New Sheet

New Sheet
remorse



morning began to approach.vania squirms on the bed and slowly the land opens into his two eyes.Vania blinked her eyes looking at the figure of the man who was embracing him at this time.


"Oh my God, so what happened last night really happened" he muttered while looking at the figure of barra who was still sleeping on his bed.


Vania regrets herself.Why last night she accepted Barra's invitation to have sex.either because Vania loves the man, she said,so that he could not resist when barra continued to force him, but Vania also did not have the heart to see the condition of barra that last night looked so tormented because of the stimulant drugs given by Nada.


for a moment Vania was pensive on the bed.began crying over her stupidity last night.however, even though barra was the man she loved..but barra is also legal to be the husband of others.His relationship and barra is a forbidden relationship that does not necessarily occur.


Barra squirms, she starts to rub her eyes reassuring that the woman sitting in front of her is Vania.on her lips turned a smile.barra then sits beside Vania.seen the girl's eyes look red with tears.


"Van..kamu why?you're sorry about the incident?"barra asked while stroking the girl's hair.


"What we do is wrong, we have committed a great sin." said Vania increasingly crying.


Barra knew the girl's feelings.in her embrace Vania's body from behind.her head rested on Vania's shoulder.


"i know I was wrong Van.but I promise, I'll take responsibility for what I did last night.I'll marry you soon.." said Barra sure.


"but you are still a legitimate husband mbak tada mas..how could you possibly talk about divorce.obviously it is hated the same God."vania chuckled, brushed off the hands of barra who began to embrace him.he tried to stand up, he tried to stand up,can't believe what Barra just said.


"you've made one mistake mas.take it semalem is a mistake.but please, don't hurt mbak tones again by asking for divorce.we assume last night it was the first and last." said Vania steady.


barra pulled the hand of Vania so that the woman sat back down.this time the woman hugged him tighter...


"i know I was wrong.Since the beginning I was married with a tone, I know my love already owned another woman.I thought after marrying her, my love will grow.but not vania, as long as I marry her,I never once thought of Nada.either the name of this relationship, but husband and wife is just a status that in reality we both can not fulfill our rights and obligations."


"I love you Van.I can't spare you.I don't want to lie Nada continues Van, I also don't want to sin by cheating behind him.I don't want to hurt him Van, Van,but I also can't lie to myself that I just love you the same."barra bowed.her chest was so tight as to say all this to the girl.


"i know what we did last night was a sin, but for me it was the sweetest sin I will never regret..if I had maintained my relationship with Nada, I would have also sinned from harboring feelings of love in another woman."barra explained her current feelings..


"with or without your consent, I will still divorce Nada.either later you will accept me or hate me, which is clear I will feel calm because fighting for my love.I am wrong because I keep marrying her even though I know, I know,my heart is not for him, but now I will take it off and fight for my love."barra breathed a sigh of relief, her decision to divorce the tone seems to have been unanimous.


Vania was just silent thinking about the words of the man.indeed divorce is the wrong thing, but surviving with someone we do not love will actually hurt each other.


"you shouldn't have come here last night mas.."vania lirih said.


"I'm sorry Van, I know I was wrong, but when the tone gave me the medicine, why did my mind just go to you,,though the opportunity was wide open.but I really could not..sorry."barra looked down deeply, regretted the incident last night again.why he could not hold back any longer.maybe because of the drug,,,


after all, maybe last night was not the first thing for Vania.the woman had even been fucked by many men before.although it was also not because of her desire.and barra, barra,the man had just had his first time in the relationship and he had no regrets because Vania was the first woman to feel his body.let it be a sin.but for barra, barra,it was the sweetest sin he committed, whether it was the same for Vania or not.


"i go home van.." said Barra looking at the vania who still looks moody.vania did not answer, he just nodded slowly.


"i love you van, that's why I came to you last night, so don't you think you're just an outburst because of the drug's influence.If I wanted to, I could've vented my desire last night on any woman..."barra stroked Vania's cheeks slowly, erasing the tears on her cheeks.lalu kissed her forehead and immediately picked up her clothes lying on the floor and immediately put them on.lalu passed away from the vania room.


vania thought, it is true what barra said.if he wants, he can sleep with any woman.even tone, even tone,his wife would not refuse.but barra prefers to meet him.Is it really the first time barra did the same as he said?or it's just a sweet greeting barra alone.elah.vania confused about his heart at this time.