New Sheet of My Life

Sorry I'm Selfish

Jeff leaned his wife's head against the chest of his field while gently rubbing the woman's arm. "What would you like to eat?" He offers to make it possible that Jihan wants something. "No longer want anything." Answer her slowly. "Don't be too late Ma's grief. Irrelatation. Mama, this thing can keep getting sick." Said Jeff. "Eat yes. Papa is ready." He persuaded because from morning his wife had not eaten. "Yes." Yeah." Jihan answered making her husband hurry.

"Is there anything we can do for you, sir?" Tanya Bibi saw the arrival of her employer's husband. "Please prepare your meal. I'm gonna make some cold milk." Jeff replied as he picked up the glass and milk box from the cupboard. As usual he added some ice cubes at his wife's request.

Jeff ate both while feeding his wife. "Don't use broccoli Pa." Complain Jihan. "Yes. Sorry." The answer is to get rid of the vegetables on the plate. The man went back to feed his wife without vegetables. Since his father's stay the wife is so difficult to eat even difficult to sleep as well. At midnight, Jihan used to cry. This worries Jeff. He was afraid that Jihan would get sick if it continued like this.

After eating Jeff took his wife to walk in the back garden to relax. "Mama's tired?" He answered the weak arm. "If you're tired of saying yes Ma." He spoke again and was answered by his wife. Jihan was so irritated to talk made Jeff a little disturbed. The woman will only respond with a sling or a nod and very rarely speaks when it is not very important.

"Ma. Papa wants to talk to Mama." Jeff held his wife's hand. The two are now sitting together on a park bench. "Ma, Papa knows Mama is sad. Papa had also felt what loss was like. Mama is sad but don't ignore Papa and the child. We see Mama like this very sad Ma. If Mama is sad there is still us. Unlike the Papa who lost the entire family Papa there is nothing to be made back up again. Ma, Mama don't keep going like this. In addition to the dangers to the health of the mother also think of our child." Jeff revealed at length made his wife sobbing. "I'm sorry I'm selfish." Jihan was crying in her husband's arms. "No. My mother is not selfish. Mama just needs time. Papa knows everything's so heavy. But do not be too late in sadness. Already, now don't cry. Papa doesn't like it." He wiped his wife's tears and kissed her lips and eyes.

Jihan just finished her shower. The woman is beautiful with her dress. "Mandi Pa's. The clothes are ready." The woman's words approached her husband who was still chatting with Juma. "Yes. Thanks Ma. Papa wants to take a shower, Boy." Pamit Jeff kissed his wife and son.

Jihan with Juma approached Dika and Jordan who were busy with rabbits in the backyard. "Do you want eskrim?" Bargain the woman. "You." Answer the two compactly rushed to run toward Mother and her sister. Jihan then fed her two sons after they sat down. "Juma spoon only." The handsome boy gave his spoon to Jordan. "Thank you. Tumbens." Answer with pleasure. "Mother's bribe Juma. Jordan's sister's bribe is Dika." Jihan smiled as if there was a shrimp behind the rock. Juma gave his spoon to Jordan none other than because he wanted to be fed to the mother. "Sy base." Dika random randomized his sister's hair made the handsome boy was upset.

The evening of the recitation and the seven-day anniversary of Papa's death is over. All the guests have gone home leaving only Jihan's best friend. "What the hell are you guys making a fuss?" Tegur Jaffan looked at Juma and Jordan who were arguing. "No." The handsome boy replied, sitting with his mother. "I've entered." Said the new Dika. "Rabbit again?" Carissa asked in a nod. "Sell Ji if it's noisier. Or at the delicious satay." Celtuk Satria. "say what? You I want to." Jeff made the man apologize immediately. "Hehe Sorry Sir." Say it while grimacing.

"Son, I'm going home first." Mark hugged his brother. "His heart." Answer Jihan. "We're home brother." Zulfa hugged his brother-in-law. Jihan nodded then gave kisses and hugs to both of her bangs. "Let Papa deliver." Jeff said he would not let his wife go.

"Please take care of Jihan's sister." Book Mark before entering the car. "Without you telling me to take good care of him. Don't worry about that." Jeff replied firmly. "alright. We're home, brother." He rushes into the car. "Who does she think she can live well from?" Jeff muttered to see the departure of his brother-in-law. He knows everything. It was not Jihan who told him the name he was scraping info from his wife's best friend. His heart also hurt to hear the story of Satria for Mark's treatment which resulted in the relationship Jihan and her sister had stayed away first.

"Do you want Ma?" Julian came along with his twin and his little sister joined in. "What's this?" Jihan asked looking at the food her son had brought. "Asem kikil." Answer Jason. "You try it." Not yet his hand held a spoon She was held by her newly arrived husband. "Nothing right?" Ask the man to make sure. "Aman Pa's. Don't worry." Answer Jalwa. "Jaudah can." Disconnect Jeff. "Where's Ma?" Askthem. "Enak. Chewy." Say it while chewing.