Naughty Child

I'm sorry Faiz

HANI'S NARRATION

Forget what happened at that hotel. It was an accident, I thought. Even with that my father and I are getting closer now. All his family was shocked of course when father told me honestly who I was. Yes, I am the son of Doni Hendrajaya. Hendrajaya Group Leaders. At first I doubt it will be well received. But it turned out that my guess was wrong, they were very good at accepting me. 

I can't accept father's treatment too well. I asked her to be recognized as her daughter and she admitted it. Shortly after Mas Faiz married, I married a conglomerate boy. Her name is Helmi Joyokusumo, the son of the owner of Joyokusumo Group, a business partner of the father. 

Our relationship was fairly short. We met at a party. I was there because I was his secretary. I don't actually bear Hendrajaya's name on my name. And that's why we're so familiar. Helmi was very kind to me. Meeting after meeting continued to be closer. What I like about Helmi is that she accepts me for who I am. I was frank that I was the son of Mr. Hendrajaya and I was no longer a virgin. But he doesn't bother. Once I knew I was the son of Mr. Hendrajaya, of course he was shocked. 

Not long after, he proposed to me and got married. Hmm.I think the ideal guy is Mas Faiz. Ideal of course, the person is romantic, still remember how he attitude to Mbak Iskha. I won't forget all that. Although Helmi is not like Mas Faiz, but I am quite happy because she has perfected my life. 

The horrendous news came. Dad had a heart attack. I was the first to be in the hospital. The doctor tried his best to help him, but he could not hold on. His death was at 14:15 on Wednesday. At that time he was said to be playing golf until it suddenly collapsed. I have advised to eat regularly and maintain a healthy lifestyle. But it seems like his job is more important than all of that. 

The second person to come to the hospital was Mas Faiz and his family. Then followed by Mother Hall and her children. They came together like. The Hendrajaya family mourned that day. But I didn't see a single tear from Mas Faiz. But actually it's not so. I know how their relationship is. Mas Faiz still respects his father. He must have lost it too but he didn't want to show it to anyone.

FAIZ'S NARRATIVE

Ten years later since I married Vira. My father died. Doni Hendrajaya died and buried next to the tomb of Mas Pandu. Our whole family mourns. He left four wives and ten children. Koq ten? We have one, Hani. Hani didn't think it turned out to be my brother with a different mother. I hid his mother's name. But that's exactly what happened. Hani was looking for my father all along. His encounter with my father was quite brief but it was already pleasing him. And she is now married to the man she loves, also the son of a conglomerate who is the father's business partner.

At dad's funeral. My daughter is there. He brought a fourteen-year-old boy. His face is very similar to mine. Is he the result of my relationship with him? Even his name is the same as mine, Faiz. When he met again, he did not dare to look at me, just glancing at me did not dare. He hid his face with his veil, hid his sadness and touched her with sobs. 

I can see Mother Vidia, Mother Nur, Mother Laura embrace each other. They were sad that their husband died. I still have a true sin against Mother Vidia and Mother Nur. But they have forgiven me. I dare not look them in the face anymore. Even though they say they have forgiven me and know that it is not due to pure intentionality due to the influence of stimulants, I still seem to be inexcusable. I have never met them at home. When I met at a family event I did not dare to look at them again. 

But maybe after this I'll see them more often. Especially they are old. No one else can accompany. The madness in youth is over. The generation has changed. I don't want the past to burden me. Iskha is my wonderful wife. It can unite my family. I told him and Vira what happened to this family. She was beginning to understand and it was great that all my wives could understand our situation. Iskha has forgiven Sister Princess, but I have not. I still can't forgive him like that. 

About his son Princess, all this time father and mother never told. I just realized that the junior Faiz at the funeral was my son when my mother stopped him. 

"He is your son with the Princess" said the mother.

"Trus what does this have to do with me? I still will not forgive my sister Princess" I said.

"Faiz, don't be hard like that. That's the past. My sister has regretted her whole life" said the mother.

"But he's still inexcusable."

"Already Faiz, he now lives alone with Faiz keci All this time he lives with his father Princess. Not long after that, he died. Princess became a tea farmer all this time. She's miserable. He even refused all your father's money. He's changed now. He loves little Faiz, you understand now. Forgive her!"

"I still won't forgive him. Even if he dies I won't forgive him."

Iskha listened to my conversation with mother. 

"Sir,...?" wife says.

She hugged me. Her beautiful face smiled at me. "People of Princess Nda. He's lost his father, he's lost your father. He has not dared to come here because of you. He's been sorry his whole life. I've forgiven him Nda, Kanda should too."

"Why? He has done evil, his sin is unforgivable!"

"She, everyone is doing bad. And any living human being can be forgiven. My chandelier, for my sake. Forgive my Princess. Do you want that little Faiz to live alone? Kanda has given a lot of life for us, give life again, one life only to people who Kanda considers sinful. My husband, forgive him, will you?"

Iskha's face, her eyes oh no. I can't refuse them. She's too cute, too pretty. I must have fallen in love with that look in his eyes. My heart melted too. I took a deep breath.

"I'll think about it" I said briefly. After that I left them. Iskha and Mommy seem to give up. They just sighed. It seems they are desperate for my opinion.

After he was buried, a few days later we gathered at his house. A lawyer then read out a court decision on our inheritance. 

"Pak Hendrajaya bequeathed all his property that was divided fairly in accordance with the rules of religion adopted. For a boy's share twice a girl's, the wife's part is one-eighth. Then all company assets and company leadership were handed over to the designated heir, Faiz Hendrajaya. The will of Doni Hendrajaya. This decision has been established by the court and adheres to the force of the law."

Dad's legacy is huge. I'm sure his wife and children will get a share that is not small. I didn't shed any tears at that time. My father taught me that we will be strong with all the tests given to us. 

"Faiz, you still don't forgive me?" tanyanya while sobbing. 

I just stood there motionless. Just seeing him doesn't. I really didn't forgive him until now. I looked towards Iskha and Vira. They just look at me from far away. Iskha nodded her head, as if she said, "I'm sorry Princess Kanda's sister."

"Well, if you don't forgive me. But at least look at my little Faiz. That's our son. I raised him alone. Ever since you were so angry back then, I've been out of town. I'm aloof. Raised himself. Look, he's as brave as you are, he's as handsome as you are. I love him so much, I want him to be like you. He is also a devoted child. He's grown up now. If I have no tomorrow, I beg you, please take care of him. Consider him a part of your family. I will accept my fate of getting atonement for what I have done," while still sobbing Sister Princesses dragged little Faiz closer to me.

"I always look after him during the night. Looky. He's just like you. I can't forget you Faiz, I can't. The more I nurtured her, seeing her grow day by day, the more I felt sinful. I'm even more guilty of you. Because I saw you in him. Do you know what he said the first time he was a baby? He said father when he never saw his father. 

"Faiz, torture me as much as you can. Not my son, not him. He's not guilty. Please, love him. If you want me to go, I'll go. Yes, I'll go. This has already become my punishment. Dad punished me too. I really deserved it. Fifteen years I've been away from this family Faiz. That long I've been babysitting our children. Look at her! Lookie! You guys are like a betel in two. Similar right? Your names are the same."

The boy saw me. I looked towards him. Really like me. It's similar. It was like seeing myself in a mirror. What have I done? Little faiz. He's not guilty. I don't have to punish him either. Why does this all have to happen?

"Let's go, kiss your father's hand!" the Princess's Order.

I stretched out my hand. Little Faiz kissed my hand. He smiled at me. "I'm proud of my dad. Mom always told me about dad. Dad's a great man. I was always accompanied by a picture of my father when I slept. Mom always showed me a picture of dad, that I should be like dad, should be diligent in studying. But my mother said, if I meet my father, I cannot scold him. Because my mother was wrong all this time. Mom hurt dad. That's why my mother left. Mom said before I got here, I couldn't let my dad down. I have to look like Dad. This is a first-hand encounter with my father. 

"I always see news about dad. I've even cut out newspapers clipping news about my father, posting pictures of my father, my whole room with pictures of him. I have been very fond of Dad since a long time ago. Dad has given me inspiration, has given me spirit. I have always been proud of my father among my friends. I am not ashamed to say that I am the son of Faiz Hendrajaya, even though I have not met him since I was a child. It doesn't matter to me, maybe you're busy, maybe you can't see me, because you never tell me where you live."

"I was never a fat daddy when I was a kid, nor did I ever even get a bribe when I was a kid. I haven't even hugged my dad since I was a kid. Can I hug you now? My grandfather always accompanied me, he said that I should be a filial son to both my parents, and if I later meet my father, he advised me to forgive mother. I beg you, forgive me. I know you may not love mom. But at least forgive me, forgive me. If you don't accept me, at least forgive me. Because all this time it's just the mother I've had."

My eyes glazed over unable to be dammed anymore. My tears are melting. I'm moved....I saw Princess' sister. He's still sobbing. Yes, little Faiz is not wrong. He should not get this punishment. He's completely innocent. Oh my god, I was wrong. I'm sorry my little Faiz. Come here son, hug your father.

"Here Faiz, here!" I said. It was like calling myself. Little Faiz immediately hugged me tightly. The crying broke too. 

Sister Princess started to smile, but still while sobbing. I saw deep regret on his face. My two wives who saw this from afar couldn't hold back either. They know everything that happened to Princess. I told the story. That is a bitter thing. Things that shouldn't have happened. This is forgiveness, this is forgiveness. 

"Sister Princess, here!" I said.

Sister Princess still sobbing she shook her head.

"Here, I forgive brother, come here. In here!" take me. 

"Really?" tanyakanya.

I'm nodding. "Yes, I forgive brother. Come on, come on over here!"

"Faiz..," Sister immediately embraced me and little Faiz. This is the most moving moment. We broke up together. I can finally forgive my Princess. Although he took my life, but now he's given me a new life. Little faiz. My sins are forgiven, I forgive. 

My two wives hugged us. Today I replaced my father in control of his company, all of his hundreds of businesses. And even I have to manage my own company which is already big now. I don't know how I'll arrange it. 

I'm not like my father of course. I'm different. I will still consider Princess as my sister. I didn't marry her and she had to accept that there was no way she could love me. 

PRINCESS NARRATION

My son is grown now. It's been getting into the age of 17. When little Faiz and Faiz were walking together, I was like seeing a betel nut halved. I have started to accept my fate. My love claps one hand. But I don't want to marry again. My principle is to keep every man in the world a jerk except Faiz. My own biological father left my mother, my own stepfather his behavior was also depraved. But Faiz is not. 

I am so jealous of his two wives. Faiz gets them all, the women he loves. Faiz has forgiven me. I live with my mother again. He is old now. I filled his last days before he caught up with Dad. Because who else can take care of him? Icha is married, Rendi is married. I live alone at home with my mom. After the mother died, it was Faizlah who buried the mother to the burrow that was next to the tomb of the father. They are both inseparable. 

In the tomb, I saw three men. Dad, mom and Pandu. Nothing is eternal in this world. Just as Faiz's heart did not forgive me, he also finally collapsed after seeing little Faiz. Iskha has forgiven me for what I did first. His marriage to Faiz had 4 children. Vira has 3 children. I consider them my own children. Because in a lonely house there is no one, sometimes they stop by the house. 

Faiz led the company with his cold hands. The company is getting bigger and dominates the Mobile Technology industry in Asia. The father's company was then partly given to his brothers. Faiz is not a royal. Even though he is a person who is able to lead many companies, but he remains simple. He is not ashamed to eat at a roadside stall. Of course it has always been a scene and the better journalists always report it. 

I'm happy enough with my life. I just want to spend my life in peace and quiet. For I have obtained the pardon of Faiz. My happiness doesn't mean I have to be with Faiz. I realized I couldn't force her to love me. My happiness is forgiveness and forgiveness from him. That's enough for me. Had enough. 

The End of Story