
** Funeral **
Dipta and the two Nuvian whizbirds and elder sister hafidz were sowing flowers on a wet, red dirt mound, they held back their tears in order not to glide freely about the hafidz tomb which they believed would incriminate the hafidz's steps towards another realm
Nuvia did not take part in sowing flowers, he just stood holding a frame that contained a gallant face hafidz wearing his uniform
There were no tears dripping or stemming in his two eyeballs, he looked calm and peaceful
" Let's kid, let's go home" mama hafidz took Nuvia by the hand
Nuvia said, there was not the slightest rejection of her mouth and body
Zein who walked hand in hand with Dipta exhaled his coarse breath, he did not understand with the attitude of Nuvia's parents who did not care about the state of his own biological daughter
" Mr. Dipta .. Now your job is to help Nuvia heal from her wounds, we from the hafidz family don't want to help her, but .. Look at my parents, they were devastated sir " zein said he was telling his family now
Zein couldn't do anything for Nuvia, because her parents, especially her mama, were so devastated to lose hafidz, as loud as it seemed, still as a mother, still as a mother, mama Hafidz must be in shock and not willing to lose a son for the second time
" What can I do doctor zein? say "ask the Creator who also does not understand the condition of Nuvia
" First, take Nuvia to a psychiatrist, consult her circumstances" said Zein who understood little that Nuvia was experiencing a shock
" What about my son and Arkan? am I allowed to take care of them? " ask the Creator
" I'm sorry "Zein's lowered his head
" Our families have discussed, Arkan we will bring, because of the state of nuvia like this, we are worried about the condition of the children " ..
" For Dirga, you have the right to determine, if indeed you allow us also to take care of Dirga, because Dirga was also the son of Nuvia and hafidz even though your blood flowed in Dirga's body " said Zein
" Wouldn't it be better for the kids to be with Nuvia? in order to make it easier for Nuvia to treat the inner wounds of hafidz loss? " tanya Dipta hesitated with Zein's words
" Look at me sir!! even Nuvia does not remember her children, from then on Nuvia only says that Hafidz will come to her aid " ..
" I noticed at first that Nuvia still recognized Dirga and Arkan, but the more Nuvia came here like back in the past, which in the moment he was down, the worse he was, hafidz is here to entertain while helping to overcome all the problems he faces "
zein diagnosed the condition of Nuvia
" From the beginning I've noticed doc, Nuvia doesn't know me, which I know.. Nuvia has never been able to look at me since the events of my past and Nuvia, but .. right now Nuvia can even smile at me as I help her down the road to the cemetery and say thank you "Dipta explained to Zein the awkwardness she felt
" Yes . like that .. I mispredicted, I think Nuvia was just shifting her grief, she said, it turns out that Nuvia actually closes her grief by ruling her brain memory back in the past where Hafidz was always present for her in difficult times " zein explained that the initial diagnosis was not necessarily correct before Nuvia consulted a psychiatrist
" Huufffttthhh "Dipta who heard the explanation of doctor Zein increasingly understand what is now in the experience of his ex-lover, the former lover, Dipta rubbed his face and thought about what step was most appropriate for the mother of his only son
" Then we return to the Nuvia residence first, meet my extended family .. so that all is clearer" Zein said then they boarded their respective vehicles
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Arriving at the Nuvia residence there are still some relatives and neighbors hafidz but not seen at all a single Nuvia family present
" Pa .. can Pak Angga be contacted? " ask Zein on her papa and papa Nuvia's best friend
" What is their heart made of? " zein said astonished by the attitude of his family-in-law
" That's one of the reasons your sister married Nuvia, besides hafidz loving her, hafidz already knew their family's attitude towards Nuvia even " said papa hafidz who was very disappointed with the people closest to Nuvia
" We'll take Nuvia to Magelang, meet your friend who is an expert in psychology "put papa hafidz on Zein
" Zein disagrees pa, Zein has asked Mr. Dipta to take Nuvia to a psychiatrist and help Nuvia treat her liver injuries" Zein said making her papa frown
" How can it be? Nuvia and Dipta are not muhrim Zein .. If Dipta were to take care of Nuvia, would it not be her later slander? " papa hafidz protest
" according to Zein, this is best for the restoration of Nuvia, because Dipta one of the people in the past of Nuvia " ..
" Mama had already explained to Zein that Dipta loved Nuvia very much, and certainly although little Nuvia had ever felt in love with Dipta, that was what made Zein give Dipta the opportunity to take care of Nuvia, to stimulate his memory back to the original "zein explanation makes papa hafidz think for a moment
" Papa could not bear to separate the grandson of papa with his mother "pa hafidz approached the chair and sat on the sofa while massaging his forehead
" Mommy needs her granddaughter pa, to treat her loss of hafidz, look at Arkan.. so at least mama still feels hafidz still around us with other forms, and try papa look back at the condition of Nuvia, he does not recognize Arkan and Dirga "
zein's explanation is correct..
But still, Papa Hafidz has not been able to make any decisions.
***
In other cities the Nuvia family did not care about the state of one of its grieving family members
" Let Nuvia be with the hafidz family, for what Nuvia came back by bringing two children with her widowed status, which there is even more troublesome!! " uncle Nuvia was having a conversation with his wife ..
" Mas Angga was busy with his new wife, not to mention his cheating ex-wife, somewhere he was now" he said again
" Pity Nuvia, have parents and family like you !! " said the wife then left her husband who seemed to hold back emotions
" What do you mean??!! damn you!!! " uncle Nuvia said, crashing the table made the wife turn her head and shed her tears.
" I can't live with someone like you!! divorce me !!! " aunty Nuvia said as she ran towards the room near the room where they were talking and closed the door loudly
" All because of Nuvia !!! " uncle Nuvia also passed from his residence to calm his chaotic thoughts to the house of his second wife 🤪🤪🤪🤪
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