
Nara could feel nothing but a mix of jealousy and worry.His wild mind invested thinking about things that made her claustrophobic and stressed.
'how would they really meet tonight?' thought.
'how if it turns out all this time they plan to reverse as a pair of lovers '
'maybe after his son is born he won't care anymore, and maybe he'll come back as a savage..'
his speculations tormented himself.
She dressed up, then she pulled her little bag like Nara was preparing to leave the house, she wanted to neutralize her tightness.
"Bi, I go first yes." said Nara to Bi Marni, Bi Marni was surprised because Nara had never gone alone.
"where are you going, non?" ask Bi Marni.
"there's a business for a minute.."
"Aunt memenin ya.." offer bi Marni, she's worried that Nara's going alone.
"don't bi, I want to see my friend.just for a second.I go first ya.."
"but not.."
"taxi I've been waiting in front of.."
"oh. be careful yes non, if there is anything immediately contact den Azka, or contact aunty." said Bi Marni still looks anxious, but, he knew there was a little quarrel between Nara and Azka this morning.
Nara went to take the taxi she had booked.
I don't know where he's going.
***
Azka is also badmood, during training with the team he looks unfocused.he is tired of hearing Nara's accusations, he feels Nara continues to look for reasons to blame him.
Budi approached, he knew Azka was in trouble..
"why?" ask Budi while thrusting mineral water on Azka.
Azka did not answer, she pulled the bottle of mineral water and gulped it down one gulp.
"you can't be like this. you have to focus on two things at this time." said Budi again, Azka was still silent.
"in addition to focusing on the competition, you also have to focus on the birth of your child. lest the problem at least make you stressed and trigger other problems.." advised Budi slowly, Azka still did not answer, Azka still did not say, he tried to accept the words of Budi.
Since marriage, Azka has become more mature, she wants to listen to others, far from her image, she is never willing to accept the advice of others.
"let's story! you also can not be damned problem lo alone.." persuaded Budi.
"what is it, that pregnant woman is more skeptical?" ask Azka, now Budi knows that Azka is facing a household problem.
"yes. yes, people say so, they become irritable, offended, jealous, suspicious.yes.." replied Budi, Azka again fell silent.
"why? nara's fussy again??" budi asked, Azka still did not answer.
"you have to be patient, do not compare our annoyance with his fussy attitude, you imagine.The Nara through the tough weeks at the beginning of pregnancy, he can not eat, dizziness is almost like vertigo.. you see the sendirkan?"
Azka was still silent, she tried to digest Budi's words.
"continue now, you see he is very tired of carrying your child in his stomach, motionless, difficult to sleep, attacked by insecure because it feels so ugly.. you have to accept that !" budi said the wiser and the more he touched Azka, he was embarrassed because this morning he was angry with Nara.
"not to mention, it will be fitting to give birth, said my woman, the pain of giving birth will not be imagined by a man, because only mothers who feel it, we must love and cherish them.."
Azka seemed to be able to calm down, she just felt guilty, hearing Budi's words made Azka impatiently want to go home and apologize to Nara.
"is he accusing you who are no longer the same?" budi asked, Azka just nodded then smiled, she felt ashamed of herself.
***
On the way home,
Azka buys a white rose bucket, she wants to apologize to her fussy wife.Budi's words feel slapped her. Shouldn't she scold Nara who is currently painstakingly going through pregnancy. even Azka knew that and she saw with her own eyes Nara's struggle all along.
Dlddd..
the phone is shaking, there's an incoming call.
Azka saw who called her Kalyla, she was lazy to lift it, she realized very well that Nara had been very jealous of Kalyla.
Hdd..
Kalyla keeps trying to reach him..
"hello Az.." said Kalyla at the end of the phone.
"yes.." Azka sahut short and flat.
"sorry yes." said Lyla, Azka did not understand.
"sorry why??"
"so I sent the wrong message, I'm so sorry I should have sent it to my manager, Shita.."
Azka still did not understand Kalyla's intentions.
'message?' inner Azka.
"what message?"
"lho.. You don't know? who did Trus read my message from?" And when I feel astonished.
Deg, Azka suddenly remembered to Nara, if it was possible that Nara read the message.
"oh. yeah, yeah, I was on the road.."
Heather. tuut..
Azka disconnects her phone, upsetting Lyla.
Azka immediately checked the incoming message.
It turns out that sure enough, there was a message from Aurel this morning. Now Azka knew and realized why Nara was acting tough on him this morning, apparently because of misunderstanding.
Azka felt more guilty, he immediately gasp hope to arrive home soon.
When he arrived home he was getting panicked, he did not find Nara at home, even Bi Marni was surprised, she also panicked when she found out Nara did not come home with Azka.
"so aunt had telphon non Nara, he said he wanted to go home with Azka. lhoo.kok now even so." said Bi Marni panicked.
"when did he leave?"
"last noon, I wanted to join nemenin, but he hurried to leave.."
No wonder how panicked Azka is right now.
He regretted having replied to Nara's stern attitude this morning, he was really sorry, even Nara was hard to contact at this time, she must have deliberately turned off her phone.
"Auntie try telphon to Mom yes. let me look elsewhere, if there is news, immediately contact me." said Azka who was preparing again to leave.
"yes, be careful, don't speed.."
Azka gas again, he rushed to find.
Worry mixed into one with regret, along the way Azka did not even think of Nara, a very deep regret approached her.
The first place she went to was Lulu's house, she thought lulu was the first person Nara would visit when feeling down.
But the result is nil, Lulu did not know anything about the whereabouts of Nara at this time, and of course she panicked.
"jeez Nar, the habit of saying love to say suddenly.." grumbled Lulu.
"but did you meet this afternoon?" ask Azka.
"yes, he had been to the cafe for a while, and he said he wanted to go home again by taxi. huh. lo where the hell.."
Lulu pityed seeing Azka who was hit by an overwhelming panic.
"gue go yes." said Azka.
"yes, I'll help you find it, too." said Lulu.
"yes, thank you.."
Azka no longer knew where to find Nara, it was dark and she heard from Bi Marni that Nara was not in her extended family home.
Mom kept trying to contact Azka, and Azka was reluctant to pick her up, knowing she would scold and panic.
Where did Nara go?
Will he return or maintain his ego to test Azka's patience.
Seriate.