One Name A Story

SMM #5

"you know, I don't believe people say that there is a god, that god is real, I wasn't born of a god, because my father and mother were born of love, too, because my mother and father were born of love, and I don't believe that lying about God gives us anything beautiful when we are patient" he said..

after he has expressed his emotions..

"maybe he's an atheist minority and doesn't believe in religion and god" the taxi driver said.

I just realized, if there is anyone other than me and Ming Du...

when I got there, I knocked on the door of his house.

"Ming Du" said a mother

"auntie..is this really her house?"

"yes, I'm his mother"

"ah, I delivered him, I met him drunk"

"ah, are you ready?"

"i'm his classmate"

"you went to school in QyinMa?"

"yeah"

he saw me weird, why would I want to go to school there..

and after bringing Ming Du to his room..

"bi, I'm going home, I'm sorry I brought her home last night, because I was still home to tell my mom first" I said

"oh, that's okay, thanks"

when I'm going out..

"miss, come here for a moment" said one man

"uh.me?"

"yes, sit down for a while, son" said Ming Du's mother

and they turned out to be Ming Du's parents..

they explained that Ming Du decided to become a person who does not believe in religion and god for several reasons

starting from his two failures dating because the two decided to leave Ming Du forever to another world..

and some of his family's problems that made him quite a burden on the mind..

"i'll help you as much as I can." I said

"what is your religion? what's your god?" ask Ming Du's father

"my religion is Islam, and I belong to God"

"oh okay" Ming Du's father said in shock

I said goodbye and called Sung Ma because I would just go back to the dorm..

and when I go back to school tomorrow..

Ming Du still did not enter..

and after the lesson I decided to head for Ming Du's house

and I deliberately bought some fresh fruit to make fruit salad..

I made enough for Man Nna as well as Sung Mih..

and I'm heading towards Ming Du's house..

upon arriving at the house I saw him sitting back with a bottle of high fizzy drink

"it's too high a soda, not too much" I said

"chairman? ha haha even you came in front of me, you are a demon-like creature huh?" heed

"i drove you home last night you were drunk, and today you're no longer in class"

"what are you carrying in your hand?"

soon Ming Du's mother came out..

"Tone?" greet Yin Xu, mother of Ming Du

"ehm bi, oh this is for you and dad, I hope you like it"

"wow what is this?"

"fruit salad"

"wow I brought it in, thank you"

and I sat next to Ming Du

"hemm... Then besides giving my mama a salad, you want me to come back to school?"

"of course. but tomorrow, now the clock is done.."

and sit back facing each other in the same direction...

"what makes you not believe in God" I asked

suddenly he looked me in the eye..

and he was right to hold back his anger in the sight of both eyes

"why?" ask me..

he's still quiet

"stop looking at you, I'm afraid you're in love because you've been staring at me for a long time" I said

"hemmm. I don't believe in god, and religion, I don't need friends, acquaintances, anything else" he explained.

silent for a few seconds, he approached my face..

"then what's your business?" heed

"try taking your time to read a book about religion"

"who are you?"

"i'm the class president, I take full responsibility for you"

"ah. it's up to you"

"tomorrow come to class and come with me"

"where?"

"just wait for tomorrow"

the next day when I returned to school, I saw Ming Du actually coming to school..

after the lesson is over..

"come on" asked me to pull his hand

"where?"

"already, just walk the hard way you"

and I'm headed for the reading room..

there I taught him some things about life with his relationship with God..

I'm trying, not on a whim..

I hope this help at least opens her eyes

"well so when you do good things, you will be exposed to good things, if bad things are also bad, not about the laws of nature, but about there being a god.."

and since then I with Ming Du have often spent time reading some religious books..

"my religion is christian, I'm christian, your parents are also Christian jan, but I only teach a few other religions that I only know about"

the clock ended that day..

Man Nna tonight didn't come back to the dorms because there was some business outside..

I'm pretty bored without them being boarding..

finally I asked for Ming Du to continue his religious studies that afternoon..

and when some people were already traveling, it was Xieng Yuang..

long enough he sat behind watching me with Ming Du..

and he finally left..

"here's your phone" I said

"a little more, just a little bit"

and when the discussion begins...

"does your religion make you happy?" tannya

"of course, I'm not even going to think positive"

"then if I start believing in the power of love?" ask her

"ha. good. slowly you can accept the fact of life that all there is a struggle is also not an easy process"

and when I decided to go home that day, because tomorrow the class was only afternoon..

I walked out of school looking for a taxi..

ming Du opened the car door..

"come in" Ming Du asked

"ha. where"

"hurry up, just come in, I'll take you to your house"

"no need, I'm waiting for a cab"

"dark hunting day"

i'm in..

"before going home how about eating out for a while?" ask her

"my mom cooks at home"

"oh okay.."

but when we were busy chatting, plus I was out of focus because Ming Du said he started to open up a little..

suddenly our driven car was hit by another car made us crash

and I remember very well...

shortly before I fainted..

Ming Du also injured a few on his face

when in the ambulance..

I began to realize, but my body was limp, my heart was still shocked..

and when I get to the hospital..

I'm looking for Ming Du's whereabouts..

The morning has arrived..

I don't even know where my phone is to call Sung Ma..

and when looking at the direction of Ming Du..

"dok..how is my friend?"

"have you improved, why force it down?"

"i'm fine, just that my legs hurt a little bit"

"oh your friend is not why napa, only his heart was shocked, so still not awake"

and when the doctor left..

i'm waiting for him..

before long Yin Xu, Ming Du's mother came..

"you.." snapped it at me.

he was angry not playing, naturally, I understood his position and situation...

and when he finished cursing maki accusing me..

she called her husband..

"Ming Du. If it's my fault, forgive me.." I cried touching his arm..

a few minutes, Ming Du woke up...

"Ming Du" I said happily

"chairman Nada?" heed

"yes I"

"forgive me, yesterday night, I meant to tell you, if I had believed in love, compassion, and god" he said.

"ha. thank goodness.." I said..

"since I know you, I believe that God exists and is instrumental in finding us in one situation" he said

"what are you talking about"

he touched my hand..

said he liked me..

"forgive me for fighting every word you say, always denying what you say" he said

I sit and smile...

"i used to not know you before, and now I understand who you are so I have to be more patient with you for a class mission"

"class, class, class, class, okay, why is class only on your mind? you're not tired, tired, tired, saying you're just dealing with class class"

"i love the class too much and all my friends, I don't want to say a lot about the ugliness of the class, I want class 1 point to be superior to the most desirable class, that's all"

"okay..you love class and all the class friends, but I can't. I can only love one person.."

"who?" ask me

"you... Nada.... The year ended you persevered with my attitude, you managed to conquer me, you want to not be my girlfriend?" ask her

"Ming Du.." I said slowly..

"sorry I can't." I replied

"why?"

"i've said many times my focus is on class and class"

"i support you on that, but can't love and school go hand in hand?"

"i don't think you know who I am yet. How I am, you're new, so I'm asking you to focus on this school first, not because of me. because you're improving your grades"

and Yin Xu came in..

he just kept quiet, before long Ming Du's father also entered..

and Yin Xu asked me to speak outside

"forgive me" he said

"what about bi?"

"i blame you, thank you for helping me to make my son brighter"

"same same..."

and when the next morning Ming Du started to enter...

"Ming Du.. Are you sure you entered today?" much

"emm sure Nada.."

"let me help you"

and when Man Nna and Sun Mih brought Ming Du's bag and they walked to class first..

after I entered with Ming Du

some children ask some things that the core of the question is the same...

am I dating Ming Du..

I replied, I'm not dating Ming Du, I'm just helping her better and late on this Ming Du also needs me..

it made us have to be together often...

and a few days later...

when many are speculating highly about my relationship with Ming Du..

they're smart..

I was hiding my relationship with Ming Du which is actually we have become lovers on the agreement about Ming Du more able to accept the existence of God and follow the religion of his family..

I don't sacrifice my religion and anyone's religion, I do it at the expense of my feelings