
Lisa walked over to Ray who was silently staring at her. Anxiety in the mind continued to make Ray a little panic, his heartbeat began to beat irregularly.
"A-A-A-I'm looking for some fresh air around here baby. He was about to tell you, but forgot," he answered holding Lisa's hands.
"No way, you must be lying, where maybe the night people are dating like this, you who had reasoned to want to rest, but in fact what? You're out wearing clothes like this and you're in front of this hotel! You must have met someone, right? Never mind, I'm tired. You keep what makes you happy Mas, don't care about me," he said, releasing both of Ray's hands running away leaving him alone.
Ray doesn't chase Lisa away from him because he doesn't want things to get complicated.
At the sight of Alisa's matan ball, Ray believes she looks chaotic, agitated and sad. All of those feelings are mixed into one.
If Ray was chasing after him back then, he was also at a loss as to what he should say. It is impossible to tell everything that happened between him and Yuli.
"Ahhgggrrh..." (Ray shouted as both hands held tightly to his head).
Then Ray rushes home and cancels looking for a place to calm down because everything is messy. Arriving at home directly to the room, closed the door and tried to contact Alisa.
He called her many times, but not once did the call get answered. Even the chat messages also did not reply Lisa.
It was the first time Ray had seen Alisa so mad. Ray deserved such treatment, for he had lied to Alisa.
Perhaps what Ray has done can never be forgiven if Alisa knows the truth.
The next day, Ray went to work as usual. After arriving at work, Ray who was at odds with Alisa in the office hallway saw her eyes bruised, like a full night of tears.
Trying to get close meant to apologize and explain that Ray had done nothing that night. But Alisa's attitude looks a little different, getting colder and looking to ignore Ray's existence.
"This is in Mas's work environment, do not bring personal problems in the office," said Alisa entered the private room.
Found a cold attitude at that time, forcing Ray to try to think calmly and consider everything is still fine. Then went back to his workspace.
When the lunch break arrived, Ray again tried to invite Alisa to lunch together. But Alisa's attitude still remains cold.
"I'm still full Mas, sorry," he said as he walked into the break room again ignoring.
When Ray sees Alisa from a distance wanting to enter the room, he unknowingly sees a piece of folded paper falling from Alisa's back pocket.
Ray immediately walked over to the piece of paper, picked it up, and then walked away from the room.
"A poem?" ray's mind is full of questions.
He went from the office to the shop next door to order coffee while seeing what poetry Alisa made.
***
"After me."
~When your heart cannot love.
~You slowly go kill the dream.
~Everything that has happened, you have never tried to understand.
~Steps that are now stopped are unable to follow your direction, silent staring quietly.
~Now, no one can hate or love you wholeheartedly.
~Listen to my soul.
~Is that smile still up for me to look at?
~Your body looks further away can no longer warm my longing.
~Should my voice stop calling your name, love? now I understand a little who I sing for.
~Understand me, don't make me go away from the dream.
~If it happened later, when your steps turned to look for a heart, my love you would never meet again.
~Listen to my cries.
~Should my love not say hello to your morning again?
~Why doesn't my laughter ever miss you back?
~And if I knew you betrayed this love story,
I'll assume this love is just imagination.
***
After reading the poem, Ray's chest felt tight.
"Big and sincere is the love of a woman who truly loves a man? Why do I still doubt everything? What have I done to Alisa?" thought Ray in his heart did not stop staring at a piece of poetry.
A moment later, Ray approached Alisa. Searching in every room and without a word immediately embraced Alisa when Alisa came out of the room of the father.
"I'm sorry, I don't intend to hurt Lisa in the slightest, sorry," explained Ray whispering in the ear as both hands hugged Alisa's hips.
"That night this thought was so messed up that there was little trouble at home. I came out to meet a friend who happened to be in the hotel just to ask for his opinion. It's nothing more and nothing. I admit it was wrong because I didn't know you as usual when I went out" Ray continued, holding both sides of Alisa's shoulder and then hugging back.
Hearing that expression, Alisa immediately clenched Ray's body very tightly, making out the cries she held all day in the office.
"You're lying, you're lying, Mas's lying" said Alisa.
"I'm not forcing you to trust me Alisa, but what I'm saying is what's happening. The rest I'm sending to you to believe it or not" continued Ray.
The other co-workers were silent to see this. Hugging in the office at that time looks like a heartwarming story of a relationship.
"I believe you Mas. Please take care of my trust and never lie. I just want you to keep being honest with me no matter what happens," said Alisa choking around crying groan.
"Yes sorry if it looks wrong," Ray replies, peeping Alisa's forehead.
A little while later, Alisa wiped the tears on her cheek, "Don't cry, you're too beautiful to be sad."
"Women cry because their hearts are so fragile, Mas" he said stammeringly.
"Yes, but I-I
"But what? Would you like to make me cry again, would you?"
"It's not a concept either. Okay as an apology, how about we eat meatballs in the afternoon, let's go down to us to have children too?" ray smiled.
"Marry first Mas, you are, want to be good, hu, "lips Alisa Manyun.
"Yes yes, you're hugging again." He spread his hands before Alisa.
"Udah ah males, ntar you even more pleasant."
"Well, if you don't want to, let's tell another woman who's hugging." Back down both hands.
"That's right, ah!"
"Dear jokes, jokes, really sensitive, again flooded what how?"
"Yes, feel like eating a lot so strong continue if you macem-macem directly I hit," grumbled Alisa pinch Ray's arm.
"You keep getting angry, remember baby, the angel never gets angry." Pinched Alisa's cheek.
"That's a winged angel, if I don't have wings, it's natural to be angry" Alisa choked.
"Who said you don't have wings? The proof yesterday was never the time of the road, keep stopping by the market you tipped to me to buy the one with wings." Smiling with eyes.
"That's Mas's bandage, not that wing!"
"Don't stay angry, don't get tired of what?"
"Don't know," she hugged Ray back to relieve the anxiety in the heart.
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