Panorama Dusk

Panorama Dusk
Insecure



POV Dusk


After the flag ceremony I wanted to see Dawn, I saw that she was talking to someone. When I arrived I heard that the student confessed that he would be a fan of Dawn. What?!, I looked at the girl's face carefully. One word to the student was Beautiful, As soon as I became insecure about approaching Dawn.


After the student left, I told her that I understood the meaning of the Dawn about the word of the twilight theory always awaited from the dawn. Yes I understand when looking carefully at people around me, ranging from mothers, market activities and schools.


In the afternoon Dawn felt guilty when she was late, adorable at the look on her face.she gave me a drink and I accepted it and thanked her.


After talking to Dawn about the theory, Riski came. I saw the expression of Fajar's face as if he did not like strange, right?, seeing his friend come he put on that expression.


When saying goodbye, Dawn said Heart. Riski said that if it wasn't usually Dawn like that, I was a little confused as to why Riski was talking like that.


***


The clock shows at 11:22 somehow which is reflected in my mind Dawn, when I close my eyes I see her smile and her right dimple is very sweet, very sweet,


I opened my eyes, slapped my face many times on the pillow and tried to fall asleep.


Don't tell me that I like Dawn, Ahh let's go to Dusk where your goal is to successfully enter college with a Scholarship. A few minutes later I was able to get into my subconscious.


***


After I finished doing laundry and breakfast I was ready to go to school, study well to be accepted to my dream college on a scholarship. Since meeting with Dawn, besides studying I also want to see it.


I have been busy for a few days as well as Dawn. I often get guidance from my homeroom teacher, who tells me about the scholarship during the first month of school.


"Seriously very learned" Risa approached with candy, I heard her smile and closed the notebook. Risa gave the candy, I accepted the gift and put it in my mouth after opening the package.


"Wouldn't you study for that scholarship?" I asked Risa.


"If I come along, I'm definitely not welcome at the beginning" Risa laughed.


"Don't be pessimistic dong Ris"


"I just don't want to be high-expectated, our brains are different Dusk!" Risa exclaimed with laughter on her lips.


"You really broke up with that TBSM kid?" I asked Risa.


"Hehehe already. I'm ngincer Multimedia child, if you? aren't you decking out for Multimedia kids, too?"


"I think I like him, how dong?. Though I want to focus on learning" I put my head to the table, closing my eyes enjoying the wind from the fan that was right above me.


"If you can keep up with the gapapa time anyway, you will pinter must be an abomination if you want to enter college" said Risa assured me.


"Yee can you, the rival of all Indonesia, there receive a scholarship only a few" I snorted.


"How is this dong?" I asked Risa.


"Yes don't know what to ask me" Risa shrugged her shoulders, I threw the candy wrapper at her and snorted in annoyance.


"I'm insecure" Lirihku.


"hey, you have no glass at all" Risa looked at me and continued her sentence.


"Senja Dwi Fatma you are beautiful with your teeth that are not flat"


"ginsul kalik" Risa's first words were indeed praise but the last word contained insults.


"Yes, you guys fit in. the tall one is short" Risa laughed, while I threw the paper in front of me towards her face.


"You really do not participate in this scholarship program, guided directly by Ms. Walikelas kok"


"no dusk, later if I come will definitely stop half way" Risa indeed often stops halfway, as well as dating no 3 months must have broken up.


***


After I finished giving the book of assignments to the welldress, I saw Fajar playing volleyball with Riski, Faris and the seniors at this school. One word for Dawn he was so cool when sweating and hitting the ball.


Can I hope to be the same Dawn?. I don't know, Dawn sees me but doesn't say hello let alone smile as usual, quite strange to me.