
"What have I done? now what if everyone knew," murmured Arka while massaging her temple which felt very dizzy when remembering what she did.
'i, don't want to lose Ayarra, he's the only woman I love, but I'm not a breng*sek man who would casually go to another woman, ' Inner Arka.
Arka threw her body on the mattress and unconsciously she shed tears when she remembered the carelessness she had done last night.
He felt unworthy of Ayarra, even he would feel ashamed once he looked into her eyes. That was why just now when he saw Ayarra he pretended to ignore Ayarra.
As Arka was thinking about what she was going to do in front of her, Yumna knocked on her bedroom door. "Darling, are you sleeping?" ask Yumna.
"No, come in Mah! it's not locked either." Arka invited Yumna in, and Yumna went into Arka's room.
"What's Mah?" ask Arka.
"There's nothing, just a little question." Yumna answered while sitting next to Arka.
"Ask what?" arka asked flatly, last night's incident made Arka a little frustrated.
"Do you have any problems with Ayarra? because you were cuekin him, plus last night you did not go home. Did you guys fight again?" Yumna asked as she stroked Arka's hair slowly, she knew very well that her son was acting this way.
There must be a problem that Arka is trying to hide, because Arka is not the type of child who will act disrespectful like that.
Arka looked at the face of the mother, eager for her to tell her about what happened. However, Arka did not want if her parents would be disappointed, especially she did not want to lose Ayarra.
Arka loved the girl very much, even Ayarra was her first love. He loved Ayarra ever since the girl sat on the Junior High.
Arka would not be able to date Ayarra without the help of her sister Alexa, because Ayarra is very shy and quiet.
"Darling, asked why dream?" Yumna patted Arka's arm slowly. Making Arka instantly re-conscious, after a moment of daydreaming. Recalling the times when he approached Ayarra.
"It's okay, Mah, I was just a sauce just now" replied Arka.
"Really?" Yumna asked once more to be sure, and Arka convinced Yumna with a nod and a smile.
"Judah if you had gone downstairs and eaten, you would not have eaten from last night" Yumna ordered.
"But I'm not hungry yet Mah" Arka refused.
"No, just hunt down, or Mamah, angry with you," threatened Yumna.
"Jaudah, I'm going downstairs again, I want to change clothes first" Arka said.
Yumna smiled and rubbed Arka's back, then passed away leaving Arka.
Arka who was about to change her clothes was distracted when a message entered her phone, and it was from Ayarra, the girl asked about Arka's situation and apologized if she had it wrong.
"How can you assume you've got it wrong for me, baby, while you're the one who always makes me happy. Without you maybe I'm out of my mind" muttered Arka.
Then, he replies to Ayarra's message by saying that he will pick her up later.
'i know I was wrong for betraying you Ay, but it was all purely by accident, not because I was intentional, and I promise I won't repeat the same regret.' Inner Arka.
After replying to the message Ayarra Arka also put her phone on the nightstand, then immediately cleaned her body that felt very sticky.
In the bathroom, in front of a large mirror, Arka was staring at her body, the feeling of anger and disappointment suddenly came back and made Arka very upset.
Arka's eyes, back in tears, her breath hunting, her jaw hardening and her teeth grinding in anger as she recalled last night's events.
"No, I can't keep going, what happened last night was an accident and I should be able to forget it. After all he had also agreed to hide this from all family members, since this was indeed an accident." Arka cheers herself up. To forget what happened and act as usual.
Then, she resumed her cleaning activities and immediately went down to eat.
***
After eating and chatting for a while with the two parents, Arka returned to her room again. He did not enter the college today.
Arka thought back to last night, because she remembered the story from Neil first. If someone who is first doing se*ks, there will definitely be a bad taste of both, such as tired for men and if women will get sick.
"It seems that I don't feel tired in the least" Arka muttered with a straight forward look.
"But, there's no way he's lying, Nia, is a good boy." Arka guessed until she fell asleep by herself.
***
In the afternoon at school Ayarra was standing in front of the gate alone, while contacting Arka who said he wanted to pick her up and take her home.
But until all the students go home, including Alexa. Arka had not yet come, nor did Arka answer.
Alexa wanted to accompany her, but Ayarra asked her to go home, because Arka might be on her way.
Ayarra circulated her gaze with an occasional glance at her watch, this was already more than half an hour she was waiting for Arka.
While Arka who had just woken up from her sleep, was shocked when she saw the clock on the wall. He hurriedly got up washing his face, then went downstairs.
"Gosh I'm really late," Arka muttered as she ran to the yard, pulled out her motorbike and drove her to Ayarra school.
"Not come back yet, Ay?" doni asks Ayarra who just finished basketball practice.
"Yes, I'm waiting for Arka" Ayarra replied.
"But this is magrib, how am I anterin?" tawar Doni's.
"No need, Arka, come again." Ayarra refused and tried to contact Arka back. However, because Arka was in a hurry she forgot to bring a cell phone.
"It's quiet here Ay, I've anterin go home aja yuk!" Doni pulled Ayarra's hand. Ayarra was very close to him.
Arka who happened to have just arrived there while carrying flowers, for her apology to Ayarra about this morning. Misunderstanding when he saw Doni's hand holding Ayarra's hand with such a close distance.
Arka felt very jealous, he also bergeber-gebernya motorbike, making Ayarra and Doni turned to him. After that he passed them while throwing the flowers he was carrying.
"Arka," called Ayarra while trying to get close to Arka, but Arka immediately put her bike forward leaving Ayarra and Doni.
Looking at Arka who was getting away from Ayarra just budged, then she picked up a bunch of flowers lying on the ground.
"Arka, you misunderstood," murmured Ayarra with teary eyes.
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