
longing is an art, a fantasy delight of hope thumping from me to you.~
Shilla closed the booklet as an outlet of her outpouring of heart on her study table.
He smiled sweetly and looked up at the ceiling of his room.
Still amazed, since when the feeling suddenly appeared in his heart. Really, he loved the man he had been with for a long time. Just realized, how sweet the smile of the idol, how thrilling when he was touched by the man.
Too bad, the man had already got his girlfriend. That sweet smile loosened a little, considering that the man she liked already had his woman.
He stepped out, towards the balcony of his room.
Look at the beautiful stars in the sky.
"If you knew, you might hate me. Sorry, I was too presumptuous to fall in love with you" he said still staring at the stars.
The night was too cold for him. He clasped his hands close his own body while closing his eyes and imagining the man he liked.
"Julie!"
The girl tiptoed was shocked to hear the voice of Rio's barithone call.
He turned his body in annoyance looking at the man with a sinless smile on the doorstep of his room.
"Lo is like a demon, ngagetin."
"Lo's deaf? I call, I'm gedor, no answer at all."
Rio stepped into Shilla's room without closing the door, and sat on the bed with Shilla's soft mattress.
"Why did you come here at night?" ask Shilla. He stood on the balcony of his room and looked back at the stars in the sky.
"Kangen lo same." replied Rio lightly.
Deg
Shilla's heart melos amused to hear Rio's speech. He smiled sweetly and slightly lowered his head to hide his embarrassment.
Suddenly, Rio was already behind her. But haven't touched it. He just holds Shilla's hair to play with. It is common to be with ify first.
"Ify don't know about Shil?" ask Rio.
Shilla just shook her head slowly. He felt a slight pain as his hair was being pulled around by Rio.
"Sick Rio! Fuck lo!" snapped it. He grabbed her hair and put it aside so as not to be made into toys by Rio.
"Where's uncle's aunt? Why don't they tell me you're coming." said Shilla.
"There's below. I wanted your aunt to call you, but I wanted her to go upstairs. Why your room is above, not below. If there's an earthquake, you want to jump?" cerocos Rio without giving a second pause.
Shilla just looked at the man in front of her now. He nodded slowly without responding.
Why does Rio look so handsome tonight? Is it because of the moonlight being so bright? But, aren't men from long ago really handsome? It's just, Shilla's too shut down. Thought Shilla repeatedly.
"Why is my snack?" ask Rio. He also looked at Shilla.
"Nothing. I thought about it again."
"Think what?"
"You can do it, ify likes the same guy who rese rich lo." he concluded.
"Misache. I am handsome charming." said Rio confidently while jerking the collar of his shirt.
Shilla just mengengengos not pengubris.
"Lo kangen is the same Ify?" ask Shilla. He looked back at the sky. Followed by Rio who was now standing beside him. Shilla was a little afraid of Rio's answer regarding her question. Afraid if, Rio's answer would hurt his heart.
"Gue doesn't know Shil. As of now, I have not responded to any messages from ify. He said he would not be bothered with time at the airport. So I'm determined not to bother him."
"Lo so follow him?"
"Maybe."
"When?"
"Tomorrow"
Shilla just nodded. It was true, he had no right to forbid Rio from meeting Ify even though his heart was struggling to refuse that the man who now occupied his heart did not leave. But what can be done, ify is the girl. While Shilla? Rio probably only considered him a friend. Not more.
"Gue wants you to come with me."
"Enak aja lo. If you get better at ify, I fly myself dong to Jakarta." chirped Shilla is not good, annoyed himself to hear Rio's words.
"Please, I'll take you back to Jakarta anyway."
"Yes kasian elo back and forth."
"No Shilla. I want you to come with me tomorrow."
"Lo take Alvin with me."
"Alvin again takes care of the wedding event with Sivia. They're busy. Mama and papa are also busy, they would rather be alone even though they are old."
Shilla let out a bitter breath.
"Same sister Agni how are you? Are they married too?" shilla.
"Gue lost contact with them" Rio replied.
"Gue is also "
Silent. Rio and Shilla were both silent. There was no noise whatsoever. Only the breath of Shilla and Rio were pitted against the wind tonight.
The girl looked. Her eye bead met Rio's eye bead, the eye bead that made Shilla so infatuated. If only time could be repeated, he thought.
"Lo didn't miss Gabriel?" rio asked carefully.
"No. My heart has forgotten him." Shilla looked at the stars again. While Rio was still staring fixedly at Shilla. Reviewing every inch of this girl's face before him.
Their distance is very close. Until their bodies touch.
Rio played back Shilla's hair that was blown by the night wind. It was his hobby since meeting with ify.
Shilla was just enjoying Rio's gentle touch in her hair. This time, he did not feel any pain as Rio did not play it as rudely as earlier.
"Lo what do you want to drink? I'll take it down."
"No need. I'm not thirsty."
Shilla was silent again. Silence back. I don't know, Shilla feels unsettled if she gets close to Rio like this. Her heart thrashed wanting Rio to know that Shilla loved him very much.
"Gabriel has a son with Acha."
Shilla silently heard Rio's words. He smiled a little wryly.
"Gue tau's. Acha was pregnant when their photos were first circulated. How many years, I don't have a problem anymore. I am so sincere."
"Since breaking up with Gabriel, how come you haven't been in a relationship again Shill? Am I the only one who doesn't know?"
Shilla looked at Rio fixedly. Same with Rio. He looked at Shilla gently and still played Shilla's hair.
"Gue likes boys. But baby, he's got a girl."
"Who?"
"What is clear is not lo" said Shilla ketus and turned her face. Holding the red blush on his cheeks. It was eager for Rio to linger behind her.
"Damn lo." said Rio to shake Shilla's head slowly.
"Shill, I can't...."
Shilla looked at Rio who stopped her speech. Makes him very curious. He raised one eyebrow as if asking "why ?"
Rio stared fixedly at Shilla. Little by little, the distance between them was erased. The breath of Rio was so felt in the sweet face of Shilla.
Rio held Shilla's pointy chin, he stuck his nose with Shilla's nose. For a long time he looked into Shilla's eyes, then looked at the girl's thin lips.
Smoke it softly and very slowly.
Shilla closed her eyes, feeling a soft touch from Rio's lips on her thin lips. His hand with circular reflexes was on Rio's neck. While Rio's hand had already moved on Shilla's waist. He grabbed Shilla's body with his body. So that there is no more gap between them.
The night wind seemed to support them. The sepoys made their bodies slightly cold and further tightened their embrace.
The two lips were still gently clenched, the heads of the two men sometimes to the left and to the right. His breath was increasingly heard hunting.
Shilla's tongue broke into Rio's mouth. So did Rio who greeted her gently.
Long enough they were in that position, before finally the door was knocked by Shilla's house assistant.
Tok.dok..
Shilla and Rio rushed off their lips and hugs. Rio looks wrong, while Shilla approaches her aunt on the doorstep.
Her aunt turned around not seeing what Rio and Shilla had just done.
"What's Bi?" ask Shilla as calmly as possible.
"Sorry non, earlier hp non Shilla sound continues to be spelled in the living room. It's non." said Bibi while giving Shilla's phone.
"Thank you Bi." The aunt hurriedly went to her room after Shilla received her phone.
Shilla returned to the balcony approaching Rio which looks still wrong.
He looked at his phone and the name Ify was there.
"Ify called me" he said, still staring at his phone screen.
"Say we'll be there tomorrow."
Shilla nodded and wrote down some text to send to Ify.
After that he kept his phone in his hotpans pocket. Looking back at Rio who was also looking at him.
"Why?" tanyakanya. Rio just shook his head slowly.
"Gue went home to Shill" Rio said farewell. Shilla just nodded slowly.
Rio approached again and kissed Shilla's forehead gently. Then left Shilla in her room.
After Rio's departure, Shilla prided herself in her bed. Then she looked back with a smile on her lips.
He was very happy with what he had just done with Rio.
"Is Rio starting to like me?" he said still with his grinning smile.
"But he might like me. I'm the same she's been together lately."
"But time anyway? He has ify."
Shilla covered her face with her doll. He's feeling very happy tonight.
***I don't have a formula for happiness.As long as you are around and let everything just flow, life feels perfect.~
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