New Sheet of My Life

Will Not Give Up

A middle-aged woman approached Jeff who was sitting pensively in the living room. "Sir. There's a shipment." He said while giving some paper bags to the man. "From who?" Ask. "From Jihan's mother." The answer made Jeff instantly aware of the daydream. Without answering the man immediately rushed away.

"Jordan." Call Jeff and knock on his son's bedroom door. "What's the matter Pa?" Ask. "Mama's home." Jordan smiled. "has known. Jordan just called Mama." Answer the teenager. "Come to Mama's house." Take Jeff so excited. "Mama's not at Pa's house. He said he wanted to go out with Juma but didn't know where." The man turned his back quickly leaving his son who was still standing in the doorway.

Jeff is in his office. The man called someone a few minutes ago. "Where is the position now?" He asked with a flat face and a cold voice. "Finished shopping Bu Jihan to the apartment with her son." Answer the man over there. "Hm. Why don't you tell me when he gets home?" Jeff pressed his tone. "Sorry Sir. We've been in contact since last night but not picked up by Mr. Jeff." He nodded in allowing. It's true there's been some history of missed calls from last night. Jeff didn't think it was important because Jihan's return if it was appropriate that the woman said it was today but somehow last night was home. "All right." The man ended his call.

Jihan was in the living room enjoying her iced tea while watching a movie after putting Juma to bed. "Who?" The woman muttered, hearing the bell of her apartment ringing. He rushed to the main door to see who was coming.

"Mama." Jihan gasped for a tight hug from someone when she just opened the door. He continues to rebel but Jeff does not care. His longing can no longer be contained. "Take it off." Grumpy Jihan. "Sorry." Said Jeff feeling guilty for being presumptuous. "How do you know I'm here?" Ask Jihan full of questions. "What the hell doesn't Papa know about Mom." The man replied smiling and then breezed away and went inside without any invitation.

Some moments of silence both equally do not talk. "Ma." Call Jeff slowly. "Let's get married." The man made Jihan sigh. He has given a rejection many times, but Jeff still does not want to retreat. "My answer is still the same. Than to wait a long time. It's good to find someone else." Add Jihan to clarify. There was pain in the man's heart despite being used to this. "Try me clearin Ma. Lack or that you don't like from Papa what?" He asked for an explanation. "none. You are kind and considerate with the child. Maybe the women out there will say yes. I don't know why I don't think I'm ready to start again. I'm comfortable with the kids." Answer Jihan. "How much you refuse there is always a chance. Actually tired. But the heart says to keep fighting. There's no word of retreat in my life." Said Jeff seriously looking closely at the beautiful face of Jihan who looked straight ahead.

"Ma. Papa Mama's number blocked, huh?" Ask Jeff who is sitting holding Juma while waiting for Jihan who is cooking. "Yes." Yeah." Reply Jihan made him cluck. He took the woman's phone and released her number. "It." Said Jeff putting it back in place.

Jeff sat Juma on the marble table. The man opened the refrigerator, took out a cold milk box and gave it to the handsome boy. "Yes son?" He asked in response to a nod. "May I ask?" Again Juma nodded. Jeff smiled drinking a sip of milk owned by Juma. "Enak right?" Ask Juma while he sniffles. "Nob." Jeff answered and then kissed the forehead of his future son with affection. Jihan saw the closeness of the two were filled. Actually for the matter of marrying children already said if they accept Jeff as papa. I don't know why she's not ready to go up the stairs anymore.

The three ate together after the meal. "The heart is still hot." Said Jihan getting some rice and side dishes for Jeff. "Thank you Ma." Said the man felt like he had a wife like this. "Yes." Yeah." Reply Jihan immediately sat down and ate with her son. "Juma if fasting comes?" Ask Jeff to open the chat. "Couthful. Juma fasting Full." The man nodded. "Great. Papa is not strong." His words made Jihan frown. "Yes Ma. Not thirsty and hungry. It's the first time." Jeff continued to explain. "Learn dong. The name of fasting is resistant to thirst, hunger and lust. Losing time with a child." Jihan replied with a nod. "The father wants this fast to be Mama's husband. Let it be guided." Jeff smiled at Jihan who was still focused on feeding Juma.