NINGRAT Between Him And Duda

NINGRAT Between Him And Duda
Tumben is Fainting...



Still Flashback


“My darling ... muach muach muach My words kissed the electric pole with the position of the body that turned their back. I wonder, whether Ning recognizes me or not.


I kept on fussing until I laughed like crazy, but he never came to me. It even just passed me by. They seem to be afraid of approaching drunk people, I thought.


“Ning dear... don't leave me...” I said in a slightly loud tone so that Ning realized that I was the man she always called mister om. But I saw him walking away.


“Ning my fierce girl, dear ... Muach muach I called her name in a louder voice.


Thumped


I dropped myself to sit on the sidewalk and leaned against the wall to get Ning's attention, and it managed to stop his steps even he turned around and seemed to be about to approach me.


I saw clearly, he was actually walking towards me with the look of a syock face. Until he stood in front of me and squatted down. And I didn't think he was holding me.


“Master Om...” His words were accompanied by sobs.


“He hugged me.. He hugged me.. This is not a dream, I can really touch it...” I murmured in my heart, with an infinite feeling of happiness.


The hug I missed so much, now I feel it again. I wanted to return her hug and say if I missed her so much, but my skit would get caught. And I'm sure if I'm conscious, she won't even hug me and just meet me.


My guess didn't miss, he cared about me a lot and even wanted to take me home. His disapproving friend was ignored, until he contacted Riko after searching me and found a cell phone out of my pants pocket. Luckily my assistant was always reliable. Until Ning drove me to my apartment.


He was so considerate that he replaced my clothes that were drenched in drinks. I went to bed just to make him linger near me. I really wanted to hug her, kiss her and tell her how much I loved her and missed her.


But my guts are so small. Especially considering he has been proposed by Singgih. Until I only dare to express love in a state of pura-pura sleep. And unexpectedly, he replied to my love statement.


“I also love you .. I also miss you a lot, mr. om..” His words sounded with conviction.


I couldn't help but feel happy, even if it was just a smile that I could see with my eyes closed.


God, I want to open my eyes and embrace her. But I prefer to still play and then snore. For fear that he will leave.


When I felt movement from him, I opened my eyes slightly until I narrowed. Sure enough he stood up. I pulled his hand so he wouldn't leave.


“Don't go... Don't leave me...” I'm back pretending to be delirious.


“You left me... Not me...” he said in a soft tone.


My heart was full of hearing it. I could feel his words describing if he was hurt by my words. I am the same. Wound, for having left you and disappeared without news, to the point of making you sad.


“I'm sorry..I'm sorry Ning...” I'm sorry in my heart. I let go of my hand, because I felt a rejection from him. Until he left me alone in the room.


I opened my eyes when I heard the door shut. I got up and sat staring at the door that was the separation between us.


“I'm sorry, Ning...I'm sorry...” I'm sorry to hold tightness in the chest.


I heard Riko's voice shortly. And again he did his job very well without the need for me to tell.


Tok tok tok tok


There was a knock on the door after 15 minutes I didn't hear anyone out there.


“Log in..” I'm sure the one knocking is Riko, my assistant.


“Nona has returned home to the driver, Sir..”.


“Good job..


“How can you be sure, Miss will deliver you here?” he seems to be curious.


“Because I know he has the same feelings as me.. Whatever anger he has with me, he will not have the heart to let me fall on the streets drunk I said with confidence.


Riko just nodded and smiled, she knew for sure my feelings for Ning.


“Riko... Where is my phone?” asked me when I felt my pants pocket and couldn't find them.


“Not it was used Miss to contact me...” He said and searched all the places in my room, but he could not find it.


“Sorry, Sir.. It looks like Mr. Daniel's cell phone is on Miss Ning...” said Riko thoughtfully.


I smiled as if I had a reason to see him again. And this time I will meet him in a conscious state.


“Destiny also sided with me...” murmured I smiled.


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Flashback off


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“So... that night you were just playing?” he said after hearing all my stories.


“Sorry... Ning....” lirihku sorry. There was a look of disappointment on his face.


He threw my hand. “Means all your words that night were just a lie ...”


“No Ning... I really love you.. It's a phrase from my deepest heart...” I tried to convince him.


“Long!!” he still couldn't believe it.


“I'm not lying, Ning...” I keep trying to make him believe.


“If you love me.. Then why did you leave me when I really needed you and left without a word? Do you know, how hurt my heart at that time.” he said seemed to hold tightness in the chest.


“I'm sorry, Ning... I was forced to leave.. I've signed a contract to London... I also left for your good and healing..” I bowed my head, unable to look into her glassy eyes.


“Means, now that you're back signifying you don't care about my goodness and health?”


“Ning...” lirihku looked back at him with a sad look.


“Forget me!! I already have a choice..”tapnya then turn my face away from my gaze.


“I can't Ning.. I've tried to forget about you. But the harder it is, the stronger the feeling..”.


“Free... You're too late..” He turned his body and turned his back on me. I'm sure because he didn't want me to see him shed tears.


“You were right Ning.. If that night my illness did not recur after I came out of the toilet. Surely I can prevent you from receiving Singgih's application..” I regret.


“What? You mean?” he turned back towards me.


“I was at that hotel, even at the restaurant where Singgih proposed to you, Ning..”.


Ning looked surprised again. “What? So you were there?”


“Ya... I was having dinner with my family there...”.


He looked back at me, as if asking for another explanation from me.


Ning who still looked surprised, said nothing.


“I rushed to the toilet, because I still did not dare to show myself in front of you, Ning.. And while in the toilet, I heard your voice behind the toilet wall, and I felt like I was hallucinating, until I didn't realize I was breathing gas and was coming out of the toilet.


“What? So that person is really you, sir om?” he seems to have realized my existence there.


“Iya...”.


“And that ambulance brought you?”Ning asked back.


“Iya, Ning..”.


He's smothering his mouth. His eyes were back in glass. He turned his body and turned his back on me.


“Go... ”ucapnya.


Deg


“He kicked me out?” my mind was disappointed and surprised.


“Why Ning... Don't you love me too?” questioning me.


“We are different.. Go, never see me again.. Let's just say today never happened.... this is also late...” He said without looking at me one bit.


I guess he'll return my expression of feelings like that night. But apparently, I was wrong. I'm too confident. “Could he not forgive me?” batinku.


The atmosphere was silent for a moment. No more words from the two of us still standing in the same place. Our mouths suddenly became silent, but my mind raged. It seems like it is too.


I took a deep breath. I realized I couldn't force my will on him. It's getting late, he's definitely not comfortable if I stay here.


“Alright, if that's what you want. I'll go. At least I feel relieved to have expressed my heart to you... Thank you for listening to me...” said I tried legowo, when in fact it was hard to do that.


Drt drt…


Suddenly my phone vibrated, accompanied by a ringtone that indicated there was an incoming call.


“Iya, Riko... What is it?”


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“Alright, we will return tomorrow.. Just take care of the flight schedule...” I said end the phone call.


I saw Ning still standing on my back. I'd better get going, 'cause I'm sure he's tired after the party. The longer it takes here, the more it hurts me, as well as I think.


“I'm sorry, Ning... goodbye...” My words then walked away with a heavy heart and carried a deep sense of disappointment and sadness.


“Maybe he is not in the destiny right for me. Maybe it is my fate can not be with the person I love..” I watered in my heart, continuing to step my foot, until I arrived at the door.


Grep


Suddenly someone hugged me from behind.


“Do not go... do not leave me again, hiks hiks...” His words were accompanied by sobs.


Deg


My chest rippled violently, I didn't expect him to stop my steps and prevent me from leaving. I stared as if I couldn't believe what was going on. How it can change in just a few minutes.


“I love you too.. I love you so much…. I won't be able to…. Hiks hicks...”.


Finally, the answer I had been waiting for was also spoken. Happiness is so deep in the heart.


I slowly let go of her hands that were wrapped around my stomach. I turned around, and I looked at her teary-eyed with my head down.


I wiped her tears with my hands. My chin lifted so that our eyes looked at each other. “What did you say earlier, hem?” I said I want to hear what he said again.


“I love you too, I love you very much, mr. om His words were confidently accompanied by tears falling.


Instantly I immediately pulled and carried her into my arms. Untold happiness, that's what I'm feeling.


I kissed her head so many times, that my tears also dripped. Happy tears.


“Please do not go again.. I am very tormented away from you.. hiks hiks” he said begging.


My heart was full of hearing it. I want to say if I am also very tortured to have to leave it in the condition at that time. Being away from him without hearing a sound or seeing it makes me feel like I want to die. But I don't want him to know I'm that weak. I'm a coward, I'm a loser who can only get drunk to forget the longings that torment me without daring to meet or just contact him.


Slowly let go of my embrace. He lifted his head and looked at me.


“Please promise me you won't leave me again. If necessary, take me away with you...”.


I was stunned to hear his words. I didn't think she loved me so much, just like I loved her. I can't say anything anymore.


“Sure...” I said and smiled.


He looks like he wants to look taller. I don't know what he's gonna do.


Cup


I didn't think, completely unexpected, he was peeping at my lips. My eyes looked up at the action. Of course I'm not in vain. I reply** and kul**hap his lips tenderly, until our lips are glued to each other**tan each other.


His hands that are** my waist, make me even more excited to be more mel**hapnya. I held the nape of his neck so he couldn't get away from me. Ci**man is getting more and more friendly. It turned out that her lips were so sweet and made me hot to hold ga**rah.


I slowly let go of pag**tan our lips are already the same bas**ah, for fear of not being able to control themselves. Breath was dusty, panting as if we were scrambling for oxygen.


I saw my fierce girl who began to aggressively bow her head. I'm sure he was embarrassed, either because he kissed me all of the time or because his lips looked broken because of me.


I kissed her with a lot of feeling. Then I put my lips to her ears.


“Tumben didn't faint,” I chuckled.


Bukkkkp…


“Aduh...”.


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