Obey Without But

Chapter 30the sermon of azzam

Six months passed Zhafira doing activities as usual, he taught the madrasah also teaching at the cottage owned by kiyai Rohman. After the departure of Shahdan actually have many who propose again but arsi refused. even through kiyai Rohman though, though, though all candidates submitted to Zhafira there is no can-can all quality in accordance with the standards of ustadz shahdan. Because they know what kind of Ustadz Shah and they measure themselves to propose to Zhafira.

Semenjana died his ustadz shahdan now Zhafira has been in the spotlight. Like a diamond that is very difficult to take, beautiful saliha is how it is in the minds of men.

" Zhafira do you still want to stay like this". said Anisa he was a friend who always accompanied Zhafira.

" this is how Anisa is." asked Zhafira he frowned.

" There have been ten men who have proposed to you but none of you are interested in him, what makes you unwilling to accept any of them."

" i don't know Anisa I'm still not ready, every time I'm alone with them there's nothing that makes me tremble" Zhafira said.

" it used to be when you received the shah and what heart shook." Zhafira.

" continue why now as if you were closing yourself off from others, all those who propose to you are qualified Zhafira they must have equated the deceased Shahdan to be able to propose to you but all you refuse no love what". Zhafira chuckled at Anisa.

" you want Anisa, I'm not ready".

" want but surely no one wants to be with me, what am I Zhafira ".

" don't be so Anisa, not the degree they want but saliha, you saliha woman Anisa ".

" Aamiin, are you waiting for your fatih Zhafira" asked Anisa guessing Zhafira's thoughts.

" i don't know what is clear at this time I can't accept anyone, even though the sincerity is already there for ustadz shahdan or Fatih's brother.

" Maybe he was with another woman Zhafira, yesterday when he came home to see your marriage".

" mmm...." Zhafira just cleared his throat he no longer wants to talk about his soul mate, already Zhafira pasruhkan with God. Zhafira would really accept the one that matched his heart.

" Zhafira plis move on dong, if you don't get married keep my turn when ". Zhafira laughed as she closed her mouth.

" If you want to get married, just marry Anisa why wait for me".

" i don't want to be happy on top of your suffering Zhafira.

" i won't suffer Anisa, I'm not that weak. suwerrr.." while raising my hands and fingers form the letter V.

Zhafira returns home with Anisa on her matic motorcycle.As usual Zhafira will take Anisa to her boarding place first. After being sure Anisa got off safely, Anisa drove her bike home. There was a motorbike parked in the courtyard of the house, Zhafira did not know who might be his brother's friend. Zhafira entered through the back door, that is Zhafira he always closed himself especially since the departure of ustadz shahdan. Greetings said and replied by Umi who was avoiding drinks for her guests.

" Kid there put your bag and follow Umi forward". said Umi while stirring tea pull.

" who is his guest umi". asked Zhafira he was curious as well.

" Your friend Abi was in the cabin". Zhafira was just oh ria, he didn't really care.

Three people, two parents one may be his adult son. Zhafira sat down after giving drinks to guests, Zhafira sat down beside the umi. Azzam who saw the beauty of Zhafira could not turn away at all. Until Abi who knew it cleared his throat to make azzam subdue the view he was khilaf.

" astaghfirullah ". lirih azzam.

" as we talked about earlier my friend came here to propose to your daughter for my son's azzam.

" Anyone I will accept the origin of Ali, but the decision remains with my son Zhafira"., said Abi he did not want to force Zhafira considering that there have been ten people he refused directly.

" How Zhafira was Abi's friend in the pesantren and this is her son Azzam who intends to menghitmah mu.

" Zhafira will pray Istikharah first Abi, sorry I can not choose it I leave everything to God". Ali was pleased with Zhafira's reply.

" my son is a graduate of Cairo S2, "said Ali's wife he seemed to not accept the answer Zhafira, while azzam if applying for another girl would have been accepted.

" umi, ". reprimanded Ali to his wife, he knew that his friend who is the father of Zhafira would not be tempted by the status or higher degrees of someone.

" i'm sorry Ali that's the answer from my son Zhafira he will perform the prayer istikharah first, inshaallah in one Sunday we will tell you again." said Abi politely.

" well thank you for the welcome insyaAlloh we will wait for an answer from your daughter, we really hope we can continue her to be besan ". everyone smiled, everyone smiled, it was easy for Abi because Zhafira would not refuse if Abi told him to marry whom, but Abi now gave up the business with Zhafira directly.

" insyaAlloh Ali all for His will if it is allowed.

Azzam is not a strange man he can say Soleh is almost the same level as Shahdan. But that was no longer what Zhafira considered but for his Istikharah prayer and steadfastness from him. No different from before who menghitah Zhafira all men above the average knowledge about religion and economy.

Now everyone knows how the quality of Zhafira he is not arrogant to be the wrestler of the men but he just wants to follow his heart. Of the ten men who had proposed to her none came out of her Istikharah prayer. Zhafira never despair though now growing age but he is sure if it is time his soul mate will surely come in accordance with what Allah wrote in his Mahfudz. Zhafira never tired of staring at the sky every night even though it was raining he peered through the window, making it still look beautiful.

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