Not the Solehae Woman

The True Me

My name is Salwa Soleha, daughter of ustadz Usman.My father is one of the famous Ustadz in this country.My father is a role model in this country.many people always admire it, many people always admire it,especially when he chanted verses of the Quran.Truly his voice sounded very melodious.My father established pesantren in various regions but unfortunately I never intended to enter the pesantren.

I don't know why I'm so different from my parents...

My Umi is called Khanza,umi where to always wear shar'i clothes.

I look like a girl out there.I'm not the girl who always shari'i when away from family.

I prefer to continue my studies abroad... even then it must be full of various dramas so that my father and umi allow me to continue high school abroad.I reasoned to want to live independently abroad.precisely in the country xxx.

I know father and Umi are disappointed with my decision.But I really want to find a new atmosphere.

I am tired of always being seen as the daughter of an ustadz, who must be demanded religious.At my young age I still want to enjoy this life traveling to various countries with my style ,enjoying this life...

while if it's far from family, right now when I'm abroad...

I'm free to wear contemporary fashion, free to come and enjoy myself.

Honestly I do not wear hijab when abroad but I still know the limits of my religious prohibition.For free association it is not in me.

I don't really like to hang out with anyone abroad.I rarely even say hello to my classmates.

when I go home from school, I will enjoy the beauty of the scenery in this country alone.

that's happiness for me.