
the driver of the online motorcycle taxi pulled the vehicle according to the address I was going to, in a hurry I paid for the service and was about to leave the driver
" Geg .. apologize my helmet" said the driver to me who almost brought it
" sorry Bli, I'm in a hurry" said I take off the helmet and give the driver an ojek online
" Thank you Bli. " said I bowed my body, and the driver replied with a nod.
I circled the sight looking for an imelda figure that was completely invisible to my sense of sight, I tried to contact through a cell phone connection
" Hello, where's Mel? " question me very curious
" I'm near the cafe trees, where are you? " ask Imelda
" I've reached the cafe but there are so many trees here, what tree are you asking me again
Imel patted his eel feeling funny at himself which ambiguously gave a statement to Nuvia
" Do you see the chair facing the beach? step there, I'm behind a tree whose pot is deep red" Imel explained
I continued to look for where Imel was, sure there were only a few chairs facing the beach, I approached a large pot of deep red to see Imel was crouching behind him with a young man who had met me on the plane
" What is Imel doing with that annoying boy" I said slowly
imel who had seen me quickly told me to crouch with his hand movements that were like waving and his lip movements said - SQUAT ME too - I followed the orders by bowing while stepping slowly
" Look Vi, the woman with your lover is very itchy, since it was struggling with Dipta" said Imel furious
" Geez, "I was about to stand up and approach them, but my hand was choked by that annoying boy earlier
" No brother!! we have to make sure first who the woman is because there was one more man who now went somewhere "he said
" there was a damar ! " said imelda
" he's a former lover of Dipta Mel . " said I Almost cried
" oh god Vi .. sorry you shouldn't have seen this . I'm so bad " said the imel who felt too interfered with my love story
" I'm just thanking you Mel, I knew earlier about what he did to me "
***
fifteen minutes we watched over Dipta and his former lover, when Dipta stood up and was about to leave the place, suddenly I saw the strange spirit of Dipta that was like a longing for the woman who was with him
the woman stroked gently on the chest of the Dipta field while smiling triumphantly, my heart was broken right then and there, tears that I did not allow to come out, just freefall flowing past both of my cheeks
" I can't afford mel "I turned my face away
" We follow them !! " say the boy
I followed Imel and either his best friend or who? we follow every movement of the Creator
" o God created as if he were holding something" I said in my heart
" Is it because I never let him touch me, until dipta seeks an impingement on another woman? but why didn't he just marry me so he'd be free to touch my body? " my heart and my mind have grown increasingly confused with everything I see
" That's enough !!! " i stopped following Dipta, imel and the boy stopped
" Why Vi???? " ask Imel
" you wait here, I'll finish it all !! " i then stepped quickly which was still followed by the two people
" Don't follow me mel !!!! " i slightly suppressed my misdirected words, should I be angry at Dipta not at Imel or the boy earlier
" You sure Vi? " ask Imel
" Very !!! " i answered quickly and then walked over to Dipta and the ex who was about to enter the room of a hotel
I slowly heard their conversation
" Don't stand it baby, it'll hurt you" said the ex
Dipta did not say anything only visible from. the way he walked was very limp, occasionally Dipta was seen unbuttoning his shirt and ruffling his hair
They had entered the hotel room, I quickly barged into it because the door had not been locked, like they could not bear to forget to lock the door
***
The dim atmosphere was visible in the room, I saw clearly Dipta was lying on his back and on top of it was the ex who was helping Dipta release what was attached to his body
" DIPTA !!!!!! " my yell made the woman look up and be surprised
Created sitting holding his head, he narrowed his eyes to see for a clearer view of his blurry
" Dear, help me please .. "he said without sin.
the ex approached me with a hateful look
" We've done it a lot, but I'm ready to share if you want to feel the ferocity of my ex-lover, please "he said as he sauntered away and closed the door loudly
I digested the woman's words, and saw the Creator who had stood up and walked over to me
My body reflexively retreated slowly,
* the only way is to get out of this curse room*but the Creator turned out faster than I imagined he managed to reach my body that was already approaching the door
" Don't go. "he said with a foggy eye.
" I hate all this mas, step aside !!!! " said me who tried to shift the body of Dipta
" dear...you misunderstand please I can't stand "his words make my eyes wide open, "what the fuck??" my heart speaks
" Where is there such a misunderstanding? look at your looks !! if I don't come, do you still want to say I misunderstood? " i pointed at Dipta's body then pulled the shirt that was not stuck perfectly on her body
I thought Dipta would realize his mistake, and apologizing to me turned out I was wrong!!
Dipta actually pulled me and immediately threw my body on the bed that was slept by her and the woman
" I'll prove that you misunderstood Vi !! " Dipta immediately launched his action on my body, I who do not have the strength of his self can only fight without being felt by the Creator
All night long Dipta did not stop just supporting me mercilessly, I could only cry for myself who had been damaged by the person who I had actually made the back of my life
Is this destiny?? or is it my fault that I have trusted and placed too much hope in creatures???
***
Early in the day the new dipta released my body after her last activity, with the limp body of Dipta toppling her body beside me and hugging me tightly "thank you, forgive me " it was the last word I heard that he then closed his eyes by letting out a soft snore from his mouth
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I let go of the hand of Dipta Yang coiled around my waist slowly I was afraid that if she woke up and would do it again
With all my might I endured the pain all over my body, especially at the very sore core
I picked up one by one the clothes that were scattered on the floor, my tears again and again gliding without permission, I was determined to go as far as possible from this life, as if there was something I should have kept in my life
I slowly put on my clothes one by one, then I stepped limped towards the door of the room and I walked out of it
all the way down the corridor of the hotel I didn't find anyone there
I saw out there the beach was very quiet, the lights that adorned it had been extinguished, I continued to walk closer to the roll of the waves and without feeling I had reached the wet sand and waves that continued to hit my feet
" Heyyy !!! " i still hear someone's voice
" Hey don't go there the wind is so strong!! " again I heard the same voice
I stick to my stance, I'll melt with the waves
- - Pyuurrrt - - - -
when my body is now swept by the waves, but I am not afraid to face it
-- byur, huh hah hah ----
" Don't be crazy !!! " someone pulled my already wet body ...
" Who dare you forbid me !!! go there !!! " i looked at her
Avannn ....
" Vi ... "
" this is you Nuvia ???? " he then pulled me into his arms and looked at my face of pity
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TB
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