Not the Solehae Woman

FATHER'S DISAPPOINTMENT

The sound of the bell from earlier made me more panicked, again and again I woke up late again.

I rushed to the bathroom washing my face, and,

I wasn't finished wearing my school shirt, the sound of the bell shook my concentration.

I know it must be Revan, though,

After I finished wearing my short-sleeved shirt and knee-length skirt, I let my long hair down,

I opened the door to my apartment, I saw Revan wearing a casual dress, a plain black shirt and also short jeans.

Revan's waiting for me at the door.

"You're late waking up again.

"Come on a spit, I'll be late.". while pulling Revan's hand to the elevator.

#

In Revan's car.

"Did you not work today?" Ask me

"I just want a holiday".

"really (?(my excited face) Fun... Go home to school pick me up, we'll go to the movies".

"maybe, but no more Korean dramas".

"ehmmm.deh, today it's up to you to watch what"

After I got to school, I got out of Revan's car,

"later don't forget to pick me up!", I shouted.

About 2 pm the bell home from school has sounded, students scattered out of school, and,

I ran outside the school gate looking for Revan, I saw he was already waving his hands across there.

"have been waiting a long time".

"not really,ayo we go straight to the cinema in the mall near here aja yes!". said Revan while opening the door of his car.

"okay".

About 10 minutes later we arrived,

Revan was waiting in line to buy a ticket and I bought some snacks and drinks.

"it seems like I'm the only one wearing the school uniform" I muttered in my heart.

Today we watched the boss baby, the animated film, I did not expect a Revan owner of the textile company to choose to watch an animated film.

After watching Revan cinema, taking me around the mall, we just walked from one store to another, and then we walked around,

"Do you want to buy something?" ask me.

"What yes?, did I just buy this mall?, do you want it ?".

"This Revan is already night (i saw the clock has shown at 7 pm), my legs are already sore, my body is also sultry, go home yuk.!".

"Come on. anyways you, go home from school instead of going straight home instead of wandering in the mall".revan said teasing me.

"oh so yes.tomorrow I go home from school I immediately go home, do not want to wander again,

"the story of the story..."

#

Arriving at the apartment lobby, Revan and I walked together while chatting, from a distance I saw my father with eyes that were difficult to interpret.

I also saw Fahri next to my father, I immediately fell silent, really I do not know what to do, I do not know what to do,

"hey. Why did you stop, why did your leg hurt".Ask Revan

Father and Revan approached me who was silent, staring,

Dad opened his turban and tied it around my waist, covering my open thighs.

"Where is your apartment" asked the father in a soft voice.

"My apartment's upstairs, dad", I walked up to the elevator, I didn't dare look you in the eye,

Father and Fahri tailed behind me, while Revan was still silently staring, it seemed like Revan knew father.

I let Dad and Fahri into my apartment, and I went straight to the bathroom to clean myself up,

I really don't dare look you in the eye.

I sat on the couch, not too far from my dad's seat.

We were silent for a long time, I did not dare to start the conversation.

"Since when did you dare to show your aura", I saw that father's eyes were already teary-eyed holding back his cries.

"Sorry dad..-". That word came out of my mouth.

"So this is the reason you chose to be away from us ?,

I just fell silent, unable to answer father's question.

"Dad gave you the name Salwa Soleha, that is as do'a so that you become the daughter of the Soleha, your umi always call you the daughter of the Solehah,did you ever think how your Umi feels if she knows the fact that the princess who is always in hope of her Soleha even has the heart to reveal her aura, not dad and umi since childhood have educated you.

o Allah, how negligent I am (father is unable to stem his tears).

How negligent I am, even I am trying to change the world, I am trying to preach to other countries, but I cannot educate my daughter, I cannot improve my daughter's morals, I cannot improve my daughter's morals,

do'a the righteous child I wish would be a hindrance to me from the fires of hell, but it's the boy who will drive me to the fires of hell",

I sat at Dad's feet

"Dad pardon Salwa, please,

Salwa's wrong dad", I tried to hold dad's hand, but dad let go of mine.

"Begging Allah for forgiveness, you have gone beyond your limits, pack your things, we will go home tomorrow".

"But dad, what about my school?,

Salwa apologizes, Salwa promises not to disappoint you again".I cried regretfully, but father paid no heed to me at all, father was already very disappointed.

''Dad has decided you have to come home, dad does not trust you anymore, 2 more years we give you trust but you have to lie to Dad and your earth".

"Dad I beg you, I have to finish my school ..only 1 semester left, I beg you!".

I saw Fahri, he just fell silent, didn't interfere.

"Dad doesn't want to compromise with you again, pack your things, we'll be home tomorrow morning..."

dad's tone of voice was not as usual, dad yelled at me, for the first time dad yelled at me, I ran to my room, I cried as I would, I cried,

"dad, I just want to feel what it's like to be her other daughter, I just want to follow the wishes of my heart,why don't you understand?, why should you sue me as you want?". I murmured in my heart.

I fell asleep after crying, I,

right at 03:30 I woke up, I saw myself in front of my closet glass, I really look messy, my eyes look swollen last night I cried, I cried,

I really like this place, how could I leave before I finish my school, but I have no choice, I don't want to argue with dad.

I picked up my suitcase, started putting together my clothes and also some of my luggage, I just picked up a few clothes, hoping that my father and Umi changed their minds, at least I have to finish my school which is only one semester away.

After I finished drafting my luggage, I went out of the room, I saw my father praying, in the living room and Fahri.

Coincidentally my apartment had only one room, I walked into the kitchen looking for something to eat,

my stomach couldn't compromise,

In the refrigerator there are only ingredients to make spaghetti, enough for a serving of 3 people.

I made spicy beef spaghetti, though,

Bolognese sauce blends with beef, paprika, and mushrooms, I also add a sprinkling of bon chili, adding to its spiciness level,

Finished serving spaghetti, I brought three servings to the living room,

I saw Fahri was awake and busy playing mobile phones, while my father was still solemnly thinking.

"it's eating while it's still hot".put the plate in front of Fahri.

Fahri went to the bathroom, it seemed like he was washing his face, not how long Fahri had come and sat in the original place, not so far from my seat.

Fahri and I enjoyed the meal without anyone making a sound,

Not long after my father came and ate with us.

"Have you finished packing your things?".asked father

"It's dad", I replied briefly,

Exactly at 5.15, after finishing the morning prayer service, we also left for the airport.I left this place with hope that I will return to this place, hopefully again, hopefully my anger will subside soon.I have to find a way for my father to allow me to continue my school.

"jeez...I forgot to tell Revan, it has been the last 3 months he always accompanied me, my days are always with him".my murmur in heart, my heart is,I feel guilty not saying goodbye first to Revan, it looks like he will look for me, well, later I call him.