
After finishing the congregational dawn prayer, my two children chose to sit in the living room while watching a YouTube video on their mobile phones.
I keep watching those who are cool to laugh a few times, maybe they are enjoying a movie they like.
For a few moments keenan looked at me who was standing in front of the door of the room who continued to pay attention to them, but it did not last for only a few seconds and then he returned to focus on staring at the phone screen.
"Huuft.".I took a deep breath and then with an uneasy heart ventured to approach them.
"Darling..What are you doing?".how am I saying stale to steal their attention
"We're watching mah's car, you know you want to see?".kevin said with a smile on me and shifted a little phone towards me.Yang made Keenan face turned into gloomy.
"No, you guys watch! mamah just wants to sit with you here".
"OK mah!".pronounce kevin and move the phone back toward keenan
"No brother! keenan did not want to see".his words arrived
"Why deck? this is so good to know! watch the car fall into the mud"
"No want brother! keenan wants to move to the living room only!".he said as he got off the sofa and walked towards the living room
I who saw it felt very guilty, is it because I came to them to make the desire to be uncomfortable?
"May? why are you talking about that?"
"Ah, no mamah no bengong! come on now kevin hunted samperin keenan there! kasian him"
"But mah...
"It's okay, baby"
"Let's go and see Samperin keenan, continue watching"
"Yes, mah! kevin to keenan first yes mah".sapnya then ran a little towards the keenan who is now sitting on the sofa with a moody face!
"Why ma'am?".he asked ardi to come over to me and sit right next to me
"You saw that, right? keenan is like getting away from me"
"I'm worried if this keeps getting late, I'm afraid he'll stay away from me for a long time".I said in an anxious tone while squeezing my finger
"Will it be that bad, ma'am? I don't think that's gonna happen! I mean, keenan is the child of ma'am mayang and ma'am mayang itself is his mother"
"I'm sure in a few hours he'll come back to Bu Mayang!".
"I hope what you say is true! I'm so worried about it not being more!"
"Yes mom, I totally understand that! I also understand what you're feeling right now must be very unpleasant and it feels very different"
"Then? what should I do now at? please give me a solution".ask me while looking at his face
"For now, you better not do anything! let keenan continue like that for today."
"And if until tomorrow his behavior remains that way, then we will immediately think about how and the solution"
After Ardi said that to me, we no longer continued the chat.I chose to be quiet while thinking of ways to keep keenan back close to me.
Slowly but surely, I have found 1 way to make it not moody anymore.
"Ah that.iya ma'am still there! all the ingredients are in the cupboard, I only use a little while making bread yesterday"
"Well, then I'll go straight to the kitchen and make pancakes for the keenan, she'll love it".
"Indeed they like bu pancakes?".asked ardi who made me a little astonished
"Sure, they really liked that food!why indeed? don't you like it too?
Ardi shook his head slowly while he heard an indistinct grin."No ma mayang! I don't like it"
"Then I changed the menu to fried rice only"
"How's it?"
"If that's what I like, ma'am hehehe......"
Hearing his approval I immediately sauntered towards the kitchen and immediately cooked fried rice for our breakfast this time.
About 30 minutes now my fried rice has been served on the dining table.
"Kevin, keenan let's have breakfast first!".yelling me calling them from earlier still faithful focus staring at the screen of the phone.
"Shortly mah! nanggung nih again exciting".sahut kevin
"Now baby! we have to hurry because om ardi will take us to go to the village"
Hearing my words just now, Kevin immediately ran towards me.
"Are we really going to the village?".just enthusiastic
"Dear, we'll be there after breakfast"
"Keenan come here baby, make it a good breakfast!"
"Keenan?".yell me again but the boy did not flinch at all
"Let me ma'am!".sahut ardi who just came out of the bathroom and immediately walked towards keenan
Keep looking at it from here, it looks like Ardi is talking to keenan but my son just shook his head.
"Come!".ardi who has now risen from the sofa and tried to stall his hand hoping keenan will reach him.
"No om! keenan did not want to".he said like he wanted to cry
I who saw it quickly went straight to him and died kevin at the dinner table, the color he had enjoyed his breakfast.
"Dear girl, why are you crying?".asked me and tried to get closer to her
"Don't mama! keenan was afraid!".his words grew increasingly obnoxious and inched backwards
"Fear?".I don't understand
"Fear why, baby? why should keenan be afraid? mamah will not hurt keenan!".i said my words that continued to try to persuade him but also did not produce results, my son continued to hold his head and away as I approached towards him.
"What's this on? why is Keenan such a fear of me? what's wrong?"
"I also do not know ma mayang".answer ardi with a lethargic face and then lowered his head.