Not a Manduline Woman

Goodbyes

Today is the last trial that must be passed by Andini.Hakim has decided that he really has legally divorced Bagas.

Although your hands look shaky when signing the divorce papers,but there was not seen a drop of tears that fell on his cheeks.Andini walked puffed up his chest accompanied by his lawyer.His attitude was so calm as to show that he was really ready to bear the predicate of the widow.

A middle-aged woman looked at andini lovingly.Slowly step andini approached the woman and hugged her "Don't cry mom, there's nothing to cry about" said andini while rubbing the mother marina's back,mother of bagas.

" Naaak, even if now you are not a good wife but for me you are still my daughter.Mother is really sorry for not being able to educate Bagas well.So your marriage must end this way.I'm sorry mother son...."

Marina's mother cried sobbing in light of the wounds her son had given to andini.

" This is not the fault of the mother, me and the child of the mother separated maybe this has become a suratan destiny for us.Important mother do not forget to always take care of health, yes,do not forget to take vitamins regularly.In order to keep the immune system of the mother strong " With a smile andini took off the embrace of marina's mother and wiped her tears lovingly.Andini rubbed the shoulders of marina's mother and left her.

A pair of eyes Bagas looked at the figure of Andini who at all wanted to look at his face.Entah why there is pain in the heart Bagas see the departure of andini.The guilt began to be present in the recesses of his heart.Women who had been taking care of and loving him sincerely now reluctant to look at his face.Bagas well aware how painful betrayal he has done to make him feel unworthy to be forgiven.

Andini stared at the divorce letter with meaning.Today she began to think of rearranging her life.Destruction of the heart that she could not share with anyone,make him feel do not want to experience deeper destruction.Today he must find a job to be able to support himself.Karna since married to Bagas he had to give up his job as a chef in a hotel and become the wife who takes care of the house and her husband.

Andini slammed her body on her bed.With the hand that still holds the divorce papers, the,he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.Shadowed where when he caught Bagas making out with his own friend.The shadow continued to dance in his mind.Uluh his heart felt so painful that he could not hold the puddle of water in the corner of his eye.

Slowly he opened his eyes and found the figure of the woman who stretched out both hands offering a hug.Andini immediately hugged the woman tightly and broke his cry.This is the first day and home to his family.Finally sick that some months he pendam himself as if gushing in the embrace.

" hiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkssssss hiiiiiiiiikkkkssss hiiiiiiiikkssss hiiiiiiikkkksss "and this cry sounds so strong that it fills every corner of the room.

" Cry, son, cry as much as you can.Perhaps only with these tears will your pain be slightly reduced " said the woman who was hugging andini lovingly.He swept your head gently.Hope his affection was able to slightly treat the bloodless wound in Andini's heart.

" Maaaaaa...hiiiiks hiks hiiikkksss... mamaaaa... why is my nasiksss like this maaaa hiksss hikss does a woman like me deserve to be hurt?..saakiiit maaaaa....hiksss hiksss this hiksss pain very maaa hiikss "

Heard Andini's voice so heavy,make mama Ratih was no longer able to stem his tears.Same sadness would be felt a mother if she saw her son hurt.There are no more words that mama Ratih able to say again.As if no words fit can describe the wounds that Youini felt.Maybe only the embrace of love Mama Ratih that he currently needs.

Andini curled in the lap of his mother.So the cry was still ringing in the ears.Ratih rubbed Andini's head.Seeing the sad face of his beloved daughter.Tiada stop Ratih continued to say a series of do'a in his heart. " Hopefully the rainbow will rise soon after the rainstorm "this is the unrelenting do'a he said when he heard the bad news that befell his baby.

Because tired Andini began to fall asleep in his sleep.Slow mama Ratih moved Andini's head to the pillow and pulled the blanket to cover the chest.Mama Ratih kissed andini's forehead lovingly and then left.

" Well, how is Andini? " ask Anto, papa Andini who is reading the newspaper with her glass minus.

" He's asleep, hopefully tomorrow he can be calmer" replied mama Ratih while sitting next to papa anto " Give him time to calm down.From tomorrow no longer anyone bring up about the bagas in this house.Be as if nothing ever happened.Help him to heal his wounds" said papa Anto to his wife.

Mama ratih throw her breath rough.Given the name Bagas, the man who has hurt his daughter.

" Pa, kok can ya kiara do as cruel as that.Padahat all this time mama has considered it like her own child "

" It's ma, already,not to be revealed again.A thousand times bring up also will not change the reality.Maybe this is indeed a trial given by God to our daughter.Every human being will be tested with his own portion.No need to blame each other.Ikhlaskan what we can't have "

" Hmmmm "mama Ratih pursed her lips.

Right in the middle of the night Andini awake.Slowly he rose from his bed, stabilized the ablution and then performed the tahajud sunnat prayer.Andini gathered his hands and offered his do'a

" O Allah, I believe your destiny is better than all that you desire,give the servant the strength to understand this as your grace.Yes Allah lighten the heart of the servant.Take strength to live all your trials.Yes Allah show you the straight path and give your prayers to your sinful servant. For thou art truly great and wise. "

Finished praying Andini recited the holy verse of the Qur'an hoping to find peace in his heart.

Mama Ratih opened the door to Andini's room slowly.See her daughter was reading the Qur'an with her body still wrapped in a face.Mama ratih smiled proudly to find her daughter Sholehanya.

" Sodaqallohul adzim "Andini glued Al-qu'an to the forehead of his nose and heart.After finishing tidying up the prayer mat and mukaenya tiara eyes turned mama ratih who was still stunned looking at him.

" Mamaaaa "Andini hugged her mother spoiled.Andini felt grateful because in this situation, andini was still blessed with a mother who loved her very much.

" is is is manjanya son sholehanya mama " said mama ratih while returning a warm embrace Andini.It is certainly true that the best love is the affection of a mother.And her warm space is the embrace of a mother.

" Mama tonight temenin andin bobok ya ma "whimper andin while stepping closer to the bed but still hugging the body of mama ratih.

" Ceeee i leeeehhhhh her pussy baby mama asks in boboin yaaaaa" said mama ratih while pinching both cheeks Andini.

" iiiihhh mama,sick tauuuuu " complained Andini spoiled.

" uuullllaaaa bayaaa baby gedenya mama, dearest mama,sakitt yaaa..sorry yaaa Iaaaanggg abiz mama getez tau.liat Sholeha ny mama most beautiful this " mama ratih said praising her daughter.Andini let go of her laughter which has almost 3 months disappeared since the incident she caught her husband.

Finally andini fell asleep again in the arms of mama ratih after passing some big baby scenes.Mama ratih rubbed Andini's head while saying do'a in her heart.

" Baarokallaahu fiiiki" which means "may Allah bless you "

Do'a that keeps mama Ratih inculcated in his heart until without him realizing he also fell asleep drifting into the subconscious.

The night passed with the warm love of a mother.Until the sound of the dawn Adhan began to wake mana ratih.Mama Ratih immediately woke Andini.But Andini just squirm and said "after five minutes more still haunting " sontak made mama Ratih's eyes bully and began to pull out her nagging style so that Andini immediately woke up.Mama Ratih pulled Andini's hand and pushed her big baby into the bathroom.

Mama Ratih smiled to see Andini who with a heavy heart finally according.It's like returning at a time when Andini is not married.Every morning mama Ratih always perform kidak in Andini's room.If you find Andini who is still sleeping mama Ratih directly pulling and pushing Andini into the bathroom.Mama Ratih feels like getting her little girl again.

After the dawn prayers and teaching, Andini decided to exercise in the morning by jogging around the complex.

With a headset attached in his ears, andini running around small.His view is empty without meaning.Suddenly enjoy his favorite Korean song, andini closed his eyes for a moment.

And suddenly "Bruuuuuk "Andini's body fell to the side of the road.His hands were scratched by the rough asphalt stone.Andini's calm face turned irritated when he saw someone who reached out to him.