Not a Manduline Woman

Traumatized

Andini threw her breath rough, her mind filled by Danu.

Andini looked uninspired for today.There was a sense of uneasiness in the recesses of his heart, on the way home Andini more silent, more silent,while Papa Anto and mama Ratih looked so happy, the driving father was seen smiling when he heard mama Ratih singing papa Anto's favorite old song.

Though usually mama Ratih always ranting that papa Anto sing, but today mama Ratih looks very enjoy the song.

Andini closed her eyes, trying to fix the tightness in her heart.

But suddenly "Braaaaaakkk", the loud clashing sound stopped the song of mama ratih,andini's body bounced forward as hard as it could.Andini opened his eyes quickly.See their car was already on the edge of the abyss.Flowing fresh blood from the heads of mama Ratih and papa Anto.

Andini's body trembled, her legs felt limp and Andini's voice seemed to disappear instantly.Mama Ratih had a smile to see andini approaching him.There are no words anything left, no words left,it turns out that the song was the last voice of mama Ratih.And the smile that was seen from the face of papa Anto was also his last smile.

Andini looked at the two people who are very dear to her.Their journey right in front of Andini, Andini still hopes what happened in front of her is a dream.

Both of Andini's hands touched his cheeks, he realized that this was not a dream when many citizens began to come.

"aaaaaaaaaa uuuuuwwaaaaaaa uuuwwaaaaaaaa Andini cried so badly, seeing papa Anto and mama Ratih picked up by the citizens.

The tears continued to fall so rapidly, seeing papa Anto and mama Ratih lifted into the ambulance.

The car accident, which claimed the lives of both Andini's parents, brought a deep trauma to Andini.

Since that day Andini seemed to close himself.Today only Andra is the only family he miliiki.

"Where is your situation?", asked Danu touching andra's shoulder.

"Andini was so shocked, she didn't want to say anything" Andra rubbed her face.

"Where is he now?" asked Danu curiously.

'' There is inside the no 2 nursery room, replied Andra again rubbing her face, holding tightness inside the chest.

Wanting to feel Andra crying roared, this time's experiment really made it almost uncontrollable.Losing two of the most valuable people in his life, he said,certainly very painful.Added again by seeing the sad condition of Andini.Suana like newlyweds to be the deepest sorrow for Andra.

Slowly Danu opened the door of the room, it was seen Andini sitting on a hospital bed with a blank look.Parent face and tears that continued to flow nonstop.Andu approached andini and grabbed her hand, and,seen some abrasions that now adorn the white skin Andini.Dengan gently Danu brushed the hair that covers the face of andini, but Andini is still dumbstruck without expression.Only a tear that is able to express all the pain in his heart.

"Now, don't be like this baby.Keep yourself, I'm sure you can pass all these tests", said Danu rubbing the tip of Andini's head.

"There's still me here Early, I need you so much, put a little burden on your heart for me.Don't torture yourself like this, haven't I ever said no matter what happens I'll still be by your side" Danu cupped her hands to the tiny face andini, but did not change Andini's reaction.Then Danu grabbed Andini's body tightly, her heart also felt tight to see the woman he loved changed like an undead.Andini's body felt cold, cold,danu's warm embrace was able to make Andini sound, "Uwaaaaa uwaaa uwaaaa" Andini's crying voice broke in danu's embrace.

"Cry as hard as it is if it can reduce the burden on your heart, I am here for you, we will go through this sorrow together".Danu tries to give strength to andini, but right now Andini only needs affection as a cure for all the wounds in her heart.

Behind the door Steven and Mela see the sincerity that emanated from Danu's face.Walau Steven was a little jealous to see Danu hugging andini,but Steven is grateful because Danu looks so loving Andini.This incident makes Steven sure that Danu can take care of Andini well.

Mela pulled steven's hand, and stepped closer to Andini.Heard that there was a person's existence made danu take off his embrace and wipe away his tears that had dripped.Andu wiped Andini's tears with both hands, and,and shrank Andini's snot with tissue without any disgust.

Danu broke down andini's body, and covered it with a blanket up to the chest.Danu continued to hold Andini's hand and rubbed his head until he fell asleep.

Mela and Steven chose to leave them both.Karna seems like only Danu is able to calm the heart, since earlier Mela and Steven tried to invite Andini to talk but did not succeed.But with Danu, Danu,Andini can make her voice even if only limited to crying.At least it can make Andini a little better until she can fall asleep calmly.

"Sister Andra patiently yes, we are very sorry for the departure of both parents" said Mela as she reached out her hand, and was followed by Steven. "Thank you, you are ready to accompany Andini since tdi, oh yes how is it now?" Andra stared at Mela and Steven.

"Andini has fallen asleep, it looks like Danu really loves andini and Andini also seems comfortable to be on Danu's side" said Mela.

Andra nodded her head, while Steven remained faithful to be a true listener.

Because it was late at night Mela and Steven immediately went home.

Andra approached Danu who appeared to be asleep on the side of Andini.Andini was asleep with a sloping position facing Danu and Danu's hand stuck on his cheek like a pillow that is comfortable for Andini.

Andra touched the new Danu slowly, slowly Danu opened his eyes.Danu looked grimacing in pain holding his hands that felt numb because it had been a few hours overwritten by Andini's face.

Carefully Danu pulled her hand away so as not to wake up Andini who looked very tired.

"You go home let me take care of Andini here" Andra said slowly.

"But, I still want to accompany her here, you're the one who came home.Isn't your wife waiting for you at home?" danu replied as he moved from his seat and touched Andra's shoulder.Andra just stared at Danu sharp, his little heart still doubted Danu.Give confidence to keep Andini is not easy, especially considering Andini's unstable psychiatric condition.

"Trust me Ndra, maybe my past is bad but this time I really love Andini.Andini is the only woman who is able to change my life for the better.I will definitely take good care of her anyway".Danu tried to convince Andra.

Finally Andra also gave an opportunity to Danu, with a heavy heart Andra left his sister with Danu.Considering that he still has other responsibilities that is his wife, his wife,moreover, he could not attend the lectures at home because he had to take care of Andini.Fortunately he had a wife who was willing to take care of the event to run very smoothly.

When Andra arrived home, there was a figure of sita waiting for him anxiously.

"Mas, how's Andini doing?" sita immediately welcomed her husband's arrival with a question that had disturbed her mind.

"Hmmmm she seemed to be very shaken, did not want to talk, only tears were unceasingly coming out of her eyes.In good luck there Danu, Danu's presence seemed able to make her comfortable",Andra was sitting limp on the sofa, he said,imagined where he often spent time with papa Anto and mama Ratih in the room.Shadowed the cheerful laughter of Andini when managed to disturb him, reflected when he played guitar and Andini sang with papa anto, and the song with papa Anto,imagine when mama Ratih often bring food to them.

Seeing the house recalls all the sweet memories with her family.Sita immediately hugged her husband who looked very sad, "Huwaa huwaaa huwaaa" in the arms of his wife Andra poured out his cries that were held back earlier.In the arms of his wife Andra showed how fragile he is today.

Sita tried to calm Andra with a touch of her affection.Sita was now unable to stem the tears, she said,as if to feel the same pain.Supposedly the wife would certainly be hurt to see her husband feel pain.It turns out the beginning of their household has been treated with a heartbreaking tragedy.

"Mas, sabar mas, mas must be strong.If mas like this then what about andini?, Andini really needs mas.Mas must be strong so that Andini can immediately improve as before.

Hearing the words of the seizure Andra immediately wiped away her tears, remembering Andini who had now become her responsibility.

"Please dear" said Danu while peeping the top of his wife's head. "Don't talk like this mas, it's appropriate for a wife to support her husband in the most difficult circumstances" sita hugged her husband and buried her face in the chest of Andra's field.

"Oh, where are you the same?" andra asked his eyes. "They have gone home this afternoon, because there is still business to be done there" replied sita while struggling spoiled on the husband's shoulder.

Luckily his wife Andra had a wife who understood him very well, while walking towards their room Andra showered his wife's face with so many kisses.

The night passed by so quietly.Andra and sita enjoyed their first night with a mourning atmosphere.While Danu was so loyal to be beside Andini.The love of Andra was so great, and,this was the first time there was a woman who was able to fill the entire space in Danu's heart.

Didn't feel the night was over, Danu washed her face which felt very heavy because she had to stay up all night.

Not to forget Danu sent a message to give that today he might not enter the office, Danu asked Beri to postpone all his schedule today.

After the dawn prayer, Danu returned to Andini's room.Andini looks to have sat on his bed last night.His gaze was empty again, even he did not realize Danu approached him.

Danu moves his hand right in front of your face, but Andini's eyes do not look flashing or turn to look at him.Andini touched Andini's wrist but Andini still did not react.Andini's hand again felt cold, and,it was just that there were no more tears on his face.

"Is anyone sick?" asked Danu while sweeping Andini's back.Namun Andini still silent silent mute.Danu continued to try touching and rubbing Andini's hands that were as horny as cold.

"Doctor said, Andini was experiencing psychic trauma due to a sad tragedy that shook his soul" suddenly Andra's voice broke the silence.Andra and sita stepped closer to Andra who was feeling anxious.

"If it continues this way, most likely Andini will interfere with Andini's mental health.Suddenly Andini will be terrified extraordinary, and can also be sad until like this.Because of the trauma he experienced,chances are he will have difficulty to sleep.If it happens usually the sufferer will experience excessive anxiety and possibility until hysterical".Andra was in line with what the doctor had told her.

Danu just fell silent unable to say anything, but in his heart was very confident that Andini will soon recover as before.

"The doctor suggested that Andini be taken to a psychiatric specialist.He needed some therapy to recover his mental strength" continued Andra while stroking his sister's hair.

"Even the doctor also advised to take Andini to RSJ" , Danu's eyes immediately widened to hear the word RSJ. "Sorry Ndra I do not agree if Andini is taken to RSJ, Andini is not crazy, he just needs time to be able to accept the stuttered reality in his life",Andra smiled to see Danu seemed to dislike when Andra indirectly called Andini was not sane.See there is sincerity that is painted from Danu's face.

'' Of course I can't take him to RSJ,but I also can not bring it home to our house because Andini will be more shaken when seeing places that have memories with papa and mama.Even my house near my office also has memories together papa and mama" Andra said staring at Andini.

"Then let me marry her" Danu said this time able to make Andra and Sita glare in shock.