
Memories are part of history, black is part of the white, happy will not feel satisfying if there is never a wound. All opposites go hand in hand, always.
Yura felt many things in her life that had gone on for a long time. Life is really like a spinning wheel, it undergoes a lot of rest but then everything turns into an essential well-being. Patience is sweet.
He used to be just an orphan who was colonized by his mother and brother. He had to bear the weight of a mountain on his fragile shoulders but he always faced it with maximum patience. He doesn't know his real mother, though, he lost his biological father at a young age until an unexpected event initiated a series of unrelenting happiness even though in conjunction with the actions of ignorant people who envy him.
I don't know how many tears have been shed throughout Han Yura's life but she also really can't count how much happiness she got throughout her life, right what Nara said, 'there's no way we'd be happy if we never felt the hurt!'.
2 Weeks before the birth of his first child ....
Yura walked from the right end to the left in a room that was designed with all the adorable baby trinkets. The dominating sky blue paint makes the eyes so shady and broad.
Tap ... tap .. tap, the heavier leg goes up to 5 steps and then back to the opposite side, one hand supports the increasingly protruding stomach and the other hand rubs the phone screen, and the other hand rubs the phone screen, I don't know what he saw there.
"Alodya! Aaah, less greget yes dear .. heum ... Zeus's? Haha, Mama thinks it's too strong too!" he muttered, it turns out he was looking for a good and interesting name for the baby. Yes, the past few weeks were just Han Yura's busyness, in addition to decorating her son's room, she was also busy preparing a name for him.
CKTT, someone opened the door and who else if not Arkan. Arkan seems to have just returned to training. He was still wearing his training clothes, aah it was him, Arkan's sweat was opium to Yura. Strangely when cravings returned, later Yura liked the smell of her husband's sweat.
"Sir Arkan, when did you come?" unfortunately, he stopped his pacing when Arkan came to him.
"Must, didn't you hear me open the gate?"
"It doesn't sound at all!"
"Again what? Looking for it turns out to be here," asked Arkan who immediately wrapped his athletic hands on Yura's shoulders, Yura immediately sniffed Arkan's chest, heum, the smell of his body is opium that he always misses every second.
"Do you have a name for Junior?" yura asked a bit up her head until Arkan could see her sweet face from above.
"Not yet, but there are a few things that could have occurred to me! I leave everything to you, Mama's choice must be the best!"
"Oh, I'm still confused!"
"Don't be confused, you can make a list, trus selection of some names that you like the most!"
"Well ...." Suddenly Yura grimaced making Arkan panic.
"Why?" He swiftly faced Yura who still felt something urgent in the area under his stomach.
"Nope," he denies trying to keep Arkan calm.
"I've noticed since morning you grimace like a gini, speak up! Don't hide if you feel pain! What if Junior was born today?"
"No way, the doctor's estimate is still about 2 weeks away! Aw ...." Yura was still trying to deny but then the contraction happened again. Actually true said Arkan, since this morning he began to feel contractions but still feels sparse and pause.
"Here ...here, sit down first!" Arkan immediately asked his wife to sit on the sofa in the middle of the room. Yura tries to keep looking calm, she doesn't want to let Arkan panic.
"Don't panic! I'm fine, just ..." calm Yura down but she felt the urge again. It is not true that this afternoon she has felt intense contractions as a sign that the baby will be born soon.
"Okay, okay, I'm not freaking out! You try the inhaler, exhale yes .. Let me prepare the items that must be taken to the hospital, we will go to the hospital now!"
"Now?"
"Yes! Try, what do you feel now?"
"M, a little heartburn! And, a waistache!" admit it.
"Swant! Tell me, what to bring!"
Yura looked up at Arkan who pulled a big bag from the top of the closet and was ready to prepare things to take to the hospital, Arkan was really on standby, happy to see it, she said, the pain doesn't mean much to see Arkan's attention.
"Darling!" wake Arkan up, and Yura wakes up from her daydream.
"Calm down, the contract is gone again! Don't panic, come here!" he then asked Arkan to come back to him. Arkan was indeed too panicked, it was only natural that since this was his first experience, he was really very protective and always reacted when Yura grimaced, she said, though Yura had received advice from the Doctor that in these times she will experience many false contractions, it does not mean that her delivery day will occur that day.
"Don't panic how to try, since morning you're in pain, but you're quiet! I don't want anything bad to happen to you!" arkan said then crouched down right in front of Yura who flew flattered all the way to the clouds.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to panic you! But, yes indeed, lately I felt it, it was nothing! I know when the time has come, the pain is not just ordinary pain, but, I have prepared everything, soul, heart and body! Please, don't panic anymore!" yura said trying to give understanding to her husband who started over thinking.
Arkan sighed, he looked at Han Yura's fractured smile and he started to feel calm. Yura's smile made her very calm.
"You don't mess around baby, don't make your mama hurt ya" whispered Arkan while playing around with Han Yura's stomach.
"Yes Papa! You don't have to panic, Mama is strong, she's ready to welcome my birth, maybe two more weeks!" Yura replied full of jokes. They laugh again.
"Yes, eat yuk! What if we eat out, what do you want to eat?" bring Arkan.
"What yes? Hey, what the hell!"
"Yes, Yuk!" Arkan helped Yura get up slowly, very carefully.
"Dude, hold!" Again and again, it seemed like the doctor's estimate would miss. Yura even felt the urge again, even now the pain was getting stronger. He held onto Arkan tightly, there was one pain he felt for the first time.
"Just wait until it's gone!" muttered Yura who seemed to have been unable to step again, like there was a grip on her waist area, the pain was certain.
"We call Mama?" arkan's suggestion, Yura just nodded, now that he gave up, the pain was getting stronger.
And Nara came swiftly, not until 45 minutes, she had reached the house of her son and daughter-in-law who was in pain sitting limp on the sofa in the living room.
"You've been feeling it since morning?" nara asked as she stroked Yura's waist, Yura was comfortable with that elusan, Yura just nodded.
"Now it's getting intense? No pauses?"
"Hum!"
"Yes already, Arkan! Prepare car! You take Yura to the hospital first, let Mama prepare the luggage!"
"Back Ma!"
A day full of panic. Although Arkan's hand shook so much, he was able to drive smoothly through the streets of the Capital City.
One hour, even 3 hours ....
Nara, Azka and Bi Marni have not heard from inside the delivery room. It really dejavu back, dejavu to the time about 23 years ago. In the past, Nara and Azka were in there, struggling to wait for Little Arkan to be born into the world. Now that cycle is back to spin, the cycle of nature that will always go forward.
"Kok, I feel more tense waiting outside like this yeah, than being the one in there!" nara said and she could only pacing back and forth, trying to warm her cold hot body.
"You know, in there it can be even more tense, I used to keep you until Arkan was really born!" sahut Azka.
"Well, you were on standby, baby! Your vain attitude goes down with Arkan! Aaah, really feel dejavu!"
"Every time you hold my hand firmly, the pain reaches my body! I don't know, the tension is incredible, more tense than facing anything!" said Azka still reminiscing. Nara begins to tense up again, her anxiety unravels as Azka builds up the topic of conversation full of memories.
"And your presence beside my gurney gave me great strength until I was finally able to push little Arkan strong, aaah, heartwarming times!"
"Han Yura can do it too! You are both strong!"
"Yes, Yura can do it! Come dear Yura, give up your strength, soon immeasurable happiness will be born from within your womb! Strong darling!" hope Nara's wrapped in do'a. Azka embraces Nara to keep her calm.
"Geez, last Aunt felt like this, yes when Den Arkan was born, then Auntie was waiting for her Mother's Father Den Azka! Yes aampuun, really feel back to that time!" said Bi Marni, no less nervous.
"Yes Bi, time is going very fast huh, no feeling!"
That's it ....
The crying sound of the baby was already heard loudly from inside the room. The crying was so loud that it made Nara and Azka and Bi Marni's hearts full, even Nara was powerless until the tears just rolled on her cheeks, as well as Bi Marni. They experience strong emotions, emotions of happiness.
"Born baby, our grandchildren are born!" nara said with great joy.
"Yes, that's it!"
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"Oh my god, Mama tuh kayak into the hallway time you know, Mama's granddaughter why it looks so much like you when baby love ...."
The whole room feels like a rainbow of colors. It was the birth of junior Arkan that gave the color. No one is unhappy at midnight. No one was sleepy anyway, too unfortunate to miss the moment of staring at the tiny baby in a cradle that had just passed Yura's struggle for hours in the delivery room.
Nara and Azka and Bi Marni were staring at him, while Yura and Arkan were staring at him from the gurney where Yura was sitting relaxed.
"Im so Speechless!" arkan.
"happy?" tanyakanya.
"Yes! Very!"
"Huh, it feels ... never imagined before it would come to this happiness!"
"Yes, and you who give me this immeasurable happiness! Thanks yeah!"
"Yes, equally! Thank you for making my life even happier!"
"Anything for you!"
"I love you, brother!"
"I'm more, I'm more than just loving! You ... and our son, everything to me!" Kiss, Arkan kissed Yura's forehead.
The long journey will continue but for sure now only happiness is felt, there is no room for other feelings.
Arkan, Yura and their son had become complete. They will leave bad memories in the past and then, of course, will be ahead of new happiness there.
They're really life happy ever after.