One Name A Story

Triastic Dew

CAST POV

I am a fairly ordinary child, not the same as the others more prominent because of the uniqueness of each..

I'm more of a quiet person, sometimes I follow my friends' paths if they take me naughty..

sometimes I also follow my friend's plot if they are diligent, quiet, and obedient me too..

but I do not want to be said child labile, my advantages are more able to put myself when I was what situation and what I should be

"Embuun" cried my brother

"yes, brother" I replied

"where's my breakfast?"

"just be a little brother, a little bit"

I had to head to my sister who had been waiting for me since then to eat..

"long time" he asked

"yes, where can I cepet kak if cooking this. except packaged food"

"have you been, there"

after I came out of my brother's room, I saw my sister's room open and sure enough, my sister came out of her room..

I ran up to my sister and held her up to the top of the bed and patted her ass to sleep..

"sister, if I want to walk, when will you take me to walk." asked my sister

"tomorrow, baby, you still have to go to school"

"yes, that's it"

and after my sister fell asleep then I could leha leha sitting sweetly in front of the television with a glass of iced milk coffee made by me..

"uh.. Dew.. kok mama.. eat the same rice was rather sweet rice.." asked my mama.

"ha.. mamaa eat what? haven't I cooked yet?"

"mama ate nasih was hot. rice that fart"

"oh the porridge brother ma.. mamaa eat? yaudah, that's savory emang ma is not sweet but a little sweet"

"what about added sugar?"

"sugar? yeah don't dong maaa"

"hah hahahahah yes yes add aja sugar let sweet.."

"don't ma. yaudah let me add the sugar"

"yes, there, addin.."

and when he's going to prepare for his father breakfast

freshly poured into the bowl, I tasted, very sweet of the porridge

my mom would have put sugar in

and I see it's true..

that's a little bit about my family..

yaa... I was born in the middle of a ubnormal family, why?

the first one..

my father's name is Kusman is usually called Pak Man is now the age of 60th father

my father had a stroke, he had a stroke a year ago, he was a strict man, he had a boarding business, he had a stroke, and the father is always known for his strict attitude with his boarding children

until the time when his father had a mild stroke and often underestimated, the stroke of the father was getting worse..

while my mother named Triastika many call with the name of Bu Man, but also more with the call of bu Tika

and he's 55 but somehow he still looks younger than his age..

my mother was depressed, and sometimes I would put her up if she did something bad..

like berserk, hitting his own head and so on..

my mother's been through that since the last month of my sister's birth..

maybe because my mother is not a mentally strong person, on the one hand she has to take care of my first brother and sister, also has to take care of my father, plus my mother every birth always has babbyblush every time she gives birth to her baby

I thought, babbyblush will only happen once when mom first gives birth, but not with my mom who every birth must have babbyblush

it makes the condition of the mother deteriorate and eventually mental disorders..

my family name list is..

Kusman - my father

Triastika - my mother

Sinar Kustika - my first brother, 30th

I'm his second son, 25th

Mentari Custika, 18th

Kejora Triastika, 10th

so it was taken simply to see the attitude of my mother's mother who was a little less well condition so did not want to be busy taking a headache for the long name of her child so just a different first name, a different first name, the last names were all taken from my mother and father's names

but only the first and third children took the name of my father and mother combined, Kustika which means Kusman and Triastika, while I was the second child and my youngest sister took it entirely on behalf of my mother

simple but I as a child can understand my mother's condition, it's up to outsiders to judge my name

he's 30 now because I'm 25

mother gave birth to her sister at the age of 20 years because she married her father when she was very young, Sis Sinar so far normal, her thoughts are logical with the minds of others, language and other styles also look like normal people

but if you know more closely with the brother of Sinar..

brother Sinar is a person who often forgets, forgets heavily, if he forgets something, he will try to remember it in a silly way

because the event he forgot something is also ridiculous, for example, when he forgot to save his phone even though his phone is there, he even searched where

yes regardless of that, Brother Sinar is a normal person compared to my sister and mother

but in addition it is also about the brother of Sinar will scream hysterically and jump is not clear

especially about eating, he just finished eating, he could have forgotten if he had eaten, so it must be noted what he has done all day

"Grow.. Did you see where I put my bag? I was here to put me off to go this" said Brother Sinar

"bag brother? where's sis? where did you put that?"

"here, obviously"

"what bag?"

"there's a picture of a sunflower in the middle"

"was this worn?"

"astaga yes, I'm gone first"

the bag he was looking for was on his back and he was looking for it, as bad as my brother

kak Sinar also has a disease where when he sleeps, he will forget what happened, the doctor said if his brother like depression but mild, the lowest level, while his mother with a high enough level

my sister named Mentari, just call her with the call of Dance, she is 7 years away from me, so she is 17 almost 18 years old

Mentari my first brother..

the doctor said my sister this one has very low immunity, often sick, if there is a cold nearby she will runny nose too

"you keep vomiting" I said

"yes brother, this is my head dizzy, my teacher was dizzy, he vomited"

"let's get some rest, here's brother grab his drink"

"yeah"

wh why? because he is easily infected with diseases caused by viruses such as, his friend has a cough also quickly contracted it, but if other diseases such as, seeing dizzy people, my sister will not help the person, he said, instead he felt the dizziness, ahh that's a suggestion like it

if someone has a fever, he will get it too, maybe if there are people with diarrhea, pain due to impact, etc he will feel it too, but if the suggestion why can every day since my sister was a child?

"sister, what are you doing?" yells

"no more of this cold, don't come in, what are you doing?"

"i borrowed the book, got no blank book? tomorrow I go to school, I'll buy a new one instead of a sister"

"there's this"

I just opened the door a little bit to throw the book out, yes it should be so habit I was with Mentari when I was sick yes as I did when I was sick and she was trying to meet me

but the doctor also said the same thing according to them it was only a thought suggestion and no cure.

but I tried it couldn't. The doctor asked me to be patient and accept Mentari's condition.

that's why I feel a little unwell, I'm not going to see my sister

my second sister, Kejora, is only 10 years old..

My sister's Kejora was diagnosed by an autism doctor.at the age of 10 years, he often had a fever to seizures, and the last two years he was only declared if he was autism.

when Kejora was declared autism, my mom and dad were still normal, but my mom had started to down badly because of it

so I had time to feel the affection of them whole with a normal life before now that I experienced this

sometimes I think I'm ashamed to live in their midst...it was also frustrating..suicide the best way what is life said? and I thought, I want to live longer taking care of all my family

several times I almost tried to kill myself..

but many times God blocked my intentions through my family again..

where every suicide attempt that my two sisters fussed, my brother rampaged, my mother was angry outside, my father relapsed until he fell out of his wheelchair, there's something that keeps me from continuing to kill myself

and at the last moment of the attempted self-murder that I was about to undergo, was thwarted by my brother who arrived at my room when I was about to take mouse medicine...

"Grewun.. What do you drink? that good drink?" ask the Sinar

"not drinking" sister"

"Grow, this is rat food, right, why would you want to eat this?"

"no brother, don't want to eat, I just saw the door, didn't eat"

"Grewun" cried out to the feet, Rays flashing down on my body

"yes brother, no brother, I did not drink it"

"Grow, don't kill yourself Dewun, who did you die brother? who is ready brother to eat, who ngingetin brother again if you forget? who's Dewun?"

"you know I don't want to drink to kill myself, I've obviously to see the contents in it because there is a duty from school" I replied lying

"oh yes yes, yes, yes where, I bring you, I want to throw away, danger, you will see when you drink"

and Sinar really threw it from my bedroom window and failed every time...

sometimes I think...

right Brother Sinar if I die, who else would help this family to survive?