OVERFLOWING OVER THE WOUND

Part 1's

Alea POV

Today where my lowest point.

I came home early from college because I was limp and vomiting.

I thought for a moment it was already three months late, I think because a lot of burden of the mind that occurs, resulting in a late period.

I ventured to buy a pregnancy test kit to make sure this was right or wrong.

I force go to the nearest pharmacy to buy the tool even though my body still feels weak.

I went on foot, because the pharmacy was not too far from home.

After being outside the fence of the house, with the scorching sun that burns the skin. But do not confine my intention to go to the pharmacy whatever happened, my world was dark at that time and did not remember anything.

In the afternoon when I realized I was already in a clinic, there was a kind neighbor who drove me to the hospital.

While I was thinking about what was happening, my mother and stepfather came.

He was also followed by a doctor and several nurses.

The doctor also checked my condition for the second time, because this has changed shif from noon to afternoon where, the nurses have changed.

After a while my condition was examined and, the doctor said that I was pregnant.And the age of the womb had entered the thirteenth week it means it had been three months more.

My mother who witnessed the doctor's explanation to keep me and my baby just quiet not budging in the original place, maybe mother was also surprised by the doctor's statement.

The child who had been proud of her, turned out to have tarnished the good name of the family.

Never mind to say hello, look at me mother is no longer willing to see me she did not ask who the person who has made me like this.

If he knew the truth, he would believe what I said.

Straight out of my room after hearing the doctor's explanation, my stepfather was still inside.

He drew closer to me, continuing to speak in a threatening tone! if I dare to tell mom that I am pregnant because of her, then mother's safety is threatened.

I didn't reply to anything, just kept quiet, and turned my eyes the other way.

He smiled sinisterly as he stared intently at me, with his haughty style and like an innocent person.

He stepped out of the room while putting both of his hands into his pants pocket, stepping in his haughty style.

After her departure, I could only cry and lament the unfortunate fate.

My little body curled up while on the cover of the blanket, and I cried under the blanket hoping that no one would know at this moment that my life had been enveloped in black clouds, and maybe after this there'll be a rainstorm that'll ruin my life.

*****

Next day.

The doctor has given me permission that it can go home, and must rest enough considering the condition of the pregnancy is still vulnerable.

I just kept quiet and answered nothing, my eyes blank!. Either I have to go where after this, whether Mama still wants to acknowledge me as her daughter or not. After knowing my current situation.

With a shunt, I walked out of the hospital area to head home expectantly. That my mother could accept my situation in this state.

After a while I waited for public transport, it finally came too.

The journey is not too far to get home.

I got out of the vehicle and walked slowly to get inside the house

My limp was still not completely gone, with my limp steps treading cautiously. E

I opened the door slowly, it turned out that there was already my mother who had been waiting for my arrival.and there was a suitcase that was already at the door, I also ventured to ask the mother.

And the answer immediately told me to take the suitcase out of the house.

I tried my best to explain the mother, but she would not listen to him at all. Instead, drag me out of the house and throw a suitcase and tell me to leave immediately. Even though the day is getting late even the sky has begun to darken, a sign that it will soon rain.

I could do nothing but obey all the wishes of the mother, with a step full of wounds and a heart that felt like a dagger. At times like this the mother should be able to understand the state of her child, or can accept a little explanation. But none of this happened, what a shame my fate is not?

I walked without anything, the suitcase that my mother had prepared was not brought. For I do not know where to go and take refuge in whom, the one who was supposed to protect even aloud let out a voice and told me to leave the house and never call her mother again.

There is no hope left to move on, desperate already and I don't think anyone would want to get close to a pregnant woman without a husband. Surely everyone would gossip me and would say cheap women, and all those words continued to dance in my head.

Cloudy clouds have enveloped the earth may soon be raining, dark already it feels my view at this time, I continue to walk breastfeeding the path that was light has changed dark, dark, the black clouds will soon rain.

Maybe the cloudy current represents my feelings at this moment, the drizzle has already started to come down and started to wet my head.

But I was happy when the rain came it was a sign that nature was friendly, I wanted to scream and cry under the heavy rain. So that no one would ever know that I was crying.

The rain was getting heavier, and I cried out under the rain.

My heart is a little more relieved at least the rain has been able to make me calmer and can listen to everything I say.

But at that moment I thought that life was no longer meaningful, and I walked closer to the high bridge that connects the city.

I stepped on my feet to climb onto the bridge and then I would jump, maybe this is the best way to end it all.