of Mr. Warta also who agreed. Thank God I was able to start very close to Irwan mas and finally I was really asleep so happy.

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Kriiiing kriiying

My alarm clock was ringing so hard, I got up and got ready for a warm bath.

After taking a bath, I woke Mr. Warta and prepared a face.

Mom was busy in the kitchen, really preparing for our needs.

"Have a pretty kid shower?" mama asked me when I saw me sitting at the dinner table

"Already ma, Mr. Warta is also awake, he wants to wake up early in the morning. Does Mr Warta want to participate in dawn prayers at the mosque ya ma?"

I had forgotten that today we were going to exercise in the morning, which I remember only getting up early and preparing myself for the morning prayers at the mosque.

"Yes clearly your brother wants to wake up early, right yesterday has agreed to want morning exercise after dawn prayers at the mosque. Warti forgot it?" Mom reminded me.

"Astaghfirullah forgot ma, if that is Warti directly wear sports clothes yes ma, so after prayer can directly exercise morning" I replied while patting the forehead because I forgot.

"Yes, breakfast toast first. Already mama prepared for provisions that can be eaten together after exercise." replied mama while applying strawberry jam on bread.

After everything was ready, I and Mr. Warta left for the mosque. And as usual, we met Irwan while passing through his house. I rushed to greet his mother and father, and we walked together to the mosque.

Mom said that later sports together, all of you come too but only to the village post, there every morning until 7 am there is always a shocked market.

Mama said it was a surprise market because they sell in the morning and only until 7 am.

It feels so good today, thank God, thank you for everything 🤲 aamiin.