OVERFLOWING OVER THE WOUND
The Part 28
Alea and Doctor Firman were sitting in the living room, and Alea refused to be examined.Since she said no pain just a little tired and dizzy, it might take a short rest and it would soon disappear.
"Reliefly sick? " ask doctor Firman against Alea.
"It's okay, just need to rest" Alea replied with a smile, she tried to convince the doctor Word.
doctor Firman as a doctor who is an expert in the psychiatric section, can already guess that Alea is not okay.
"What is hidden, and since when have you been hiding something from me? " ask doctor Firman in his soft voice, while looking at Alea gently.The shady look of the Word doctor has managed to make Alea's heart warm.
"If we can't be like this anymore, I hope we don't hate me" Alea said.
"What do you mean, talk like that? " ask the Word.
"I hope it's the right time to tell everyone, so Amanda asked me to be Mas Rangga's second wife" said Alea in a soft tone of speech but was already able to stop Doctor Word's blood from flowing.
"What mean? " ask doctor Firman with a look of surprise.
"So we are close to friends, nothing more than that and can never be together as we promised" said Alea with a slightly quivering tone as it held back the crying.
"Why don't you reject it, isn't it they all already know about our relationship" says Dr. Firman.
"Where can I refuse the request of Ma'am Manda, who is like my own brother and loves me and Gani like his own family. There is no bond between us" Alea replied.
"They must also understand your feelings, that you are not a puppet who must follow what you want. Moreover, this regarding marriage can not be considered a joke" said doctor Firman, he did not accept if Alea should be the second wife of Rangga.
"I don't want to either, and it's not a marriage like this that I dream of but want to do it again. Their services are too great for me, am I cruel that I can not grant his request and I am not a person who can forget the sacrifice of people for my life" Alea said as she stared fixedly at the Word, Alea also felt the same way as Doctor Word.
"Aren't you willing to build a household with me and be a happy little family? " ask the doctor Firman.
"Who doesn't want to, but his circumstances don't allow us to be together" Alea replied.
"Do I need to get you out of here! " his word.
"And I didn't run away from here, they were too good for me" Alea replied.
"But you will suffer for the marriage" said Firman, looking at Alea's face with pity, in his life there was never the least bit of happiness. As if fate was toying with his life.
"If this is your decision, then what can I do. But if one day you feel hurt by this marriage, never tell anyone because this is your choice and you have to enjoy everything even if it hurts" doctor Word's message to Alea.
"I do'a hope you can get a good woman, who can love you sincerely unlike me a dirty and useless woman" said Alea with the corner of the eye that was filled with clear liquid.
"I'm not sincere until whenever you become a second wife" said doctor Firman.
"My hope is with you, we are still friends and surely I always need you" Alea said as she looked at Firman with a pushy gaze, the lovers who were in love drunk had to part on the basis of arranged marriage. The pain may be what Alea and Firman feel but how else might they not be a match.
"I will still be the Word that loves you very much and is willing to do anything for you to be happy, if receiving a second wife makes you happy then I will be happy. And if you feel pain with everything that is there then I will be sicker to see you in pain" said Doctor Word, he tried to keep smiling in front of Alea even though it was painful.
"Well, go to the clinic, right? it's noon already" Alea said, switching the conversation between the two.
"You kicked me out? " ask the Word
"Not expelling, but just want to bring there are many patients in the clinic who are waiting for the presence of a handsome doctor like you" said Alea, he tried to make Doctor Firman forget for a moment the problem between the two.
"Then excuse me first, if there's anything please tell me never to consider me a stranger even though you've become someone's future wife" said Firman with a sweet smile even though it hurts.
"Be careful on the road, don't speed up the news when it's over" Alea's message, and all Alea's words make Doctor Firman think how he can forget it in an instant and make love with others, he said, Despite knowing that Rangga was a good person it would not be possible to hurt Alea, but whether Rangga could be fair to his two wives.
Doctor Word got up from his seat, then walked slowly to get out of the house as well as Alea. He drove Doctor Firman to the front where he kept looking at Doctor Firman, and Alea waved his hand at Doctor Firman until the vehicle he was riding in was nowhere to be seen.
After Doctor Firman left Alea took a deep breath and threw her away slowly.
After a while and Alea's feelings had gotten a little normal, she returned home. His main purpose was the room where he poured out his grievances on his pillows and bed.
Alea walked slowly to go to the room but had not yet reached the room she remembered the child as it turned out from the morning she had not met Gani.
Alea back of the body will go to Gani's room, usually he's at this hour playing with his influence.
After arriving in front of the child's room and the door was not closed tightly, it turned out that Amanda who was there was playing with Gani and the laughing sound of happiness between them was heard clearly.
Alea stopped her steps and so to not meet the child, she was afraid of ruining Amanda's mood.
