Not About Love But About Acceptance

Not That Big My Patience

Both are not dating. Moreover, the Queen who had studied at the pesantren even though only during school holidays.

In addition to studying, the Queen intends to take advantage of her holiday on every Saturday week, even in the school smester holiday for things that are beneficial for the afterlife.

“Assalamualikum aunt.” Greet the Queen kindly

“Waalaikumsalam. Raka mama straight away, because mama there is an event this afternoon.” said mother Meysa Raka looked at the Queen with a look of dislike

“Raka, you know that mom has known Retno for a long time." Cynical mother to the child

"Even as Raka's own family. And you do not pretend to forget Raka if you are soon going to be her daughter-in-law.” Press meysa's mom full of emotions on her son

“Raka tau ma. Then Raka wants to introduce the Queen to mama today. Raka wants you to know the Queen before you make the decision to match Raka with Susan. Please ma.” Curai Raka with a face of despair

The queen who had been watching the two could only shut up.

He refrained from taking out a word because he felt the child's mother did not mention him too deeply.

“Women like this you want to introduce to mama?” point Meysa's mother at the Queen with a sharp eye to the two alternately

“What kind of woman do you mean mistress?” Finally the Queen was disturbed by Meysa's words

“Sorry before. I'm here because I was invited by your son."

"And I do not intend to invite your child to argue with his mother, let alone in front of my own.” Say the Queen straightforwardly

“And lower your voice madam, we are in a public place. Aren't you ashamed of being a spectacle of people?”

Meysa's hand clenched at the Queen's words

“I understand what you mean. And I don't know about the matchmaking you said."

"If I knew, I would definitely refuse this meeting.” he said staring at Ms. Meysa and Raka alternately

“Raka, respect your mother even if you feel your rights as a child are not heard, even if you cannot find your own happiness, you must still respect your mother.”

“What kind of woman am I in your mother's eyes who doesn't know who I am."

Raka smiled wryly at the Queen's words. I feel ashamed of it, of course, he feels right now

The tail of his eyes glanced at the mother who looked shocked with the words of the woman of his heart.

“I'm sorry, there's still business in the office. Thanks for the lunch invitation. Assalamualaikum.” Pamit Ratu later

“Queen, sorry mom. Mama just doesn't know you. I beg.” Prevent Raka from stopping the rare Queen

“Raka.. This woman is nothing compared to Susan Raka. Take a proper look, do not have the same manners of parents.” Said his mother with a mocking look

The queen did not intend to answer again because of respect for Ms. Meysa who is now a spectacle of cafe residents, even many whispered to each other.

Until the Queen continued her scale out of the place to her car and immediately left the place.

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“It turns out my heart is not that big, O Allah. Not that big my patience. It still hurts even though the woman's words have been tried to express. Increase again, O Allah, my patience, expand my heart to accept every problem that comes, with Your Ridho Rabb.”

With tears the Queen continues to mengunjatan the creator.

Wishing to remain in his privilege.

***

At 07 a.m., the Queen, who had been waiting for her parents and brother for breakfast, had not yet come down from her room.

Until finally the brother intends to go up to the second floor to call the sister

“Dek, waiting for breakfast how long?” Reprove the older brother when they meet on the stairs