
Deniza POV
I'm so strange lately.Gaje really anyway.I feel like gado gado gado gado can not I describe.So this morning I passed the poor polar man smile.Entah why I was nervous to meet him when Bryan picked up.Gue felt like a my boyfriend cheated on me and I cheated.
We looked at each other.My eyes and eyes he met.I swear I deg-degan and do not know what to say.Suddenly I mute and ga nyapa him.Abis I groggy and nervous.
My heart is beating faster. The cracks are not normal as usual. My heart seems to need to be on an ECG to study irregular heart rhythms, heart attacks and other problems. I don't know, anyway gaje. This feeling I have ever felt when traffic police conduct motor vehicle checks. At that time I forgot to take the SIM and STNK.Gue deg-degan see the police sir.Is this also in the category I fell in love?
Well, on this ngawur I am. Blame the poor polar lecturer smile it.She who has made me like gini.Otak I have been short of it since he stole my first kiss. Once kissed immediately ferocious and I can't dwell.Gue almost want to die of shock and shock.
Kiss the curse but the pleasure is always imprinted in my memory.Taste not willing to erase the memory of the kiss and the impact of my brain contaminated mind bawdy.Ga can be nudity bit directly bacok.Serem right me?
Almost every night I remember that kiss and because of that I have insomnia aka insomnia.
If you want to eat remember that kiss.When you want to learn also remember the kiss.When you want to sleep even more remember that kiss.When again watch Korean movies and there are kissing scenes, there are kissing scenes, I feel like a girl actor and the Demir guy.Well I'm going crazy right????
Yes I started crazy since that kiss.First Kiss I was stolen as my own lecturer, lecturer killer anyway.Since he was handsome like Dr. Gamal Albinsaid my idol.Kalo ga dah overdose my loss.
The effect of the kiss was me so not focused.Gue ga focus of the lecture and the impact I blom can inspire for adjuin the title of the thesis proposal.Otak I runa jammed and jammed ngalahin traffic jams Jakarta.Great I am not?
It is up to you all my values are strange and more.This is my first kiss.Gue is magnified by mother Arini with a strong religious understanding. Mother always forbid me dating and can not touch the opposite sex because of the fall of zina.
I've never been dating let alone a kiss.Mean once I got a kiss from a popular lecturer on campus reaction I'm like gini.Lebay and weird.
I was nervous to meet Mr. Demir especially since that kiss.Untung aja I am good at acting so that I can behave naturally every time I meet him. Honestly, Mr. Demir is handsome like an Arab prince, his nose is sharp, tall, the skin of a mature sapodilla typical of Indonesia, and rada-rada similar to dr. Gamal Albinsaid or can I say they're twins. Difference between Mr. Demir and dr. Gamal is a well mannered and friendly personality while Demir is the opposite of it.
Now I again nemani Bryan to see the apartment he will occupy during his stay in Jakarta.Bule it is not able to get far from me.Cielah pedenya I.Bryan looking for apartments in the area of Salemba also close to campus and close to my house.
I and Bryan are now in Capitol Park Residence.Gue was shocked also class CEO like Bryan took a residence here.Too simple for a CEO of a foreign airline company.Maybe his employees misinformed the apartment times.
"Babe. Is this really his apartment?Doesn't one CEO like you live here? Maybe your employee was wrong? Far from the impression of luxury lo." asked me kepo.Kepo and I two things can not be separated.
I don't want Bryan the handsome bule, blue-eyed I live here. Company period he gave facilities too simple for the CEO ?
"Babe.I asked.I deliberately choose here to be near everywhere.You go to the office, to your campus and your home.Is not this area included strategically?" bryan asked in English. He has started to speak fluent in Indonesian.Who used to dong his teacher...I´m...
"Oh so," answered me ber-oh ria.Bryan do not want far from me so.Ne bule long-long stick like Chinese glue. Tossing trus and don't want to go away
"Babe.Where do you think?Is this apartment good?"
"Good babe.It's just too simple for a CEO like you."
"I want to be the successor to Mark Zuckerberg founder of facebook.If a CEO remains simple," Bryan jokes sweetly.
Duch Bryan's smile is so sweet. For a long time I can see his smile.Maybe Bryan's smile there is alcohol content because his smile is intoxicating to me.
I have to be able to control myself.Pleaseeeee...devil goddess in me go far.Dewi angel please slap the goddess of the devil in order not to instigate me again.
"Babe.Are you okay?" Bryan looked at me strange.Pantes he saw me like that because of me was crazy himself.Not myself who usually.
"Ok babe,"gue maxain smile with Bryan.He pulled my hand to explore every corner of his apartment.
From the outside is simple.When I have entered the interior.The interior is very good and wow amazing.
Like Bryan had replaced all the existing furniture.All the furniture is luxurious and elegant.Decoration of his room in the dominance of black and white.Black and white is Bryan's favorite color.
Living room
(source: google)
I fell in love with the interior of Bryan's apartment.Simple but wow gini model apartment I agree if Bryan lives here.
"Where's babe?" bryan asked me.
"Good.Hopefully you are comfortable living here babe," with a sinless face I mentowel chin Bryan.Emang this hand I am a friendly rada (Rajin jagMAH) handsome guy.Especially a guy as handsome as Bryan.
"It's more convenient if you want to stay here with me," said Bryan slowly.
Well fucked up if gini.Bryan asked me and he stayed together aka kumpul kebo.Quite kebo aja that I collected no follow.My time is equated with kebo?Preet.....
"Sorry babe.Ga can.Kita can not stay together because we are not husband and wife.Germany and Indonesia are different.In Germany it is commonplace men and women seatap without marriage ties if here taboo and is a disgrace," I'm trying to understand Bryan.
"Do we have to get married so we can stay together?" asked Bryan plain.
Tumben nich bule straight and ga mudeng the same as I say.
"You could say that" I replied then."Babe mother Arini ngapin thank you.Makasih has been a regular donor love mother.Panti have no trouble operating costs again since your company donated."
"Same babe.You haven't answered my question.Do we have to get married in order to live together?"
Dugggh questions Bryan make me hang.Untung Bryan who talks if Mr Demir had fainted mampucus me.Oh why do I think the same Mr Demir again sich? Well the kissing effect makes me a complete.
"In my religion.Pairs who are not husband and wife should not stay together because of the fall of adultery and sin.So if you want to stay at home there must be a marriage bond.Well I and you are not husband and wife so we can not be together.Some I don't want my image bad in the eyes of friends for gathering kebo."
"What is kebo gathering?"
" The term given to men and women who live in the same house without marriage ties."
"So.Will you marry me?" Bryan held my hand.
What is bule? Could be my application because I want to stay with him.Who is a girl who does not want to be proposed, but gayak gini also times.My lamar time because I want to stay together? I look at Bryan's ridiculous behavior.
" Hahahahahahah," I laughed as if I was looking down at Bryan's silly actions.
Bryan's gaze was immediately strange when he saw me laughing.Ethat's what in his mind I don't want to know.Yang clearly he was ridiculous to invite me to marry so he can accompany him to stay here.
"Babe.I'm serious.I want to marry you.I've liked you for a long time.I am falling in love with you.I love you very much Deniza Sefa.I've been in love since I first knew you.I never dared to say this love because we cannot be together.Germany and Indonesia are too far.It is impossible for us to unite and live LDR.But now God is like writing a beautiful destiny for us dear.I have now worked and settled in Indonesia. I'm sure our relationship will work. I'm serious about our relationship.I don't want to date anymore and I want you to be my wife."
Jleb confessional love Bryan make me gawk.Gue not expect it turns out he put the same heart I.Hear Bryan's confession, Bryan,I feel hit by an earthquake.She managed to break my heart.Nah I am confused about my own feelings.On the one hand I am happy finally confessing her feelings, but on the other hand I am ordinary aja.Ga no euphoria at all.
"Babe why are you quiet? You like me too, right?"Bryan held both of my cheeks.
"Babe why are you quiet?"Bryan held both of my cheeks.
Bryan began to approach me.He brought his face closer to mine. My nose and nose he clashed.Gue can feel the breath of mint Bryan.Paras my lips and he only a few inches.Gue deg-degan and my breath ngos-ngosan.Takan no sound between us.We drift with the atmosphere and my feelings the way Bryan treated me so gently and differently with the attitude of the polar man.Well again he appeared in my memory.
Bryan tilted his face.Seems like he will continue the action poked me.Seps memory chipok same Mr. Demir crossed my brain.Gue turned my face when the lips Bryan almost landed on my lips.
I see Bryan disappointed with my rejection.His face suddenly clouded. Instantly the atmosphere became awkward.Ring cell phone saved me and I immediately grab the phone and lift it.
Men Pole Calling.....
"Deniz you follow me.Don't forget to buy a drink.Location I share via WA," Demir said while deciding the call.
"Bryan I have to go," I said awkwardly.Alhamdulillah very much in the polar man called even though the command as good as jidat.At least he has saved me from a complicated situation with Bryan.