
Raisa went into her house upset with Edgar. Unlike Edgar who smiles alone. He seems nostalgic when chasing Raisa in the past. Her cue, her stubbornness, and everything. All about Raisa always Edgar misses.
"Horay! His martyrdom is over!" mia shouted with excitement. Her joy increased when she saw Edgar appear after Raisa came.
"Battle!" Mia immediately shouted and ran to Edgar. The little girl drew Edgar's hand to sit next to Raisa.
Their sitting position is Edgar and Raisa facing Kia, Mia and Roni. They were so good at eating his hammer. Only Raisa only tasted a little, because she did not really like sweet food.
You can guess, who likes sweet foods derived from whom? None other than Edgar.
"But why the night-night collision here?" ask Kia.
"Papi misses Papi's children. That's why Papi visits at night. Waiting tomorrow feels like a long time."
"But don't miss Mami?" mia asked, which made Raisa cough.
Roni with his attention immediately gave a glass of water to her brother.
"But I miss you, but I don't know, I can't miss your mom."
Raisa immediately glared when she heard that remark from Edgar. Edgar smiled faintly.
"By Pi, that's Papi's right. Does Papi want to stay here?" tawar Mia was directly approved by Edgar.
"No! Can't! Mommy won't let your papi stay."
The twins and Edgar looked sad.
"Well, Mi. Why can't you? Kan Papi can sleep the same Om Roni. Can you, Mi?"
Mia kept begging Raisa to let her. However, Raisa remained on her stance. Once will not remain not.
Time passed, and an hour passed by so quickly. The twins went into his room and fell asleep there. Now Raisa and Edgar live in the living room, because Roni has entered his room.
"It's okay if I take the twins to stay at home?"
Raisa nodded.
"They want that too, let them be close to their families. Because the only big family they have is from your family, from me it's just me and Roni."
"Can't we go back to what we used to be, Ca?" ask Edgar who is still struggling.
"I told you that we can still be on good terms, but only as little as the twins' old ornage."
"When are you as hard as this head, Ca? Till when? They want a full family. What else are you afraid of now? All my family knows and they love the twins so much, the business with Tamara is done, the news about you on social media has died down. What else is the Ca you're waiting for? Specially? Try saying, Ca!"
Edgar to take out his uncles that were in his head. He really did not understand Raisa's mind.
"They're happy enough to know you as their papi. They'll keep growing well, even if we're not together."
"You're selfish, Ca! Very selfish! You should have been more concerned with them. A whole family will let them know what a family's name means."
Raisa fell silent because she did not respond to Edgar's words.
"You better go home, Gar. It's been too late. I'm afraid the neighbors are gonna freak out, see there's a guy in my house."
"Wild! Let's goof off! If I can I want to go to trial right now so that it can be married impromptu by Mr. RT here."
Raisa immediately swerved and hit Edgar in the chest.
"Ca, can you hear how fast this heart is beating because of you? Only you can make me feel like I'm going crazy, Ca. Losing you is something I regret."
True, Raisa could hear Edgar's heartbeat so loud. But Raisa kept trying to rebel.
"Five minutes, I'll have five minutes."
In the end Raisa let Edgar embrace her body. Edgar's scent is still the same as eight years ago which has always been an opium for Raisa.
"I miss you, Ca."
I missed you too, Gar.
Raisa replies to Edgar's words but only in her heart.
"If I hadn't made that stupid decision in the past, maybe our story wouldn't be like this. I'm sorry Ca. Forgive this stupid man."
Raisa immediately let go of Edgar's embrace as her eyes were already watering. He was afraid that the longer he hugged, the more he was washed away and even cried in Edgar's arms.
"It's not five minutes yet, Ca," Edgar said.
"Come home" asked Raisa with a face turned away from Edgar.
In the end, Edgar left with disappointment in him. He failed again to win Raisa's heart back.
Raisa closed the door and locked it from the inside. Looking out the window, Edgar entered his car and left the area of his house.
Stupid indeed, already know love but why continue to be rejected. The answer is that only Raisa knows.
Suddenly Roni approached Raisa with a cold drink in her hand.
"If you are still in love, come back Mba. Don't lie to yourself and your heart. It will get sicker Mba. Anyway I noticed, Mas Edgar really seriously wanted to go back with Mba. His behavior is exactly as it used to be when always looking for attention from Mba. Mba deserves to be happy, the twins deserve to have a whole family, and Mas Edgar also deserves a second chance."
"Don't interfere, Ron. It's my problem."
"Can't be Mba, I have to interfere here. As Kimi, I want them to be happy Mba. Please, do not think too much about the bad possibilities aja Mba."
Roni was still trying to resuscitate Raisa from her stubbornness.
"You don't know how I became Ron."
"I don't know how to be Mba. All I know, Mba is just trying to be strong and lie to herself. Sometimes it looks weak and needs a male figure, it's okay Mba. Please think carefully, Mba. All roads are wide open. Only Mba who wants to go there or retreat and regret later."
After saying that, Roni returned to her room with a sip of her drink. Raisa became silent because she kept thinking about Roni's words that so pierced her heart.
"I want to go there, but I still have doubts. I also don't want to back down and regret but ... "
Raisa was completely confused by her heart. What exactly does he want? Forward not yet willing, backward not even want.
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