
Love comes from being used to being together. Maybe that's what Sean Brandon Bagaskara is feeling. He falls in love with the girl who grew up with Strala Melodi Purnama. The girl is getting married to her sister, Marcello Giovan Bagaskara.
Still vividly remembered in Sean's mind, that dark night. Sean stood in the middle room of Starla's house, looking at everyone's happy laughter. But that made Sean's heart cut. He clenched his palm holding the anger within him. Slowly his fist loosened along with Sean's step back.
Sean who was not strong enough to endure the pain chose to stay away from that place. Sean steps down the artificial garden behind Starla's house. He chose to stay away from the crowd. Sean's steps are stopped at a small bridge where there is a pool of fish underneath. His gaze led to a dark-colored sky with no stars, only the moon illuminating the night.
"What are you doing here?" ask Starla.
Sean turned to see Starla standing not far from him.
"none. Just want to be alone" Sean replied.
Starla stepped up and stood beside Sean. " Are you surprised by this news?"
"Very. Since when have you been in contact?" ask Sean.
"It's only been two months. But we decided to go to a more serious level as soon as possible" Strala replied.
"Two months?" Sean laughed at his stupidity.
Sean's anger comes suddenly, he still does not accept the relationship Starla and Marcello. Sean looked at Strala with a look of anger and then grabbed Strala's shoulders.
"Sean, release! It's sick."
"My heart hurts more!"
"What doyou mean.
"I've loved you for a long time. But I can't say it yet. I hesitate to say it. Tonight I ventured to talk, but .. look! Look what's going on. You're getting married to my sister!"
Sean pushed Starla's body making the girl take a few steps back.
"Sorry, Sean .. I don't know. But I never loved you. I just think of you as my brother and my best friend. I've only loved Ello and I thought you knew" Starla said.
"That's my fault! I don't know. I just thought you loved me too."
"Sorry, Sean. I've never loved you at all" Starla said.
"What makes you not like? What sets me and Ello apart?"
"You and Marcello are very different. He was perfect for me, he was polite, gentle, and never spoke rudely either. Another thing that sets him apart from you is that he never played a woman, he never did such a disgusting thing."
"Originally you know Starla! I never really did that. I just want to make you jealous."
"But I'm never jealous. I'm mad at you because I think it's so disgusting. You're disgusting, Sean!"
"So .. Do you think I'm disgusting?
"Yes! You're disgusting, Sean!"
Sean can no longer speak. Starla's words left all the words Sean wanted to get out stuck in his throat. Sean also felt his neck choked by Starla's remarks making him very tight. Sean chose to leave Starla's house and maybe it was the last time Sean set foot in that place.
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Sean's misdeeds become worse after his heart is broken by the girl he loves. Sean did what Starla said was disgusting. He also did not hesitate to spend the night with different women and also broke their hearts.
Sean initially uses the women to make Starla jealous, but now Sean uses the women to avenge her heartache.
Sean's change in attitude was felt by his sister. Marcello's trying to talk he wants Sean back the way he was.
"When are you coming home, Bang?" Marcello approached Sean who was standing leaning on the balcony of his room.
Marcello rested his back on the iron balcony, right next to his brother. He saw Sean smoking.
"When I go home it doesn't have the same business, right? It's my parents' house, I'm free to go in and out" Sean replied.
Marcello was silent for a moment, thinking about the words he was going to say to his brother.
"Lo's mad at me for Starla?" ask Marcello.
"Why should I be mad at you for Starla? I don't know what you mean?" Sean doesn't understand because he doesn't know Marcello already knows everything.
"Not to hide anything from me. I already know everything. I was horrified by your conversation with Strala that night."
Sean stopped smoking his cigarette and looked at Marcello for a moment. Sean's heart stopped. At that time Sean did not know what to say, he chose to re-suck the nicotine stick tucked in his finger.
"Why didn't you tell me you liked Starla. If you say the cave will be —" Marcello's words were cut by Sean.
"What sack? Are you gonna give up on me?" Sean smiled cynically always put the cigarette back in his mouth. "Lo was the drummer himself, wasn't he? He never loved me. He just loves you. Even if you give up, he won't want to be with me."
"I'm sorry, Bang," said Marcello.
"Why do you apologize to me?" sean asked without looking at Marcello.
"To keep my feelings?" Sean smiled cynically. "Gue is not pitied."
"I don't mean like that —" Again Marcello's speech was cut by Sean.
"What if now the cave asks you to cancel your engagement with Starla lo will want?" ask Sean.
Sean's question clearly confused Marcello. There's no way he's doing that. All the preparations had already been made, it was impossible to suddenly undo everything.
Sean smiled again. He will not waste time waiting for an answer from Marcello silence Marcello has represented him. Sean was not entirely serious about the question either.
"Not to think about it! I was just kidding. Now I don't care about this. I'm sure someday I'll find a better girl than Starla who can love me and accept me for who I am."
Sean threw the rest of the cigarette on the floor and set it to turn off the nicotine stick.
"Hopefully you're just as happy as Starla." Sean patted Marcello on the shoulder before leaving.
In recent weeks, Sean has chosen to live alone in an apartment. He still needs time alone to move on from Starla. Sean had to come because his father told him to come.
Sean walked down the stairs, he met his father in his study. Sean opened the door to his father's office, and saw his father sitting flipping a file in front of him.
"Night, Pi," said Sean.
"Night, son," replied Pasha.
Sean sat down before his father looking seriously at the middle-aged man who was seriously working. Sean admired the figure of the father who was serious when working.
"But what asked me to come?" sean asked while playing the world ball that was in front of him.
"But forgot there was a file that Arya had to sign. But Papi there's a show with your mom. Can you take this file to his house now?" ask Pasha.
Sean stopped playing the globe in front of him and looked at Papi with a slightly surprised look. In his heart Sean said, "Joking"
"Why are you showing your face like that?" ask Pasha.
"Bapi asked me to come here just for this?" ask Sean.
"Yes" Pasha replied without guilt.
"Pi, this is Marcello and Papi's personal assistant. Just to do this Papi told Sean?" Sean snorted feeling annoyed with his father.
"Why? You don't want to?" ask Pasha.
"Not want to, Pi. I have an appointment" replied Sean.
"Promise with one of your girlfriends?" Pasha squinted sharply at Sean who was actually being whiny.
"Come on. It's like you're never young" Sean said.
"Boy knows. But Papi remembers never doing anything like you. The only woman in Papi's heart is your mom" Sean said.
"The fire of love dies just like mommy. Is there any intention of Papi to find another woman?" sean Ledek.
"Shut up, You! If your mom hears you. Papi wasn't sure he could save you" Pasha said.
Sean grinned, making Pasha shake her head with a faint smile adorning her lips. His son was right, he was dead love to his wife.
"Don't try to divert the conversation. Papi doesn't want you to be a bad boy" said Pasha.
"I just want to have fun, for entertainment alone eliminate fatigue after work," Sean said.
"As far as you. Papi just reminds you not to cross the line. Papi doesn't like that. If you do something that has crossed the line, Papi will never forgive you" Pasha said.
"Good, Boss." Sean saluted Pasha.
Sean's mood was better after talking to his father. During this time Sean considers Pasha not only as a father, but also a friend.
"Go, give Papi greetings to Keisha and her family. Tell them, play here sometime," said Pasha greeted head nod by Sean.
Sean got out of the chair and took the file on the desk and walked out of the room. Sean walked towards the garage of the house he saw Marcello standing on the steps. Despite seeing Marcello notice him, Sean had no intention of greeting his sister. Sean did that not out of anger, but it is undeniable Sean still needs time to himself to muffle his disappointment.
Sean got into his car sitting on the steering wheel. The file in his hand he put on the seat right next to him. Slowly the car drove away from Bagaskara's residence. Along the way Sean grumbled, not thinking his father told him to do such a trivial thing.
"Like no one else," Sean grumbled.
But Sean does not know, his father began to realize there is something strange with Sean's attitude. Pasha knows Sean is not easy to tell the problem, so Pasha asks Sean to come to Keisha's house, Pasha knows Sean is very close to Keisha hoping his son can pour out his heart there.
"But I haven't seen him in a long time either. I don't know anymore after the trouble he had yesterday."
Sean stopped his car when he saw a cake shop. He remembered that his older cousin really liked one of the cakes in the store. Sean decides to buy Keisha's favorite cake. After getting what Sean wants, he gets back in his car and drives to Keisha's house. Sean wouldn't have guessed once he got there his life would change.