
After the phone was cut off without any more ba bi bu, I immediately moved to the front seat and put on the seat belt,I briefly looked at the face of my two children from the rearview mirror to make sure they were safe.Then I turned the direction of the car running in the opposite direction with the speed of being split the road left right was covered by a large tree and also high.
The incident was enough to make my mind become chaotic, my chest is beating fast since earlier.Fear, fear,panic to both of them mixed it feels like very very unreasonable.I'm sure Ardi has entered the car with us then why is he still there? the question kept coming to my mind.
Now the day is getting dark soon I increase the speed because this fear continues to add to envelop my entire body.
"Dreeeeet..dreeeeet"
"Ardi?".my inner
"Hallo ma'am?"
"Yes ardi you're still there, right? I'll be here soon"
"What mother mean? where are you going, why turn around?
"ciiit"
When I hit the car brake "why are you asking me that? if I don't turn around how do I pick you up at the workshop?".I said a little annoyed.
"in what workshop do I not understand what mother means! I was here ma'am when I stopped the car suddenly because there was a grandfather who almost hit our car ma'am, then I helped him to get off the road.Not that I have told my mother"
"you don't have to play ardi!".yell me
"i didn't see you there at the time,there was no one there then you called me asking that I go back to the workshop to pick you up there.Then now you ask me to go back to where you wanted to play me ardi?".
"astaghfirullah ibuuuuuu".a frustrated scream from there
I didn't realize these tears were just freefall, I was so scared that I sobbed
"mom don't cry keep praying I'll wait here, remember my message back safely without one less with the child".
With a feeling that is not because I immediately turn around this car and then step on the gas pedal at full speed back to where it was.
"Make slow mah".yell kevin and keenan together
"sorry mamah dear you become awakened, kevin keenan hear mamah ya you hold on tightly while continuing to pray dear and recite surah surah that mamah teach you"
"yes, mah".answere them
my two children continued to recite the surah aloud enough, while I kept preaching in my heart and calling the name of Allah hoping for protection from him.
While on the way I saw a woman wearing a white dress with long hair standing right in front of my car,and it was inevitable that my car violently hit his body to make him bounce along with a splash of blood on the glass of my car that made me cry in fear seeing what had just happened as well as the second my son probably saw it all, too.
"what was that mama? kevin was scared of mah".yelling him while crying and adding to my panikan
"what's not, baby, you guys just calm down we'll be fine remember this don't look back well, keep praying"
"yes mah"
God, why did you choose to buy a house in a place like this? what do you think before you buy it".My inner