OPENING OF THE INNER EYE

Chapter 18

That afternoon, when Nayla was in her room, she cleaned up her things and put them in her bag because they planned to return to us "B"

"Nay.kanya kits back home deh" said mom while sitting on the mattress.

"why are you in retreat anyway" I wondered

"he said later malem abah want to clean you, then the story said there was someone who attacked him last afternoon if according to aa that time want you but you refuse" said mama explained

I still don't understand the way people think that "love is rejected by shamans to act" men or women in this world are not just one should be rejected yes look for a change anyway.

what else if the man already has a girlfriend or wife but still want the other it is not a slur in my opinion.

"hey.think what Nay" asked aa while slapping my shoulders a little tight.

"sick aa "my mouth while mamajukan my lips a little

"look at ceuh have a virgin like this funny time yes no one has a crush" said aa teasing me

mama who heard the words of a'iwan just smiled

"hopefully a come home from here there is a lamar" said mama while eating the cake she made

" mama really wants to have a ghost" I replied

aa just smiled when she heard us fighting over each other while Tia was playing her phone.

after typing the message that he will send he also put his phone on the table sliding it slowly to the left shortly then to the right and then move the position sit until finally he got a signal even though only 1

"liat tuh mah if you have a girlfriend is complicated to briefly send a message "my mouth to mama while pointing to Tia who is busy looking for a signal.

a'iwan just laughed at my words

At nine o'clock in the night, my father and I went into a room I don't know what they were doing there either

while we women just wait in the guest room while chatting

mam and Nini spoke Sundanese while Tia and I were busy with their phones.

After waiting for a long time, they came out of the room.

"neng..sini sat on the deck abah"pinta abah while patting next to him.

I immediately moved to the side of my brother

"Nay..kalo abah loyah kanya Nay ever heartbroken yah so until now do not want to date again" said abah as if to know about my past

I nodded my head too

"who has passed the mah aja Neng, now not kasian amama mama and papa neng who already really want to see neng have a partner"

"now it is horrifying abah ya home from here if there is an opposite sex who likes ama neng abah hope neng Nay want to learn to open the heart again do not be afraid of heartache again which is important both themselves and no one feels hurt " said abah longhah giving advice

somehow all the words are so cool in my heart usually if mama talks about a soul mate I immediately get angry not accept but now when the brother who spoke somehow I feel comfortable.

"yes, Nay will try"I replied slowly while bowed down I felt so guilty to my family to my mother and father who were already very worried if I became a spinster and to Tia who should have been married because the boyfriend was very wanted to ride the guarantee but because Tia did not want to step over me so everything was delayed.

with sobs I apologized to mama, papa, and Tia.

I don't know what I'm doing, including the musicians or not, but I'm determined that after I get out of here I'm going to try to change.