
"Say something rude Jimin. age me like you do whenever you get angry and lose control." That's in Yuli's mind now.
Yuli could see Jimin was still trying to calm herself down.
"Shut up, Yul. don't talk anymore." Jimin commands gently but each letter is like it contains emphasis.
"Do you not understand Park Jimin? I don't want to be with you anymore. I've endured enough with all the realities you have. Your past is no problem for me. But now everything is fucked up. I don't know how much reality I have to accept about you? How many more facts have not been revealed and will potentially hurt me?!" Said Yuli a little firmly. And the word that was in Yuli's mind. "Don't cry, Yuli don't cry"
Yuli sees Jimin increasingly struggling to hold something that will explode in her head. "Oh, yes. And don't worry about my son. I can take care of it myself. I'll take good care of him, I'm perfectly capable of meeting his needs and --mpphhh."
Damn Jimin silenced Yuli with his lips. Yuli widened her eyes in surprise, her movements so fast as lightning was extremely unavoidable. Yuli subconsciously tried to push him away, turning her face away but her lips pressed against her too hard.
Yuli banged her shoulders and chest, trying to push as everything felt more agonizing. Jimin moved away slightly, only releasing Yuli's lips but not letting go of the distance between their two faces.
"Still want to talk?" Jimin is challenging and threatening.
"Why? why don't you let me go?Why do you seem to be avoiding me? You think everything's gonna be okay? I can't bersa_mpphh."
Jimin kissed yuli again.
Goddamn bum!
Why is it like this? Even this time the kiss was crazier, like spilling all his emotions through the brutal movements of his lips that attacked the juli mercilessly. Jimin's hand also moved to lock the jaws of the yuli to stay in his attack.
"This is not true. It's so sick." The one in Yuli's mind.
"I hate this, I hate it so much". Mind Yuli.
Yuli had already stopped beating Jimin's body and let her tears come out again and again. Flowing through the cheeks until finally hit Jimin's face as well. It made Jimin realize that Yuli was crying. Perhaps, that was also what made him suddenly silent and slowly distanced his lips from Yuli.
Jimin looked at the devastated Yuli. For the umpteenth time, Jim looked at him weakly.
"You know why I never want to let this go again?" Jemari Jimin moved rubbing the tears of yuli, stroking her cheeks gently and then down to her lips that had just been hurt.
"Because I know this won't do any good. I'll always be wrong because that's the truth." Jimin closed for a moment, holding something tight in him. When she opened her eyes, Yuli found that the senses had already started to turn red and teary.
"I was too scared because I had nothing left to defend myself, nothing to keep you from leaving me." Jimin looked up, trying to hold something back to keep him a firm man.
Jimin took a deep breath." I'm avoiding you so I don't lose, so you don't leave me." Jimin stared at Yuli intensely.
Then slowly he approached again giving yuli a short kiss on the lips, this time so soft and stupid yuli did not dodge.
Jimin rubbed the side of Yuli's face. "I love you too much, but if you don't believe me and I'll always be selfish to make you never leave me. That's what you need to know."
Jimin ended his speech letting the yuli be silent, until he slowly pushed the yuli body aside so that he could walk out, through the door.
For the umpteenth time, Park Jimin made Yuli dumbfounded. And Yuli was confused as to what she should do?