Not my intention

11. Not my intention (BN)

Several months passed, since Aurel entered school, Dina increasingly asked for money from Adit. It makes Nisa feel uncomfortable and not like. It's not that Nisa doesn't understand a father's duty to her child.

It's just that according to Nisa, Dina is so excessive and very often asks for money. But Adit just didn't realize it. He always gave her whatever money Dina asked for.

It certainly makes Nisa feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable because there are other women who always ask for money to her husband. But Nisa can't do anything.

Sometimes what Nisa asks is not shared by her husband. Though he only wanted clothes and wear jewelry but Adit always scolded him. Nisa is deeply hurt and deeply hurt by her husband's behavior.

To Nisa's heartache, Adit was always more concerned with her son than Nisa.

Sometimes there was a feeling of regret that Nisa felt. Sometimes Nisa feels like she's in a threshing child.

"If I hadn't married Adit maybe things wouldn't be like this" murmured inner Nisa.

It was like the fruit that Nisa felt. Had intended to withdraw from this marriage but Nisa felt confused. I don't know what Nisa's gonna say to her family.

Especially to his father. It was Nisa who remained adamant to stay married to Adit. Since the beginning, his father has not given his blessing to their relationship.

"I'm sorry Nisa well, all of dad's words are true. Now that Nisa has just sensed it," Nisa said with eyes that began to glaze over.

Until I didn't feel the tears finally fell too. But if Nisa continues this marriage, during her marriage Nisa will experience this. Attention and affection that will always be divided, as well as finances that are not one hundred percent given to Nisa.

All of that makes Nisa so difficult in dealing with all of these realities. Nisa and Adit have not talked to each other since the debate about Aurel.

Feeling confused and starting to despair, Nisa tried to take the water and pray. At the end of his prayer Nisa recounted all her complaints to the Creator.

"Lord, I am tired and can no longer live this. Please give me strength and patience in going through all this," murmured inner Nisa softly.

Her tears flowed so profusely as she took out all her shreds. The tears seemed to bear witness to his inability to deal with all this.

But Nisa can't tell anyone about the problem. If there is a problem Nisa can only hold it herself. If only his mother were still around, maybe his life wouldn't be like this.

A few days later Nisa was able to live her days better. Nisa is not sad. Nisa also tried to accept all these circumstances. Even Nisa planned if she would just work.

Nisa tries to talk about all this to Adit. However, she still had to ask her husband for permission.

"There's something I want to say to Dit" Nisa said.

"Yes why?" ask Adit.

"I want to work, I feel bored at home all day," Nisa said.

"Oh if it makes you happy yes please," replied Adit flatly.

Hearing her husband's words like that made Nisa even more confident to work. Although Nisa currently has income from the results of writing it, but Nisa has not been able to spend that money.

From the results of writing it, Nisa will probably add to her future. After getting the green light from her husband, Nisa immediately made and prepared a job application.

Not to forget Nisa asked some of her friends who are still working. Nisa tries to find some names of her friends who are in her phone.

"Hoam, it's so sleepy. But I have to finish all this so that tomorrow can be used immediately," said Nisa who occasionally yawns while making a job application.

There are some applications that have been completed. Not to forget Nisa cleaned her workbench so as not to fall apart.

The next day Nisa woke up early. She immediately did her job of tidying up the house and cooking for her husband's breakfast.

"Eat first dit. Oiya after this I want permission to go outside to find a job," said Nisa Yanh opened the conversation.

"Alright but be careful on the road" Adit said.

"Yes ready" answered Nisa briefly.

After her husband went to work, Nisa immediately cleaned the dishes scattered on the dining table and immediately took him to the washbasin for washing. Nisa deftly did all the work.

Nisa was so excited because today she was going to start looking for work. Maybe by working Nisa will not be too saturated and have activities. After finishing all her work Nisa immediately prepared.

As per the information obtained from her friend Nisa immediately rushed to a fairly famous factory in the city. A factory that specializes in making clothes ranging from children's clothes to adult clothes.

Nisa went to use the online taxi she had previously booked. Not long after that taxi arrived.

"With Nisa's mother?" ask the driver.

"Yes right" answered Nisa.

"To abc street huh Ma'am?" ask the driver to make sure.

"Yes, pa is right" replied Nisa again who immediately rushed into the car.

Slowly but surely the car immediately drove according to Nisa's request. Along the way quite crowded by motorists and motorists. To get rid of saturation while in the car, Nisa plays her phone.

Nisa sees whatsapp status and opens Nisa's social media. Not felt because engrossed in playing mobile phone Nisa also finally arrived at a factory that she headed.

"Here you go, ma'am, is this really the place?" ask the driver.

"Well, thank you!" said Nisa who previously paid the taxi fare shortly before she got out of the car.

Feeling hesitant and nervous, Nisa tried asking a security guard.

"Excuse me sir, is it true that we're opening a job?" nisa asked a security guard at the security guard.

"Yes ma'am right," replied the security guard who immediately approached Nisa.

"Then can I submit this job application?"ask Nisa.

"Sure ma'am, please!" answer the security guard who immediately took the application given by Nisa.

"Later in the next few days there will be people calling for a job interview" the doctor added.

Feeling calm and happy because you can leave a job application, Nisa finally decided to go home.