
Not extinct, not giving up, it's just.~
Ify closed his diary which always became a vent of his heart. It was impossible for him to burden the heart of his father who was also struggling to live, just to fulfill his ego. He also has to think about his father's health.
Perhaps, with him going to leave them, it will make life ify much better. Hope so.
At night, the girl was still in her solitude in the room, staring at the bright stars in the night sky from the gazebo of her room. His decision to leave may have been right. Because the highest point in love is love, right? Then true, he must give it all. His love, his partner, and his life.
Actually, that's not easy. Nor will it happen if we do. That's a matter of time. If we force, everyone will get used to it. Then the sincere word itself will be present in our habituation.
"May I can be without Lo Rio. It's not me who doesn't deserve you, but you who don't deserve me." he murmured softly. Closing your eyes and shedding tears. No more words could describe how broken his heart was at this moment. Let time heal his wounds. However, can't a wound only be healed by someone who makes a wound? Should the wound heal without treatment? Or is it, presenting a new person to heal him? Say, that if we accept a new person, not necessarily the wound will be treated. Quite the contrary. I hope it doesn't.
***
Haling and Manda looked at Rio and Shilla. They fight with their own thoughts and opinions. Staring at each other on the round table. Silent room. There is only the roar of breath of each living human being.
"You're satisfied ify went from Mama? Ify's gone from your life? From our lives?" Manda opened her voice. He was expressing all the emotions he had in his heart. I really don't think about his stepson. He shook his head a few times. It was not Manda's intention to sort out and choose between a biological child and a stepson. But it was all Rio's fault. He had to lose Ify again, because of the mistake of the stepson he had considered like the biological child.
"You're satisfied that Alvin's wedding was reduced due to the presence of ify? Ify is Alvin's younger brother. If Iify doesn't exist, Alvin will be sad."
"But Ma ify himself was the one to leave, right? I also did it yesterday. He insists on leaving."
Plaque!!
"You made him go for adultery with Shilla! Put on your brain Rio!" The hard slap landed right on Rio smooth cheek. Reddening to the point of making Rio grimace a little.
Manda really vented the emotions he had been craving since yesterday when his son's heart was scratched so deeply. He wanted to tear Shilla's body apart because it destroyed Ify's happiness. But isn't Rio guilty too? Mistakes are real because two people who do not want to give up. Men and women alike, should blame one of them?
"You remember the words of Mama ya Rio. If you marry Shilla, Mama and Papa will tarnish your name from the legacy of Mama and Papa. Making Alvin the sole heir to the Haling family fortune."
"I can't do it Dong Ma. Pa? I'm Papa's real son."
"Papa never had a child who could not take care of himself. You're not the Rio that Papa knows. You really changed. Papa never educated you like this. Hurt women. Especially to fuck someone who's not your legal wife."
Rio looked resentfully at Haling's back who was getting away from him with Manda. He never thought that his own father would not side with him.
He looked at Shilla. Understand that, he is really in love with the girl. And understand that, what he and Shilla did was not a mistake. Hopefully so.
As for Shilla, she lowered her head and made no sound at all. Being blatantly rejected by the Rio family was the most painful thing for her.
"You why Rio? Afraid that your father would actually tarnish your name from the inheritance?" The girl slightly gripped her own fingers. Afraid that what she had in mind about Rio had really become real.
"Shill, do you think what we're doing is right?" Rio looked at his face. Looking softly at the ceiling of the living room that is very spacious.
"I don't know. All I know is that I love you. I sincerely love everything I have for you."
"Including your body?" Shilla and Rio gasped at Sivia's words behind them.
The two humans turned around and stared meaninglessly at Sivia who was standing not far from him. While Sivia was so squinting her eyes looked hatefully at Rio and Shilla.
"Didn't Shill? You loved Rio until you gave your body? Your self-worth? So, what difference does it make you the same Acha? Acha also gave her body to Gabriel for free, right?" Sivia continued to scout Shilla endlessly making Shilla just bow her face embarrassed.
"Then, why did you feel hurt when you were all the same?"
"Why silence?" sivia asked, seeing that Shilla was silent without a sound.
"Vi, enough yes!" Snapping Rio did not accept the girl he loved being insulted so deeply by his half-brother's lover.
"It won't be enough humiliation for you. On the basis of love? Betrayal is not the only way to separate. It's so despicable."
Sivia stepped out of the mansion. Feeling already quite satisfied with what he said to Rio and Shilla. So was his affair with Alvin who talked about their marriage which will be held in a few weeks.
"Already Rio. If you're afraid of Om Haling, I'm not papa. You deserve your rights. Don't defend me that will make you lose. Om Haling the same Aunt Manda just love and love the same ify. Not the same as me."
Shilla left just like that leaving Rio who was still haunted in the guest room. He was absolutely convinced that his heart was truly in love with Shilla. But he also quite understood that the relationship between the two was born because of a betrayal.
"What should I do? I made ify leave me. I can't get Shilla? I love him." he muttered like a mad man. Tapping his forehead with his own index finger.
"I don't think you're love, but lust. You must be able to differ where lust and love. Or you'll be sorry."
Rio looked up at Alvin who was standing beside the lip of the second floor staircase. Digesting the sentences Alvin just tossed.
***
Until nightfall, change the morning again, and make the night the closing day. So many seconds, minutes, hours, and days even the moon all passed without exception. Sweet memories that continue to be imagined in the head make someone remember how sweet his life was. Long before the destruction came to destroy it so easily.
Ify Alyssa's. The blonde-haired girl who had decomposed long to her waist continued to stare at the expanse of sea water from the balcony of her room. Choosing a room with a view of the beach at a five-star hotel, is really his favorite.
Grasping a favorite canned drink too, occasionally sipping and still looking blankly at the sea water filled with men and women there. His eyes narrowed when he found someone familiar to him.
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"Doctor?"
The man turned his head when someone called his name from behind. Ify was standing behind him, standing on a stretch of white sand scattered because of the traces of humans who ran around here and there.
"Ify? Lo how are you?" adam's hand extended to the girl, who was immediately greeted warmly by him.
"good. What's going on here?" looks so calm that girl in Adam's eyes. Ah, even how long he had not met the girl he had adored, still the girl looked beautiful and graceful.
"Gue's on vacation again."
Ify smiled a little while continuing to pay attention to the surroundings.Feeling bored in the room until he decided to see a doctor who had treated him from the madness of Agatha who almost threatened his life.
"Lo did go here? Or are you on vacation again?"
"Huh? Gone off? Meanin?"
Adan chuckled softly. He patted the chair next to him giving meaning to ify sitting next to him. The girl nodded and sat down next to Adam who was still chuckling.
"Gue knows your problem with Rio Fy. Shilla was the cause?"
"Well, where did you know?"
"Gue knew Alvin, and was pretty close. I know Alvin's brother, so I'm always looking for info about you."
"Alvin?"
"Yes. A few months ago, Alvin took a vacation and stayed at a hotel that turned out to be Rio and Shilla there as well. Alvin catches Shilla and Rio in one room, then they-
"Have forgotten."
Ify cuts off Adam's words not wanting to listen any further. Her heart was still too sore to hear Rio and Shilla one roof in the hotel room. He turned his eyes away from Adam. Feeling stared at by the man.
"Gue know Fy, your relationship with Rio has been a long time. And I didn't think your best friend could do that."
"Yes, I'm just like you are Dam. Not expecting."
"Male lust can indeed sometimes make us khilaf Fy. No matter who it is, no longer care how it goes. What matters is that his lust is channeled."
"Lo's still alone Dam?" Adan just nodded. Feel, maybe the love that he once felt and had wanted to disappear must be resurrected.
"Why?"
"Lo know Fy? One week together we were in the hospital used to make me feel the same taste. Unfortunately, I have to keep it all because of the presence of Rio who first existed in your life."
"Over the years, you still have that feeling? And you still love me the same?" ify was really shocked. I thought Adam had forgotten about it.
"Where I killed my own taste Fy, just because I don't want to disturb your happiness. And now, I think it's time I fought to get that love again."
"Keep you want a response like what?"
"Gue didn't expect anything Fy. I know you must be traumatized as to what Rio did to you. Just so you know, I'm the same Rio different. I'm really sincere, as long as you're near me, for me it's more than enough. At least I know what my purpose here is for."
Ify shut up, didn't ask again. Feeling already caught off guard by the discussion of the feelings of the human heart.
"Forget them. It's time to find your own happiness Fy."
SERIATE...