
the exam has ended.vania feels very nervous.how not today is the last deadline that zidan gave for him.mau do not want to, he said,vania had to give an answer to the question zidan a week ago.there was a bit of fear in Vania, he said,he was afraid that what he said would hurt his friend's heart, but he still said it because Vania did not feel like zidan wished more than Vania felt towards him.only limited to friends, no more...
a look of disappointment was seen on the face of zidan.vania felt bad for his best friend.
"sorry me yes zid, I can't return my feelings for you because what I feel for you is only a bond of friendship.not more.." said Vania heart.
"no papa kok van, I was relieved to have expressed my feelings for you.although my love is unrequited I do not feel angry with you.but we can still be friends right?"zidan looked at Vania expectantly.
vania nodded her head assenting.although she knew.there will be a change in zidan attitude to her after this, after she knew her love for vania unrequited.but vania sure this is only a moment, but she was sure,because after graduating from school.vania hopes that zidan will be able to move on and forget about it.
"are you the same barra soan?"ask zidan who made Vania surprised by zidan's question this time.
"we are just menemenan kok zid." replied vania..
"i see the end of this you're getting closer.I think you're already dating, and you turned me down because you like it." zidan continued
"degs..." inexplicably vania felt her heart wanted to be dislodged.indeed the end of this barra and vania become closer.even barra often play to his home with the reason to study together.although they have not yet become but Vania also know the truth in the heart of Vania there is an interest in barra.who the heck is the same as barra who is handsome, although sometimes cold.but also good, and can turn out to be very chatty and loving..
but Vania is aware, she is not comparable to barra.then she prefers to hide her feelings.after all maybe barra just consider her as a friend only...
"i went back van.makasih for the answer.you don't have to feel bad about me.I'm not papa kok.." said zidan left vania..
vania knows, Zidan is very disappointed.but what can be done.it is better to be honest even if it hurts,,
not to feel soon graduation day arrives.if his other friends are busy looking for a favorite university they want.other only with vania.because of economic limitations that make him have to quash his desire to go to college.maybe he will look for a job only...
"what did sir.bapak call me?" vania asked a teacher in her office.
the teacher invited Vania to sit down and give news that she could not believe.a letter stating that Vania got a free scholarship to continue studying at a favorite public university in Yogyakarta.
vania is indeed a smart girl, she always gets first place from sd to high school.no wonder if she easily gets a scholarship from the university.
"thank you sir.thank you very much."vania seemed to not believe what he got.he was very happy to finally be able to continue his ideals..vania has long wanted to become a designer.opening a boutique with her own name brand.vania does like to draw clothes even though it is still the origin of the picture.but he is sure.if he is in college,he will become more adept at drawing sketches of his clothes.
but he still doubted whether to accept the scholarship or not.vania could not leave his mother who was alone at home without anyone looking after him.indeed solo-yogya not too far.but if Vania really college there, you do not want vania must be kost in yogya.because it is impossible if you have to go back and forth every day solo-yogya.by that reason vania will discuss it with her mother first.
it turns out that the mother of Vania is a mother of understanding.he forced Vania to take the scholarship so that Vania can continue and reach her goal.
"but what about mom here?" vania said sadly...
"it's not necessary to think mother son.ibu can take care of yourself.kamu continue aja your mind.alagain yogya solo ga too far.later if the holiday you can look at mother here."
graduation day came.vania felt very happy as well as his best friend.even though they felt sad because they had to separate..adel will follow his parents to Surabaya and lecture there.so will rossa.who will continue his studies in Jakarta.they may be difficult to meet,,,, and,,
while zidan.unbeknownst to vania he will enroll at the university in Yogyakarta just as vania.zidan know although vania refused him, he will enroll in the university in Yogyakarta,but he did not stop hoping to get the love of Vania.because he also knew that the vania and barra are not yet so.even according to him it would be very impossible barra soan with Vania considering their different status.
after graduation vania home ushered barra as usual.lately lately they do look closer,barra's cold attitude towards all women.but if with Vania he behaved very differently.it made alexa feel more upset, but he was sure that they would not be able to unite.
"we stop here awhile, there's something I want to say to you."barra stopped the bike in front of a restaurant.
after ordering the food, Barra began to open a chat that seemed very serious..
barra's parents told him to continue his studies in America.mau how else, Barra could not oppose the will of his parents.because barra was their only child as well as the heir of the company and assets belonging to the family pradipta.
"before I go, I want to say that I love you vania.actually I have felt this way.the admiration for you, and no matter when the taste turned into love.I want you to be my lover..my time in Indonesia is not much.4 months after this I will start to America,and maybe I'll come back just for the semester break, so I'll express my feelings that I'm interested in you.I want to make you my girlfriend.but I won't force you either because I know that I'll make you feel like you're dating an LDR.
without me by your side all the time."barra explained to Vania his feelings.
vania was surprised by the expression of love barra.ia did not expect barra also has an interest in him.vania thought only he who likes barra in silence.but it turns out barra also has the same feeling towards him.
"but I'm just a normal girl barr, we're not worth it. I'm afraid that your parents don't agree with our relationship.are you sure you chose me as your lover?"
barra nodded steadily.Had him vania is the perfect girl.he did not look at Vania from her social status.but from the heart and nature of Vania which he thought was different from other girls.
"so what's your answer.vania."barra waited for the reply from vania impatiently.
vania thought.logikanya said that it is impossible because they are different status.certainly it will be difficult for him to be together.but from the heart of the deepest Vania said another.vania wanted to be with barra because he also loved her very much.
finally Vania was willing to be her lover.barra felt very happy.to the point of almost spilling the ordered food that had just come.
"when did you start liking me?"ask Vania curiously in between their meals.
"already since 2nd grade I admire you.you're an independent girl.strong, but I didn't say it..I don't know how to tell you.Sedang we don't know each other and even spoke a word before.I don't want to be mistaken crazy people who suddenly talk to you." replied Barra with a smile.
"it turns out that he has liked me for a long time even long before I liked him.Just like the first time he offered me his bike ride to school he immediately knew my name.when we were different classes,, he said,,impossible because he is a barra.man who became a prima donna in his school can like ordinary girls like."in vania
vania feels very happy because not only she feels love.but barra also has the same taste.but Vania also feels there is fear in her mind.because there is only 4 months left before vania and barra must be feel a long distance courtship between yogya america.not to mention the fear between the barra family who most likely will not accept vania because of its status....
will Vania and barra be strong through her LDR courtship?or will one of them cheat?will the barra family accept Vania?
wait for it to happen in the next story...