Old Man's Storage

disintegrated

The morning came, it was so turbulent as my whole life collapsed, I was a 19-year-old boy had to give my virginity to a man I neither loved nor loved, actually I was devastated, but the faces of my sisters were always in my eyes, their smiles were everything to me, maybe the path I took was very wrong, but everything has happened, this morning I was abandoned by Mr. Amir because last night after enjoying my body he returned to his wife, I was just a woman as a means of procreation for him, he took advantage of my poverty. My phone reads, that morning I have not gone from my sleep because I feel very tired, very tired, to wake up from my sleep it hurts from the violence of om Amir that makes my cave feel sore and very sick, it turns out that Amir was very ferocious in bed, he never saw me pity, he did not see me, because I groaned in pain, she repeatedly broke my virginity, she said,

"Hello baby, said my mother, baby you're okay, mother from last night can not sleep son, mother thinks about your situation how there baby, Mr. Amir is not evil to you said my mother"

"Well mother, I'm fine, although I'm actually very devastated once but I don't dare to be honest with my mother, Almira is healthy mom and Mr. Amir is not evil to me, I don't have to worry, how are mom and sister"

"Your mother and sisters are fine, Mr. Amir's son gave the mother money to eat and school your brothers"

"He's a good mom at home and take good care of his sister, they have to go to school if not to go to college and be a successful mom, I don't want my sacrifice to be in vain mom"

"She, I'll take good care of your sister"

"Mom don't let them know, I'm where ya ma'am, just say I work abroad so can't go home, they don't let me know I sold myself"

"He wants to promise"

"Mira will come home if I've been able to get pregnant, ma'am, because I just found out that Mr. Amir is just looking for my son"

"She takes good care of herself"

"She's mom"

Gracefully turning off her phone and moving out of her bedroom, she took a shower and found her body cleaned, after she sat behind the window and daydreamed about her life.

God why my life is like this

I want to be free like a bird out of its cage.

I'm not an item, I have a feeling, why my destiny is like this, my heart is broken, I'm like a whore, my heart is broken, I want to run but I can't, may there be a ray of light that may lead me from the cruelty of my life.

Aunty knocked on the door.

tok.

"Non Almira opens the door, it's breakfast for non"

"She opened the door, I didn't lock it"

Mbok Ijah came in with a dish for Almira.

"Eating will not hurt"

"It's mbok"

"Non Almira don't be sad, there are still mbok here non Nira can also tell a lot to mbok, mbok know the feeling of non-pain, because it has to go through all this"

Mira hugged the hijah hard and cried loudly.

"Mbok why Mira's fate is so yes mbok, Mira just wants to see the Mira family happy but why Mira's sacrifice is very hurtful Mira once mbok"

"Patience yes non this all has become a non choice, remember non there is still mbok here who will be friends non, do not jackfruit again yes, now eat later sick.

seriated