
A few years have passed since Ryan's departure, Nayla still feels very lost, she busies herself with her rapidly growing cake shop.
With the support of those closest to him Adit continues to try to get close to Nayla, but Nayla's love is so great for Ryan that she shuts herself off from all the men who approached her including Adit.
That afternoon somehow Adit came to meet Nayla and invited her to dinner outside and somehow for the umpteenth time also Nayla refused on the grounds of tired.
"Let's go Nay, I promise after eating we go straight home and it's not long" forced Adit.
" No ah Dit, kasian children if left behind" refused Nayla reasoned.
"And there was Lilis who took care of Nay, there was something important that I wanted to talk about" Aditpuj did not want to lose he continued to try to talk to Nayla.
*This is if you want to talk Dit, again I also change clothes, keep dancing, mending I sleep alone"
" Geez Nay it's really hard to go with you" he sis Adit desperately.
Many times Adit tried, many times also Nayla refused with various reasons.
Not to give up Aditpun ask for help from the people closest to Nayla and coincidentally aa Iwan willing to help with various considerations.
Nayla who was annoyed because Adit kept approaching her finally stopped by Damra's salon to just tell a story while lengthening herself.
"Assalamualaikum" Nayla said as she opened the doors of the now-busier salon.
"Waalaikum salam warahmatullahi wabarokatuh,hai Nay, sit down first ya nih nih" Damra's responsibility is busy coloring the hair of his customers.
"Sain aja Ra, I'm also no longer in a hurry kok"Nayla grabbed the magazine on the table and opened without intention to read.
After finishing her work Damra sat down next to Nayla.
"Rame ya now Ra's salon"
"Alhamdulillah Nay, loe cake shop is also now very rame"
"Yesterday I went there to buy snacks in line" continued Damra.
"Thank God his sustenance the sons of Ra" answered Nayla
They also exchanged stories.
"Nay..loe don't want to get married again?"
"You kids need a father figure" Damra said
"But no time to think there Ra, I have not been able to tell the shadow of Ryan from the heart" Nayla's face suddenly grim.
Suddenly the shadow of Ryan's face flashed in his memory.
"In that sense of loss loe ya Nay can be difficult to move on"
"Gw instead of maksa loe for marriage again, gw just can't watch Radit as Rania has no father" Damra said as he looked at his best friend.
"I tried to make Ra Nerima Adit again but this heart does not want to accept"
"In fact, when Adit took the road I wanted to, but my heart rejected Ra" suddenly from the corner of Nayla's eyes, a clear crystal was ready to slide freely.
Damra who realized immediately apologized to his best friend.
Nayla whose initial intention was to pamper herself at Damra's candidacy finally undoes her intention.
He immediately returned to Damra.
Somehow on the way home like someone was directing him to a public cemetery where Ryan's body was buried.
While at the funeral gate Nayla only realized that she was now at the funeral instead of her home.
"You really are here" said Nayla slowly as she entered the tomb area.
"Your mother is the one who led me to make it here" said Nayla monologue herself.
Shortly thereafter, Naylapun arrived at Ryan's impeachment.
"Assalamualaikum mas"
Naylapun directly recited a prayer for Ryan.
Her tears just flowed as pieces of memories of Ryan's togetherness flashed without permission greeting her memories.
"I'm sorry I haven't been sincere"
"I can't replace your position with another one" Nayla said as she stroked a tombstone bearing Ryan's name.
"Maybe I'm selfish not thinking about children but I'm sure I can raise them well even without the presence of a father figure for them" nayla continued with increasingly heavy tears flowing from her two eyes.
Without Nayla realizing that Mang Ujang who saw the arrival of Nayla seemed to be watching her.
When he saw Nayla crying Mang Ujangpun directly approached.
Nayla gasped in shock as a hand patted her shoulder.
"Astaghfirullah mamang ngagetin aja" Nayla immediately wiped the remaining tears on her cheeks.
"why cry?" asked Mang Ujang pretending not to know.
"Who cried Mang" denied Nayla
"Do not lie to mamang, what water is on the cheek" said Mang Ujang.
"Oh.this is the water droplet from the tree" Nayla denied again.
Mang Ujang just laughed at Nayla's words.
After telling Mang Ujang, Nayla's heart was a little calmer and she immediately went home.
After cleaning up, he played with his two children.
Due to fatigue playing Rania and Radit immediately fell asleep shortly after getting into bed.
The day was getting late, Nayla was still sitting on the balcony of her room while staring out.
He thought back to whatever Ujang was talking about.
As he was pensively pensive he saw a white shadow pass out of his room without opening the door.
"That's you" Nayla shouted as she chased the shadow she had just seen.
"Buck...."
"Mas Ryan.." call Nayla again while looking around her.
His eyes continued to search for the figure that he believed Ryan after searching for a while he did not find the shadow.
D limply Nayla sat on the living room bench alone.
"Mas.aku kangen"
"Now I can't see you, but I'm sure you know how I feel right now"
It is true that people say, the most painful longing is to miss someone who is gone because they can no longer see his figure can only send prayers as a healing of longing.
Because so sad that Naylapun fell asleep in the living room sofa.
"*Nay.sorry mas for not being able to accompany you to raise our child"
"Mas wouldn't mind if you were looking for a replacement because our kids need a father figure"
"Mas wants you to be happy too Nay*"
Nayla who was half conscious heard a voice so similar to Ryan's voice immediately tried to open her eyes but it felt so difficult.
"Buck....."
"Mas Ryan don't go I'm still missing mas hukk" Nayla's crying voice broke.
"Please wait" shouted Nayla with her eyes still closed and with a hand that seemed to want to reach something.
Lilis who happened to wake up immediately looking for the whereabouts of Nayla.
"Astaghfirullah Nay tea..." Lilis tries to wake up Nayla who keeps calling Ryan's name.
When Nayla woke up she immediately hugged Lilis and cried.
"I can't be sincere Lis"
"So I saw Ryan..."
"I miss her Lis"
hukkk.
"Masss why you left me"
Lilis could not say - words even she also cried as if she felt the pain that now Nayla felt.
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