MY WIFE'S PASSION HURT ME
CHAPTER 38
...NANDINI POV. ...
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After the night of the disaster, I decided not to work at Sebastian's house anymore. I don't know what I feel right now, even though my heart is broken to pieces because my honor has been forcibly snatched away by another man. There was a feeling I couldn't understand, the night it all happened, I felt my heart pounding. Although I had a chance to rebel, but Sebastian's touch and caress made me fly so I did not feel pain anymore. It was just a sense of satisfaction that I could feel, apparently the longer I enjoyed each time we spent together. Could I really love that married man? I didn't know what to do after that, and I was embarrassed to meet everyone.
"Gosh how about I get pregnant?" I murmured to myself while scrambling the coarse hair.
Actually after I resigned from the Hospital, I received a call to work at a private hospital in D area. The city is famous for its beautiful beaches. I don't have any face left if I stay in this city, let alone meet Rafael. It felt like this self was despicable, and did not deserve to be around him.
Time passed quickly, it had been almost two months I wandered in this city. The harder work forced me to work harder. While I was taking care of a patient who had just had surgery due to burns on his body, I felt something strange about me. Suddenly my stomach felt nauseous inhaling the rancid aroma of the patient's body. I ran to the toilet and vomited my stomach. Cold sweat soaked the entire body, it felt like my body was very limp. And a colleague of my profession looked at me, and said I was like a young pregnant woman.
"Eh Sin, don't just say that dong. If anyone hears anything!" I said reprimanding Sinta.
"Hehehe yes sorry Din, the end of the signs that you show like a young pregnant person. Don't-don't after this you want young mangoes too!" sinta said with her joke.
Instantly I swallowed the saliva hearing the word young mango.
"It looks good also Sin, if made rujak."
"In my house, there are a lot of mangoes growing. I'll bring it for you tomorrow."
"Wah makasi ya Sin, if that's my permission to go home first yes. Not feeling well, than I fainted here."
"What should I do, God? I better make sure first." I muttered as I got up.
I went to the nearest pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test. To see more accurate results, I better do the test tomorrow morning. Tonight I can't sleep well, I'm really worried about the test results tomorrow morning. If God has destined me to conceive Sebastian's child, then what should I do. Not feeling the clear circles wet my cheeks, I who just have no one, how can I take care of a baby without a husband.
Faintly the light of the sun dazzled the eyes, it turned out that I was crying until I fell asleep on my bed. I got up and took the pregnancy test, it took me a while to see accurate results. I just stood there in the bathroom holding the test kit. It felt like my heart was beating so hard, I was afraid to see the pregnancy test in my hand.
I took a deep breath, I told myself to be strong in whatever happened.
"Come on Nandini you must be strong! never be afraid or desperate!" I said to myself.
My hands trembled lifting the test, my eyes perfectly rounded as soon as I saw the two lines across.
Deghs.
My heart stopped beating for a moment. I didn't think this would happen to me. I don't know what sins I ever committed, until this bad luck hit me. I'm pregnant without a husband, what will people say about me huhuhu. I cried without making a sound, my heart was so broken I didn't know what to do.
Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door surprised me. I don't know who came this early to my contract.
Aah it might be Sinta, yesterday she said she would bring me a young mango. As soon as I wiped the tears that were soaking my cheeks, I walked forward and opened the door. But after I opened the door wide, I was very surprised to see who came to see me.
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