Not About Love But About Acceptance

Injured But Bloodless

Revelation awakens when it feels its body shivering from the wind. He glanced at the balcony where the door was wide open.

He forgot to lock it before going to bed.

After the Revelation finished performing the tahajud prayer, he lay back on his bed.

The revelation recalled his wife's words again

Verily Revelation does not understand what the husband means on the paper that his wife throws.

Could the Queen just be forced to undergo this marriage and make this marriage pretend, muttered Revelation in heart.

At first glance he looked at his wife to tilt his body to face his wife until he fell asleep in his dream.

***

“Why didn't you wake me?” The queen was stunned by the sound of Revelation standing right behind her who was busy cooking their breakfast

The queen chose silence with a look of dislike and resumed her activities in the kitchen.

While Revelation who feels in cuekin finally chose to prepare his own coffee in a hurry while glancing at the clock in his hand

“You dududk only, let me prepare.” Said the Queen turning off her stove

Revelation glanced at his wife and resumed brewing coffee in her hands.

Seeing that, the Queen resumed her cooking show

“Despite my attitude and speech last night, I will still prepare all your needs including breakfast." Queen's Speech

"You just have to say what you want to eat and drink let me prepare. Because I don't know about you let alone about your favorite.” Said the Queen while busy preparing their breakfast on the table.

Revelation continued to look at his busy wife wara wiri in front of him

Inexhaustible thought by him what kind of marriage wanted by the woman in front of him.

If angry, his words were so straightforward and poignant.

When in front of him, so firm and show his strong personality.

Not to be touched but filial intent

"Truly I can't guess what's on your mind Queen.. You're like a ruby puzzle that looks easy but is so hard I break it into the same color ." The revelation was very slow yet vaguely still heard by the Queen

Revelation continues to be confused with the attitude of his wife. Until he decided to eat breakfast and immediately leave for work because soon he will perform surgery on his patients.

In the midst of the journey, Revelation kept thinking about the attitude and all the words of his wife.

Until he was realized by the sound of a vehicle horn that asked him to go forward because the red light had changed green.

“Why is that woman acting so haughty in front of me. Ehk no, not haughty but sarcastic. Ahk is the same. astaghfirullahal adziim.” Revelation continues to monologue along the way

Meanwhile, the Queen who was busy fixing her belongings and moving to the guest room, paused her activities and sat on the edge of the bed.

He cried sobbing covering his face with both palms of his hands.

The flashback

Where the hell is he going? The Queen muttered seeing her husband come out of the room in a hurry.

She sees a cell phone lying on the bed, intending to pick up and overtake her husband to give him her leftover phone.

But her steps stopped when she accidentally saw a notification on her husband's phone.

“Well I'll wait at home. Let my wife and I be the intermediary for you. Later we will discuss in front of Abah and ummi ta’aruf that you live this.” reads the message that entered on the phone Revelation

Degs..

Like a heart piercing pain. He was wounded, but not bleeding. That's what the Queen feels

The marriage that he had originally received with a happy hope, actually turned around with what he expected.

“Not a day, only a few hours have passed, why is it like this.” softly while squeezing his aching chest

Not wanting to be known by her husband, the Queen rushed back to continue tidying up her clothes in the closet.

Sure enough, Revelation went back into the room looking for her phone left behind and left without glancing back at her.

The queen squeezed her chest that was getting more painful. Her tears slowly rolled down her cheeks.

He violently wiped away his tears while continuing to exhale to just neutralize his feelings

"Our Lord, do not make our hearts inclined to error after You have guided us, and give us mercy from Your side; and; for thou art the All-Giver (gift)." he asked in prayer as he squeezed his sore chest