Nonexistent

First feeling

"Hey, you know what his name is, if it's not wrong ... Amarie?" The girl laid her body on a bed that could fit more than one person.

"Tumben lo nanyain kayak gini, In?" Reply to another girl who is busy playing her advanced phone. The black glasses that sat on his eyes also reflected light waves directly.

"The name is similar, deh, to outsiders. Is he from the outside, huh?" He twisted his finger with a blank look.

"After me, anyway. He's the one who socializes the least, of course, other than Chaca." His hand moved to turn off the power of his phone, then he also laid his body next to the long-haired girl.

"Well, gini dong. I want more pussy about him" he chirped with a widened smile.

"The color he's been alone with Andhi in the UKS, huh?" He turned his body towards the girl.

"Mantep is also your information!" His ideal was followed by a rarity.

"Whatever." He rolled his eyes lazy.

"Lo secretly has sharp ears and sharp eyes, yes!"

The girl is grieving. "Say if you have any desire,"

"Yes, yes, Grandma."

"La\~lu?" He removed his sunglasses, and placed them on the nightstand, but his face remained flat.

"Explain what you know about the girl. Later the business of paying-paying it I will take care of tomorrow." The girl who had removed her glasses put on a slanted smile.

"That's, dong!" The thrill of stretching out the body stared at the led lights that illuminated this room.

The smile revealed a change in his attitude that was almost one hundred and eighty degrees from his original attitude. He laughs nosily.

"Rin, you're weird as you are, aren't you?" He looked at Rin with his eyebrows intertwined.

"We are partners from now on, there's nothing to hide anymore, right, Indi?" He raised his eyebrows when he looked at the girl—Indi—while smiling elaborately.

"Enough the bases, partner,"

"And I'll take this as an agreement,"

"And now tell me about the girl," she asked Rin with an unpredictable look.

"Amarie. She's one of those girls I don't know the information about."

"So you don't have the information. Free, deh."

"No, that doesn't mean I don't know about him at all" he got up to sit up and stretch his body. "Just ... hah .. he's the most troublesome."

"To the point, Rin."

"He's much more astute than all of you, don't deal with him," Rin glanced at him with a warning gaze that managed to silence Indi.

"meaning? Isn't he that cute kid, huh? Kenya bullies her often,"

"Gue regretted agreeing to your offer with your squatting IQ kayak gini."

"A classmate like her is the most brash of the underclassmen. You can trust a hundred percent of me." Further.

"Aish, from the beginning I believed in you!" Indi looked at the annoyed Rin who was sitting next to him—who was lying down.

"Who knows, right?" He tilted his head expressionlessly.

"But what makes you so irritated is the same as him?" A curious look he directed at Rin.

"He was ... just showing what people take for granted," Indi stared at him frowning.

"For example, you'll never think, right? if for example he knew what kind of relationship was going on between Uci and Andhi," Rin tapped on the soft bed so that the beat made no sound at all.

"Eh, you know what?"

"That's right" he made another smile.

"Gue knew it from Uci himself. But what about him?"

"Eat him. I only found out about it after I was told by one of my friends."

"If Uci was Andhi's girlfriend?"

"No. If Amarie was more complicated than he seemed," he sighed lightly remembering what he had seen in his own eyes.

"And again ... why do you find out about him?" Rin put on a slanted smile that made Indi's breath stifled.

"Lo was warning me so much that I would avoid the boy. What's wrong with her?" Indi sneered as he turned his gaze away.

"It's my job as a partner. If you get kicked out of school, it's hard to get the money?" He looked at her with a glare.

"Lo didn't answer my question from the start."

"Gosh, it's so complicated, it's dealing with this new partner of mine! This is a big warning! The information about him I can barely track!" His fists scratched his head like crazy from Indi's side of view.

"Amarie is .. the type that no one like you can trace. He is intelligent in any field, but does not show it. What do you think he really wants to do by doing that? Funny, right?" He continued with laughter, making Indi look at him with a strange look.

"Gue doesn't understand either, so I asked him ama lo. You're too smart or anything!"

"An ordinary person would definitely fight back when he was bullied, right? Then why did he remain silent like a fool?"

"Can't answer that, right?" Rin brought her face closer with her raised eyebrows excitedly. Just like a kid who finds a new toy to play with.

"Too me be him. I will fight directly. But because he's smarter . I'm going to fight him indirectly. More precisely with the help of someone else's hand," Indi replied stroking his chin thinking. He twisted his brain as much as he could, trying to think as critically as possible.

"But he didn't do it, did he?"

"Hm," he replied with a brain that is still not directional. Every memory tape he had of how Amarie was bullied, it all debunked his hypothesis.

"It's not just because he can't. But he also doesn't have to,"

"Why?" Indi suddenly turned towards Rin who was smiling full of mystery.

"Amarie has a deeper perspective on the kids here than lo or myself. He knew that if he was bullied, then he would be ignored in association, no, rather forgotten. See his appearance? She is beautiful, there will be many people who swarm her. He then erased his own existence.

One more thing, he's stuck with something so he can't make Kenya give up on bullying him, and I don't know for sure what it is,”

Indi nodded his head at his explanation, while once looking for the most logical reason. What could have held Amarie back from fighting Kenya. The result is impossible. If she was in Amarie's place, eating her wouldn't be so patient as to be bullied just for a reason.

“He's like a supporting character, huh?” He looked at Rin as if asking for an answer.

“No. But he made himself a supporting character and indirectly shunned Kenya. Though Kenya bully only because of the spite that he saved from far away for his adoptive sister, Amarie.”

“Oh, I understand. The point is Amarie is that type, yes.” Once again Indi nodded.

“And it looks like you want to use an Amarie, right?” Rin looked at him with a witty look that could not be covered up.

“You could say that,”

“Ah, I haven't told you one more thing,” he's snapping his own head in his abnormal style. “He is impossible to use the same as I get new information. Maybe he knows more than me.”

“What's so much?” Indi.

“Everything. Even down to the roots of the problems that exist in this school—SMA the most problematic.”

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The clock has also shown the number twelve. Some dogs start to howl for no reason. And the clouds are like black smoke that envelops the silvery light of the moon.

A teenage girl walked cautiously. Avoid areas that are affordable by CCTV. He prayed in his heart with a very slow roaring breath. Hopefully he won't get caught by his eldest brother.

Arrive at the destination. The teenager also groped bushes as tall as he was. He pulled the rope he got slowly. Miraculously appeared the ladder up to the top of the two— floor which is made of wood. Without spending enough time appreciating his work, he hurriedly climbed to the top. Go up to the balcony of his room.

He pulled the ladder slowly and placed it in its place. The teenager breathed in the dark. He pulled out a key and opened the door.

He just wanted to smile big. The light was on, and a grown man looked at him coldly. In his heart he cursed himself, why was he this reckless? His brother was smart enough to know his wits!

“Ka-kak?” He looked at me with a clumsy smile.

“Where have you been, VIandra?” That probing gaze pierced the deepest recesses of Via's ingenious wits. Suddenly the girl's brain became empty.

“D-from ... where?” Beonya with a paled face.

“I’m looking for Something, brother.” His eyes wandered in an uncertain direction, making Charlie narrow his eyes even more intimidating.

“What are you looking for? But don’t tell me because it’s not important now,”

“Do not speak English, Brother. Not that Big Brother Ken is ngelarang, huh?” He tried to make a cheerful smile.

“Do not invert this topic,” Via nodded small under her cold gaze.

“Kakak will give you punishment. You can't go out even once without permission from Brother or Ken while we are in Indonesia,” Via freezes, then looks up at Charlie with a look of disbelief.

“T-but brother, I would like to buy souvenirs too.” He whined with a pleading look.

“Later to buy together,” jam. Can't be bothered.

“And you Vio,” Charlie staring at the doorway. “You were also punished for helping Via. You can not touch the gadget during the holidays.”

“Sister is joking, yes?”

“Unfortunately not.” The reply was cold and then turned around.

“All your movements from now on will be monitored. If you dare to fuck ... you will be home schooling forever in New York.” His voice grew smaller with his shadow that eventually disappeared.

Vio's sapphire beads wander around sweeping the walls of the room painted pink. Also some items that look childish are still stored neatly. Like Barbie dolls, or Barbie houses.

“Now I have a problem because of you!” His his hiss with an accent that is still stiff.

“I also can't see him again, deh.” Sesal Via dropped his already powerless body onto his magenta-colored soft mattress.

“Dia? You mean the one that looks like you?” Vio drew all his anger when he heard the topic he had been waiting for.

“He's so cold! He also lied a lot,” said Via looking for a comfortable position on his mattress.

“You mean?”

“Then he lied to his own best friend, anyway? Very different when he talked to me, at that time he spoke without thinking long.”

“And he lied to her without blinking or feeling agitated,”

“Maybe because he wants to keep his best friend feeling. And who are you that she should respond to him with a careful attitude?”

“Betul also, yes. But I would like to nanyain where a good souvenir buy, but, uh, already expelled first.”

“You must have come to his house at half twelve in the night, right?” Via nodded innocently.

“Viandra I think you should apologize to her immediately. Your time makes him follow you, anyway?” Vio massaged his temple slowly.

“He didn't say no, kok.”

“Daddy must be angry if you know you went out in the middle of the night, loh.”

“Got going to, really. But it must be boring if at home continue without doing anything. I want to leave home and go to amusament parks!”

“Don’t you know why we cannot go to anywhere? It’s because of your fault!”

. .

“Hey, do you think that the night sky is so beautiful?” Ask that childish voice.

“Entaihlah,” reply others in the evening.

“That's because there are a lot of obstacles there that continue to accompany the month,”

“I don't care, Andrian.” That billion sound sounded a little hoarse, arousing the suspicions of the others.

“Do you hurt?”

“No,”

“Mama you didn't give you medicine, huh?”

“I'm not her biological child, and she doesn't care if I'm sick or not.”

“Hahahah .. You are so funny! Your mother loves you,”

“Sok tofu,”

“We are friends. I'll always know what happened to my friend!”

“Then why didn't you stop it?”

“Because your father loves you, that's why he keeps doing that to you.”

“You're too positive,”

“Someone who does not love others. Isn't the most effective way is to stay away from it and forget its existence.”

“My father hates me, which is why he did that,”

“Hating is dear,”

“Pft, silly.”

“You must be dead if he hates you.”

“Tsk, you don't understand this. Dad didn't kill me because he wanted to torture me all my life, and that too because of Mama.”

“Means he loves your mama. And your mama loves you.”

“I don't feel it.”

“Because you didn't open your heart,”

“That's not the direction of our conversation since the beginning.”

“I just follow the groove,”

“Serah.”

“But, what I said was true, loh.”

“But I don't believe.”

“That trust was earned after going through it.”

“That's impossible.”

“You can start by appreciating the affection from your Mama. Before he left the world.”

“If it happens Dad will definitely kill me soon.”

“Not going. Because he loves you and your Mama,”

“Unreasonable conclusions.”

“It makes sense. Because that affection grows gradually after being given seedlings.”

“You mean because Mama took care of me so she also took care of me?”

“Not. God, you're so stubborn Amarie. Your mother loves you, so she accepts responsibility to take care of you.”

“Then what do I need to do.”

“Become one of the stars in space. That way no one will ever leave you again. Everything will end happily.”

“Why not be a month only.”

“Because the moon is too big its rays, and it is not the light that comes from the moon, but rather the sun.”

“I don't understand.”

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