pancason

Part 47 Dilemmas

" nayla's... I'm back.."

I walked closer to the hero, even when the arya blocked me I shook his hand. I was hypnotized and no longer cared about me. All I know is, I just want to hug the hero right now.

I miss her so much.

So very..

"Nayla.." This voice..

The voice I've always missed. Although the face of the vishnu is very similar to the hero, you could even say they are like twins, but their voices are not the same. Totally different. And the way the hero looks at me is not the same as vishnu. Vishnu and Vishnu are different.

I can no longer, say - words. And I hugged the hero right then and there.

He hugged me tight too.

"Where are you going?? Why are you just now finding me?? You're evil.. You're evil...!!!" my voice grew hoarse because of the crying I had been holding since. I even hit the hero's chest because of mixed feelings right now. I was happy, sad, upset and longed to mix into one.

The hero tightened his embrace on me.

"I'm sorry.. Sorry,nay. I just got here. I can just find you now. At the time, I couldn't come to you. My condition is not possible. So I thought, I better break my intentions. Even though I miss you. I'm tormented there can't be on you . I'm also tormented nay..

and all this time, I could only see you from a distance.. Sorry me.. Sorry "say hero with cuba.

I can no longer say anything. I don't think I need anything else. All I want is a hero. I don't care what the reason is or how angry I am that he's been missing all along.

He's in front of me now, that's enough for me.

"Wira.." call Arya who's still standing behind me.

The hero let go of his embrace and smiled at arya. They then hugged .arya was the closest to the hero so far . so no wonder if arya was just as lost as me.

" yes already.. We home. I think it's going to rain again "my advice.

"Eum.. Them??"ask me again while pointing at the people who were with the hero just now.

The hero turned to them," oh-yeah, they're my friends. You guys go back first. I'll tell you again if there's anything." said the hero to them.

They just nodded at the hero then went on a car ride leaving us.

Me, hero and arya go home. When we reached the house, there was a god there with rani accompanied by a look of astonishment at us. I know, they're just as surprised to see the hero is with us now.

" aboooooooooo!!!" rani shouted hysterically. Even he ran to the hero and hugged the hero so happy.

The gods also come closer and are also happy to see the hero back.

"Gee.. Didn't expect to see you again ,ra." exclaimed the god while shaking hands with the hero.

The hero instead greeted her with a hug.

"Yes. I also did not expect to see you again" said the hero as he looked at us one by one.

" uh.. Mending us to enter. Hurry up" rani advises.

We then went into the house. And gathered in the middle room.

I sat next to the hero. He always held my hand, like he didn't want to let go of me anymore.

"Kok you can dive in, ra. Kirain you are really dead. How's story?" ask the curious god.

"Yes. Bener tuh's. Where are you going, ra? You don't know, nayla is so upset you're leaving. Wicked new coming now!" grunts rani.

The hero turned to me with a smile, he also kissed the back of my hand gently.

Hmm, he hasn't changed at all. He is my hero.

" i'm sorry. At that time, my condition was really messed up. I don't know where I even lost my memory. My whole body is paralyzed. But, lucky to meet them. They took care of me until I recovered. And , it takes a long time, until my condition recovers as it is now. "the hero explained.

"Isn't your body being carried by a black demon?" arya responded coldly.

" yes, that's true. But, when they were about to burn my body, that group of erez, that was... Then help. They helped me and I finally got rid of the black demon."

"Erez's group?" my many.

"Yes,nay. Erez, they're good. The proof is, they took care of me until I really recovered now."

I nodded in understanding.

" oh yeah. Have you eaten?" ask me to hero.

"Mmm.." she shook her head slowly.

"I cooked your favorite dishes. A moment." I immediately ran into the kitchen and started struggling with special dishes for the hero.

Usually he cooks for me, but this time, I want to spoil him. I want to do things I haven't had time to do before and I really want to do with heroes.

After my cooking is cooked, I take the hero to the dining room.

I opened the hood of the serving at the dinner table," taraaaaaaaaa....."

The hero smiled faintly but I felt that he did not like the food I made.

"You why? Don't like it?" my many.

"Oh-Like it, nay. I happen to be a laper." He pulled out a chair and ate.

I sat next to him and kept watching him eat bribes for bribes.

"Want to?" bargain hero.

I still shake while smiling. Come to think of it, I'm a bit like a person now. Smile is not clear gini.

When the food was half-living, suddenly the hero closed his mouth like he was about to vomit.

"You why? The food is not good, is it?" many confused.

"Snake it, nay. Tasty. I'm the only one who eats shrimp." she said, and at that moment she ran into the kitchen sink and vomited out everything she just ate.

I scooped up the food I was cooking just now, as I chewed it there seemed to be nothing strange to my cooking. Even the shrimp hero said the trigger he threw up, not so pronounced because I cut small. There was not even the slightest fishy smell.

I got closer to the hero and helped him massage his nape.

I saw his face pale.

" yeah. You're not papa? I don't think you're allergic to shrimp and other seafood. And that's one of your favorite foods" I pointed at the plate that was still on the table.

"Sorry,nay. A lot of my habits have changed since the first time. Yes, I ate again." he was about to sit back but I could stand it.

I shook my head at him." Don't have to be forced. I don't want you to eat my cooking and you're even sick. Meningan you just rest." I took the hero's hand.

And I took him to Arya's room. Because there are only 3 rooms in this house.

But when we turned around, someone was standing at the dining room door staring at me and the hero with a sad face.

" vishnu???" my peekkik .

Vishnu just smiled wryly and left just like that.

The hero smiled at me, "you found him. I'm just here."

I look at the hero. This time I was right in a dilemma. I don't know what else to do.

I know vishnu hurt to see me with the hero. I can't hurt her feelings. But, I can't leave the hero either.

Finally, due to the compulsion of the hero, I also chased the vishnu who had entered his car.

"Vishnu!!!!!" I shouted from inside while running out.

The god, arya, and rani in the middle room were confused to see us.

Until the outside, Vishnu had started running his car engine and began to leave our yard. I confronted him and stood in the middle of the road that will pass Vishnu.

"Disclosure,please. I can clear it. Don't go that way. I'm sorry, nu. Sorry.." I cried while crying.

Vishnu was silent, and soon he got out of his car. And walk towards me.

I grabbed her hand and kept looking at her face which was already very disappointed.

"I'm sorry, nu. It's out of my control. Suddenly the hero appeared. L'm... I don't know why I can do this either. L'm.. I'm confused as to what I should be doing now." I pressed my head because I really messed up right now.

Vishnu smiled bitterly, he then stroked my face gently. His eyes are sad.

"I'm not papa, nay. I realize what my position here is. And I know, your feelings for the hero will never fade at any time. As hard as I try to replace the position he has in your heart, I will never be able to. And now, the hero is back. And it's time I left . I'm happy to see you're happy, nay. You don't have to worry about me. I'm not papa. As long as I can see you, meet you ... That's more than enough, "he wiped away my tears that I don't know how many have fallen all day.

I'm sick to see such a sad vishnu. But I also dilemma over all these circumstances. It's really outside of my power.

"Until any time, I will still love you. Maybe it took me a long time to open my heart to another woman.. "

Cup.

Vishnu kissed my forehead for a long time, I felt the vishnu tear fall on my cheek.

"I'm home. Ohiya.. I brought you ramen. Nought... Eat it later" he said, giving me a plastic bag.

My chest is getting tighter.

Vishnu got back into his car and left my house.

I'm sorry nu.I'm also confused, don't know what to do. Maybe I am the worst woman, because I gave her hope and now I just throw it away.

I was evil...

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