PASSPHRASE

HIGH EMOTIONAL TURMOIL

Aldo, judah, and surya, came over to me and took me by my hand..

“Why don't you fight san..” said yuda..

“San..your crew ga po-po ta?” (san are you gapa-pa?) said surya. I remained silent and then I stood up. They tried to help. but again I took their hands off… I walked a little to the bathroom..

In the bathroom I took off my alma mater and my shirt. I washed my face. And I also cleaned my nose.It was very nice when the water touched the wound on my lips and on my temple,.. I then wet my bald head..

I saw that my alma mater had a lot of blood on it. I tried to clean up the potluck, and then I put on my shirt and my alma mater back in and out of the bathroom..

“You are in the health room first san. clean your wound” said alan. I shut up and passed it..

“San.. clean up your wounds.” said aldo, I kept quiet and picked up my gear.. ‘

I took a sack and put all my ospek equipment into it. Then I walked away from my friends who were confused to see my attitude.. their victory should have been celebrated happily, but this I smudged it with a crushing defeat because I did not resist at all..

I walked towards the field where my group was gathered.I passed by the security committee that was guarding around the field.they looked at me in wonder with my condition..

“You why pur..?” Ask mba Amel who saw my condition like this. I wore an alma mater without using a signboard and cone hat. There is a wound on my face that still bleeds although not as much as before.. my alma mater and shirt collar are a lot of blood..

“Ngga what yunda.. I fell near the tandi room earlier.” replied I lied without looking at her pretty face..

“Don't lie lie to you huh.. had a fight with who are you..? answer me..? look me in the face if I ask.” said mba amel who somewhat upped his language..

“I ga pa-pa..” I said as I looked into his eyes. Suddenly I saw his eyes glazed over. Maybe because I was a little harsh to answer him..

I heard from behind. My friends just came and lined up next to me..

“So you guys were fighting yes.?” said Amel saw my new friends coming.and he walked away from me towards the juda who was rather badly bruised on his face..

“You've been fighting with who yud.?” mba amel

No time to answer suddenly there were three security committee came to us..

“Udin.. This is the boy I told you about. He seems to have fought with the machine boy who has been brought in the security room.” said a committee..

The committee called udin came up to me and lifted my shirt collar and looked me sharply in the eye..

“You were fighting with a machine boy yes.?” said

“Mas please take offin ade bina damping me..” says mba amel behind him..

“Silent you are mel.. this is the business of the security committee.. “sahut her friend..

“But he grouped me in charge.” said mba emphatically..

“If someone has been fighting like this is the business of the security committee.. bina damping silent.. you do not know the rules are.?” udin spoke and turned his head back and stared intently mba amel..

“Jawab my question.. You've been fighting with the machine's baby boy yes.?” he repeated the question..

I just shut up and return the gaze of his eyes.I'm tired of this state.mending I'm silent.if I talk can increase the length of his business..

Udin took his hand off my shirt collar…

“Bags you yes.. asked even glared, you abstain me...”.

PLAKK.. PLAKK..PLACKS

I slapped him three times.my group of friends were shocked especially my three best friends yuda, surya and aldo.they seemed to look at me with disbelief.. mba Amel who was behind him did not seem to accept..

“Why do you see me like that? Wanna fight? Come with me security headquarters.” He was angry while pulling my collar, I was dragged forcibly by him..

“Bawa also three of his friends it..” udin command on both his friends..

They then pulled my three friends to follow behind the udin.I pulled him up to the 3rd floor of the industrial faculty building.When the door opened I stood at the door looking around this room.. this room is a fairly spacious hall, but wider main hall below.I see there are about 30 maba standing in front.. and there were also the boys fighting with us standing there.they just looked at us and then bowed back.., and around the left right of the room, the security committee stood watching the maba in front.. at the back I saw mas rendi and the other occupants of my boarding house, minus mas raimond because he was busy in the field. I saw alan sitting next to the mas rendi.. maybe about the incident earlier.they looked at me. I also looked down pretending not to see them..

“Woii.. You who are in front of the door why stand there..? quickly enter and join your friend here.” command a security committee.I entered put my feet into the room followed by my three friends.. finally after the third day I entered also the security room which is a scourge for this maba. aura in this room is indeed frightening.. bottles of used drinks scattered everywhere, cigarette butts scattered..

I also joined the other maba. from where I stood I could see the mas rendi and others more clearly.. among the boarding friends I saw were three strangers sitting with them.Maybe this is the name of three old lions.. just like the time mas rendi looked at me when I first entered the kekos first.not long ago, I saw mas raimond enter bringing some troubled maba.. mas raimond had glanced at me. but silent only.and then mas raimond joined the mas rendi.complete already the occupants of the cost of the red hut in this room including me and three old lions.. mas rendi opened the bottle and poured kegelas and circled around him, including other organizers who were not from my boarding house..

If this was to be left I would have been told to join and join the party with them. But now the conditions are different, I stand in front of them like a sickle.. raised a glass while looking at me, but his gaze was flat.

“This was the one who fought with them yes.” said a security committee who saw us while pointing to the engine child

“Mau is a thug it looks like.” says someone from the side..

There was no reaction from my boarding friends, they just looked at me..

Not long after, three security officials came forward in front of us..

“Izin brothers and permission security coordinator, we want to give a little lesson to these new bastards.” the person who is talking is udin the person who dragged me here earlier.. there was no answer from everyone. They just kept quiet..

PLAQUE..PLAQUE..PLAQUE..PLAQUE..

The three of them slapped all of us in turn.I saw that mas rendi stopped his drinking..

“TUNDUCE ALL OF YOU.. THAT SCOUNDREL.. JUST BEING A STUDENT HAS CAUSED PROBLEMS.. YOUR ASSHOLES.”

PAKK..BUGH..PAKKS..BUGH..

He ran while hitting us. He followed two of his friends..

PAKK..BUGH..PAKKS..BUGH..

They continued to beat us maaba who was in front brutally.all maba fell down and in pain including the machine boy and my three best friends..

Suddenly he stood in front of me

“You want to be a thug here yes.”.

PAKK..BUGHHH..PAAKKS..BUGH..

He hit me in the face and kicked me in the chest.I was silent not resisting.I saw my fellow hostesses had started to fidget and looked at me sharply..

“Come against me”

PAKK..BUGHHH..PAAKKS..BUGH..

“STAND ALL OF YOU.. THAT SCOUNDREL.. SO WEAK ARE YOU.. SO YOU WANT TO BE A TECHNICAL CHILD.”

He shouted to all the maba who were lying down and all the children who were lying awake heard the udin command while enduring the pain..

“NOW.. TAKE OFF ALL YOUR CLOTHES.. OR I WALK IN YOUR FACE ONE BY ONE.. FAST OPEN..”

I saw my boarding friends had started to get emotional but were held back by three old lions.. this time I did not know the meaning of his gaze because it was flat..

Finally all the maba in this room opened the alma mater and white shirt.they were all bare-chested.. he does not accept my attitude..

BUGHHH..he hit me once again in my heart.I stood still, only a little bit earlier.I slowly felt blood flow again in my lips..

“Why do you take off your clothes.” ask while looking into my eyes..

“Hem,...”aku just a small smile while returning his gaze..

“Why are you smiling.your bastard.. BUUKKKAAA” he screamed in my face. The smell of alcohol in his mouth came out as if mocking me..

I kept quiet and kept looking into his eyes..

“You I tore up your clothes.” he pulled the collar of my alma mater so that his face was very close to mine..

“You are really aloud to me yes.” he pulled towards my alma mater hard and dragged me..

“Come fight me.. opponent.”

I just shut up…

“WOIII SON OF A FOOL.. OPPONENT ME.. CAN YES THERE IS A WOMAN BORNIN PANSI KAYAK YOU... ” she screamed on my face..

Jancook.. Bangsaattt.he may abuse me. She may beat me. She may trample me. I will remain patient.. Assuuu. My adrenaline that had been slowly rising, finally quickly grabbed by my emotions and burned, son of a bitch. I hate it most if my mother is insulted.. I looked into her eyes full of anger.My eyes were glazed over..

“Sorry mom.. I broke my promise. I'm not strong anymore. may they beat me up. but I can't accept mom being insulted.” then I open my eyes.. I slowly shed tears remembering my mother's face..

I saw he was gonna hit me..

BUUGGGHHHHH'S…

He collapsed backwards and his back head hit the floor hard.he convulsed while holding his chest.Slowly from his mouth came out blood.he sprawled while rolling right and left.. his eyes bulged with pain after I kicked his chest wearing my heel with all my might…

I looked one by one at this room.they were all shocked to see what they had just seen and maybe they were shocked to see my expression now, the machine boy who fought with me and my boarding friends..

Today I reached a point of emotion that was too high.My breath was heavy and I looked around me sharply. I had been too patient with the behavior of these people, the second day and today I was beaten to the ground by a machine boy.Now in this room udin and his two friends, they beat me like an animal.. but he was too brash to abuse me by carrying my mother around..

I saw two of his friends trying to attack me..

I ducked avoiding the blow of one of his friends.I got a gap to hit him..

MMMMMMM..

My uppercut was right about his jaw. He fell while spitting blood from his mouth.

Another friend of hers lunged at me from the front.I dodged to the side.and she was now behind me. I quickly turned around.

MMMMMMM..

My backlash was right on his face.His nose was broken and bleeding a lot..

I screamed out emotions..

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGGGGGHHHHHHHH”

Everyone was silent..

“I have never been in trouble, I have been too patient with all this. But he has insulted my mother.if anyone defends him.. to hell with all these events.” and I walked towards the exit while cleaning the dripping blood and my lips..

PROOKKC..PROOKKC..PROOOKKS..

I turned around and saw one of the old lions standing clapping…

“It's your passion, but you can't get out of this room.” he said casually..

“I don't care about you or with others.if anything gets in the way.I get it done right now.” I say full of emotions..

“Wahhh... Great for you.” he said while smiling casually and looking at me sharply..

“Oke gini aja. ga need to waste time. let's fight a punch..you hit me three times first.whatever a punch or kick. if one of your attacks make me collapse.. please do as you please. but if I have not collapsed. I will hit you just once..

Son of a bitch.he hinted at me. Without further ado I ran towards the man and..

BUUGGGHHHHH'S…

I hit her right in the back, she didn't move at all, she took my punches, and she stayed standing back, not collapsing.just had a little shake, I looked at the man with emotion, then I prepared again and jumped straight at him..

BUUGGGHHHHH'S…

He took a few steps back, but remained in a standing position and again did not collapse..

Crazy strong old lion this one, no sign of collapse. I still have one more chance.. then with strong horses I ran towards him and I kicked him right in the head while shouting…

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGGGGGHHHHHHHH”

BUUGGGHHHHH'S…

He just scratched a little bit, but again he did not collapse..

Assuuu is an extraordinary human this one. only this time I saw someone who survived and remained standing after receiving my three attacks… it's three times.madaaaaa three times and he remains firmly standing. Suddenly before missing my shock and admiration for this person…

MMMMMMM.. Gelapppp

#*** I can't handle my emotions this time