Not Duda

Being a State Wife

"Happy birthday to Papah's son, Mamah. Cia and Fia are now one year old, son. Thank you both have accompanied Papah until now. You are Papah's spirit to wait for your Mamah to come home." the greeting and the blowing of the candles Bagas did was really heartbreaking for all the eyes that looked at the three of them.

Both Bagas' parents and Feli's parents were present to celebrate their grandchildren's birthday for the first time. Bagas in front there kissed both the child's face full of affection. The atmosphere of the mala was so sad when the old tears they did not all look back Bagas dropped because of the power to hold tightness in his chest.

The most painful thing for him was not being able to hug his wife's body one last time. Leaving without being able to see his body really makes Bagas until this moment do not believe if the wife has left. His mind continued to refuse if he was alone taking care of his two children. Although sometimes his subconscious justifies the departure of the wife who has been a year.

Seeing the daughter-in-law who was so fragile, Laras as the mother of Feli stepped closer to Bagas. She shed tears and then wiped them off quickly. Laras hugged Bagas tightly which was sobbing in front of him.

"Forget Feli, Gas. Forget about Feli, he's calmed down there, son. For the sake of Fia and Cia you must be strong. You can definitely Bagas, mother please be strong for the sake of the mother's grandchild." Laras can see the fragility that is very good to feel at this time.

Even the man rarely interacted with people including his family since the departure of the wife. If usually he is a very warm man if with family gathered. However, Feli's departure has really changed everything.

"Forget Feli stepped forward with Fia and Cia. They should be able to get their happiness with his father and his future mama. Come Bagas strengthen yourself, mother please let Feli calm down with his departure. It is time to open your heart to your children. Mom and dad are sincere to see you happy with another woman who deserves a man as good as you, Gas."

Everyone sobbed to see Bagas' departure as he headed for his room. He took his two children into the room. As usual Bagas would never want if he asked to forget Feli. It was enough of him to take very good care of both children. No, Bagas will not be able to if asked to forget the wife and replace with another woman.

Bagas' departure made the two families so sad. They sat for a moment to talk to each other. Laras was silent to see the action of Bagas who strongly rejected his words.

"Maybe a year is still too soon for Bagas to forget about Feli, Mom. We have to give him time to think things through on his own. Most importantly at this time we will continue to provide strength support for Bagas. If not, pity Cia and Fia who will be the victims." said the husband and Laras also nodded his head to hear that.

It is not expected that in a small town a woman named Dila Permata has been legally edited by a police officer named Krisna Mahesa. The two had legally become husband and wife after several months of statements from Krishna continued to get rejection finally Dila wanted to accept the proposal of a man she had just known a year ago.

Only a smile could Dila give, in his deepest heart there was a strange feeling he felt. Forgetting everything even by her own name left her with no idea what to do other than accept the kindness of the man who was currently her husband. Krisna was so good to Dila that she patiently continued to treat Dila who often had recurrent pain in her head.

As important as any work he continues to always prioritize Dila, although at the beginning only intend to help until finally there is a feeling of admiration for the tenderness of the woman he helped. Love that does not realize when it appears makes the figure of Krishna dare to express his intention to marry Dila. His spirit never faded whenever Dila tried to dodge.

The first night that Dila was most afraid of now finally arrived as well. His shivering body trembled because it was not ready yet explained Krishna. A pale beautiful face brings out a sense of compassion in Krishna. He slowly grabbed Dila's hand. It's cold.

"I know you're not ready. That doesn't matter. I'm asking to get married in the near future not just because of that." Dila's forehead was wrinkled in hearing it. If not for the obligation as a wife then what makes Krishna want to marry her immediately, thought Dila.

"Then because of what?" tanya Dila was so curious.

Krisna stared into Dila's eyes. "Because I'm afraid you're leaving me after your memory comes back that I don't know how it is?" I've fallen in love with you and want to have you, Dila. Sorry if I was selfish, but here I am." said Krishna with full firmness even with the words he made as soft as possible.

"Now sleep. I have to finish my work first in the workspace." said Krisna moved from her seat. His hand rubbed his head slowly and then in his kiss Dila's forehead deeply.

"When, your status cannot always be hidden from the crowd. You're an officer's wife, that's why there's a time I have to take you public." Krisna also remembered that in the next few weeks he had to attend an event held by large people. As an officer, of course, his married status will bring the name of the wife to join the crowd out there, including the wives of his co-workers as state servants.

Hearing that Dila was just silent, I don't know what she should do other than follow the words of the husband. Honestly, he felt he did not have high confidence to be able to perform in front of many people. Dila was so a very shy woman.