
Sorai cheer filled the A field audience bench, as well as my teammates.
"Cool dawn" praised Doni, I grinned the horse at Doni's words.
"It was so cool that it was dawn" Faris said.
"Fajar is an MVP" Farhan laughed and nodded in agreement.
Tonight's game finished with my team's victory, followed by Sunday's victory.
***
Finally we made it to the final, tonight is the last night of the tournament this time, the audience is as much as last Sunday night.
"Fajar" Dusk grabbed my hand, we were beside the building quite quiet in my opinion with dim lights.
"Why?" I turned around and looked towards Dusk.
"Excited, you certainly can" said Dusk filled with enthusiasm, I smiled looking at him.
"Surely" I grabbed Dusk's hand and smiled warmly.
"Just keep going" said Faris and Doni.
"You two are single mending diem deh" Riski joined in saying then we laughed at the annoyed expressions of Faris and Doni.
After a short chat to ease the nervousness, Farhan tells the strategy and rotation for the game.
"Inget don't let your guard down!!" Farhan exclaimed, this time he was more serious.
"Faris as Libero observed the direction of their wing spiker" Faris nodded her head in a sign she understood.
"for Doni to be with Reza as the middle blocker please if anyone can help later try to block both of their attacks" Farhan looked at Doni and Reza alternately waiting for their answers.
"You're Fajar about timing, slow tone, if you're already the same as the opponent, we use the code" I nodded.
Moments later we entered the pitch, it was a final but it felt like a national entry, because our opponents were better trained.
'Eagerness, you can' the word twilight became a motivation for me.
***
The game finished cheers were heard from the bleachers.I can not say anything, we did not lose in a landslide but our points with them only 2 points different and the game was done 3 rounds, but the regret of not being able to hit the ball and get blocked by the opponent makes me feel guilty, said Dusk 'I certainly can' it should not be aimed at me.
We cried silently as we entered the changing room, I lowered my head deeply.
"Sorry why Jar" Farhan looked at me.
"I'm sorry I couldn't hit the ball"
"It's not your fault, I should as Libero could protect the ball" Faris also felt guilty.
"Actually it was my fault, I should have been able to estimate it as a setter" said Farhan, and my other friends also apologized.
We were silent about the events of the few seconds that defined our victory.
"I go home first" I change clothes and go out looking for Dusk.
"Sorry for a long time" I saw Dusk waiting in front of my bike, he turned his head and smiled and said "no problem.
"Can we go to street xxx" I nodded my head approving of the invitation of Dusk.
"Garden?" I said after arriving, the park is not too crowded maybe because it is not Sunday night.
"Yes, let's sit there" Dusk walked first.
"I feel guilty for not being able to protect the ball at the end" I said softly when Dusk asked about my current feelings.
"It wasn't your fault, nor was it one of your friends" Dusk looked at me deeply and continued his sentence.
"Failure happens often, it's not to break your spirit and determination but it's for a lesson" Dusk smiled faintly.
"But I feel guilty about them" I said.
"They also feel guilty for each other, so stop blaming yourself" pause Dusk.
"You guys are great to be in the final, imagine the feeling of those who failed in the beginning, or in the middle, it's like a Dawn!" I digest both the words of Dusk, stopping at the beginning or in the middle of it very nangung.
"Don't you ever say that the process is more meaningful than the results?" the question of Dusk reminded me, I was pensive.
"Thank you" I smiled staring at Dusk.
"For what?"
"For everything. Come home this is almost late, can I bring your mother's broom because it's too late to return the child, before that we buy food first in warteg gapapa right?" take me to Dusk.
"my mother is fierce too, maybe only brought her broom handle alone" Dusk laughed at my expression that shuddered in horror.
"why do I eat anywhere". We decided to eat at a warteg near the park, after which we drove Dusk home, given tomorrow's school and flag ceremony.